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Further Description of MYSELF : She expresses herself through fashion, food, her lyrical writings, music and photography. She organized her first gig, The Cynosure Theatre at the Singpore Art's House when she was barely 16 years old. She enjoys meeting up with her dearest girlfriends and enjoy late night sessions of crapping, gossiping and smoking. A self pro-claimed Facebook addict. An avid blogger on most days when she doesn't suffer from bitch fits. A person with flair and personality who doesn't resort to back hand tactics. It makes her look all timid. Like she emphasizes, if you are hating then stop staring. Then, again. Everyone is a critique. And, I am extremely vulgar. Did she mention that she has an obsession and addiction to a one-weird-eight-inch fetish ? Tweet ♥ 
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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 Suddenly, it felt as though I have given up. Maybe. It looks like it. I feel tired. I just couldn't care less. Isn't it suppose to be blissful in a way ? Honestly, I don't know. New Year's day seem meaningless. What's the point when it's no longer there. Can I get out of here ? Can you feel the longing disappear ? Then, I have a sudden craving for that one-weird-eight-inch fetish. Can I ? I think I might have gotten it. If I didn't, then I will. Secretly. You were not meant to be there to feel this joy. Tonight, I have regretted. Have a wonderful New year's day, all. Tuesday, December 30, 2008 Here is a piece of simple advice. Never venture into another bitch's territory if you don't wish to get bitten, badly. Serves you right to whatever that has happened to you cause who knows who else you've offended along the way. You poor little thing, not. Who asked you to be so naive to get yourself into this silly, stupid mess while you stand and blame others. Tsk. What a shame on your poor little sorrowful ass. Don't pretend to be so god damn fearless when deep down inside you were just plain old stupid. Once a whore, you were nothing more. The best joke of 2008 was on you, yet I wasn't even the one who played it. Thanks uhh. Kw memang sudah jadi bahan ketawa aq. As Rasyid, my new best guy buddy-cum-my long lost cousin-cum-my secondary school mate and scandal would say. "Kw kontol siia." Memang kontol uhh. Kw kata aq budak. Tapi, kw tuu. Dahh besar tetapi sudah menjadi ingredients ketawa oleh orang lain yang lagi dendam dengan kw. Ada hati nak blame aq. Tapi, thanks uhh. You made my day, kepala pantat. You have officially been made 2008's fool. Thanks for being such a retard. Woot. Monday, December 29, 2008 Dear Diary. She is so lame. She is so fat and ugly that my great, great, super, duper great grandma's butt is sexier. She is so kental to think that she could cabar me like that. I laughed my heart out today. Memang padan muka dia uhh. Who ask you to be so childish ? Dasar kw memang besar nya bodoh. Lain kali, kalau nak jadi bitchy and flirty sila ambil lahh kursus. Musibot. Aq dahh master dahh the trick of being an A-list whore. Kw ? Baru nak naik pe. Harap umur dengan badan je besar. Read my fucking lips. Like, whatever. I guess everyone is a critique. You know what ? Kw sungguh tak ada class lahh seyy. Ohhs. Let me repeat this again. Memang sajak muka kw lahh tuu. Hari ini, aq sungguh happy. I am back being my old past and I love every waking moment of it. Can you feel each of my leg in 2 different boats. Bitch, you ain't feeling my game yet. Friday, December 26, 2008 Tertutup sudah pintu, pintu hati ku Yang pernah di buka waktu hanya untuk mu Kini kau pergi dari hidup ku Ku harus relakan mu walau aku tak mau Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati Sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi Tak ada lagi cahaya suci Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi Dengar lah matahari ku, suara tangisan ku Ku bersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantung ku Ucap kan Matahari ku puisi tentang hidup ku Tentang ku yang tak mampu menakluk kan waktu Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati Sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi Tak ada lagi cahaya suci Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi Dengar lah matahari ku, suara tangisan ku Ku bersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantung ku Dengarlah matahari ku, suara tangisan ku Ku bersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantung ku Ucap kan Matahari ku puisi tentang