SynntaClaus - She's in Town. If you are hating, stop staring.™

Another fruitful day. Finally, it's Wednesday. As usual, it is Zumba time. But, I almost freaked out for a little bit cause I forgot to pump my inhaler before I started exercising. Going to start on the 30 days ab challenge and hoping that I could lose some belly fats. On a healthier note, my appetite is shrinking and I'm craving for more vegetables. I had a small meal after my exercise and felt extremely proud of myself. It's bed time now. I can't seem to think much of what to say. Maybe, my brain is sizzling due to the workload.

I wish I had looked as thin as I was in this photo. I don't to look anorexic but neither do I want to look as though I am 4 months pregnant and people start to offer me their seats in the subway. That's just nasty. I want to look healthy. That is all. Today is Saturday. Well, by the time I blogged this, it is now Sunday. But, pretty much a boring day. No plans. We headed to the rundown budget karaoke place but our throats weren't up to the challenge. We wanted to carry on and indulge ourselves with LAN gaming but I guess the mood changed in the last minute. By now, we headed to the newly reopened Adam's Corner and had our supper. Now, you know why have I not been able to lose weight. I'm thinking of going Zumba this Wednesday but I'm broke and Love is having issues with his new job. Sigh. We were suppose to start saving up for our wedding. But, I guess we're going to put that on hold for a little bit. Mom's asking when are we planning to get hitched. But, honestly mom. I'm not planning one any time soon. I feel my body clock ticking. But, my mind's telling me I'm not ready for the commitments. I mean marriage is tough. And, it's going to get tougher when you bring another human into this world. I want to make my marriage work and my kids to live a comfortable life. I'm not ready to jump straight into it. Especially, the number of divorces that is happening in my social circle of friends. I love my man. I do. I want to get married tomorrow. But, I want to make sure we are both emotionally and financially stable.

And, this is how I look now. Happy Sunday!

On a lighter note, today is Thursday and that means that it'll be a moment to scream, "TGIF!" tomorrow! Woot. I hope tomorrow will be a much better day for me. I think my lack of rest and plenty of stress is taking a toll on my body. I'm not eating or resting sufficiently. As a result, it is affecting my body. Evidence will suggest that my body is breaking down.

I really hope I recover fast enough and be back to my old normal self. I don't like grumpy days. Nor do I like to start an argument with other people just cause my mind is drifting into a sad and lonely place.

P.s I'm perfectly flawed. But, I am proud of what the Creator has given to me.

I just decided to pop by my old blog and realized the latest update and blog entry was on 27th September. It's now in May. How time flies. I missed all the memories that went by. I really wished things didn't change. But, everything is pre planned and written by the Almighty. I guess I'll start blogging again. Till then. I'm loving the new Blogger by iPhone, by the way. :)