hidup ku Tentang ku yang tak mampu menakluk kan waktu I have never felt this disappointed in my life. Am I just some chick you placed beside you, to take somebody's place ? Are you aware of what you make me feel ? Why can't you just spare a thought for my feelings ? Do you feel the heartache I am going through right now ? So much for a penny of my thoughts. So much to telling you what I feel. So much as to hoping you'd understand. Like all men, you are god damn oblivious. Why can't I ever have it perfect ? Why is it everytime I fall in love, someone has to snatch it away ? I am not an idiot to sit and watch while you destroy us. I fucking hate you ! Did I ever owe you anything in my past life ? Why is it that I feel helpless ? Where were you when I needed you ? Why do I feel alone ? Do you feel better now that you've brought me down ? Do you feel that sense of euphoria now that you've seen me crumble ? Do you laugh exorbitantly now that I've shattered ? Your words have crushed me. Your reactions torment me. Are you not bothered by how I feel and how I am feeling ? I am no one. I am alone, like I always was. Now, I know and have realised. I guess I shouldn't care but I know I couldn't. I am weakened. I am in need of old memories. I am no longer significant in your life. Not even with another soul in me. Not even after everything we have been through. Why can't you just convince me and make me smile again. I have stood my ground but you didn't even try. I am confused. I am insecure. I need that sense of longing again. Your reluctance suspicious me. I used to be captivated by your charm. Yet for some damn reason, you will always be a part of me. Always, now and forever since 16 April 2008, Wednesday. Now, you are accusing me of something I didn't do because of that someone. Thanks so much. I am someone who do not resort to lame tactics. When I plan for the kill, I do it with flair and utter perfection. I do not resort to back-stabbing options. I express my emotions openly. When I say I fucking hate you, I meant with every heart beat I say. When I say I will hurt you, I will do it straight to your face. My conscience is clear. I am just sick and tired of people who is trying to mess with my life because they are not happy with what I have. Kalau nak sesuatu usaha dengan kerja keras, tak payah nak dengki dengan orang. Kalau tak happy cakap tak happy. Tak payah nak buruk kan nama orang uhh. Kalau kw rasa aq ada hutang kw, aq bayar balik. Kalau kw rasa kw nak main dengan aq, kw boleh try uhh. Nasib kw confirm kentang nya. Jangan sesekali mencabar. Aq tau kw siapa. Thanks uhh sebab kw sungguh kental. Monday, December 1, 2008 Synnta Claus is updating live from Sunway Lagoon, Kuala Lumpur. Obviously, it has been ages since I last updated. Well, I have been extremely busy with my commitments. But, since I am right here in Kuala Lumpur bumming my fat ass while Kak Noor indulges herself on the internet, I guess I have to update then. I am here obviously not on a vacation but on a business conference. The whole of Synergy Group, well, not whole but most of it. But, yeah. We are all here for the Annual Planners Meeting. I wasn't all that excited except for the themed Gala Night, "Recess". We all get to dressed up in our school uniforms so, I am just going to leave it up to all of you to imagine that. I thought I'd be able to do a little wee bit of shopping since I am here. But I was so pissed off when I walked at the shopping centre near our 5 star hotel. God damn it. The prices were similar to Singapore's CK Tangs. So, obviously I didn't get anything. Anyways, the meeting ended an hour earlier for our branch. Bapak Ken decided that we should all go have dinner. We did ! We ate so much and it was uber shiok ! I could still eat some more though cause little tummy isn't to the fullest yet. Anyways, earlier today there was so much going on that I am bushed. I didn't sleep well at all last night and I had to wake up at 4.30AM. Gosh. The bus journey wasn't exactly smooth and I couldn't even nap. I am really looking forward to laying on that cosy, warm bed of mine. Woot. Dear told me to sleep naked since I am sleeping alone. I wished ! I had so much to do earlier in the noon with the room allocations and stuff. Did I mention that this place is extremely huge and the elevators confuses me. For a second I didn't even feel like I was in Malaysia. Chee bye. I miss my darling so much too. Sleeping in the room alone makes me wish he could come with me. Well, till then. More updates soon. | |
