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21 December 1989, Thursday.
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She expresses herself through fashion, food, her lyrical writings, music and photography.
She organized her first gig, The Cynosure Theatre at the Singpore Art's House when she was barely 16 years old.
She enjoys meeting up with her dearest girlfriends and enjoy late night sessions of crapping, gossiping and smoking.
A self pro-claimed Facebook addict.
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Let's go to the park,
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars;
Maybe we'll go too far.

We just don't care.
We just don't care.
We just don't care.


You know I love you when you loving me,
Sometimes it's better when it's publicly;
I'm not ashamed I don't care who sees,
Just hugging & kissing our love exhibition all.

We rendezvous out on the fire escape,
I like to set up an alarm today;
The love emergency don't make me wait,
Just follow I'll lead you, I urgently need you.

Let's go to the park,
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars;
Maybe we'll go too far.

We just don't care.
We just don't care.
We just don't care.


Let's make love,
Let's go somewhere they might discover us;
Let's get lost in lies.

We just don't care.
We just don't care.
We just don't care.


I see you closing down the restaurant,
Let's sneak and do it when your boss is gone;
Everybody's leaving we'll have some fun,
Or maybe it's wrong but you turn me on.

Ooh ...

We'll take a visit to your Mama's house,
Creep to the bedroom while your Mama's out;
Maybe she will hear it when we scream and shout,
And we will keep it rocking until she comes knocking.

Let's go to the park,
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars;
Maybe we'll go too far.

We just don't care.
We just don't care.
We just don't ...


Let's make love,
Let's go somewhere they might discover us;
Let's get lost in lies.

We just don't care.
We just don't care.
We just don't care.


If we keep up on this fooling around,
We'll be the talk of the town;
I'll tell the world I'm in love any time,
Let's open up the blinds cause we really don't mind.

Ooh ...

I don't care about the priority,
Let's break the rules and ignore society;
Maybe our neighbor like to spy too,
So what if they watch when we do what we do.

Let's go to the park,
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars;
Maybe we'll go too far.

We just don't care.
We just don't care.
We just don't ...


Let's make love,
Let's go somewhere they might discover us ...

**************************************************************************************

Public Display of Affection.

(;

Baby, this song reminds me so much of you.

Emotionally, physically and spritually.

Let's thrill our lives from now on and forever.


(Fly away.)

Monday, March 23, 2009

Cholitis.

Is that even in English ?

I mean seriously ...

The cramps were getting super unbearable as I woke up for work.

I was sweating.

I told Angela that I am taking urgent leave today.

I couldn't even move my rigid body to head for the toilet.

What the fuck is wrong with me ?!!

I had to stay somewhere near the lavatory as I indulged myself with novels donated by Kakak.

I had an uncontrollable anus and had to rush for the toilet almost every 15 minutes.

I swear to God from that moment you can all me "Shit Girl".

Fuck.

By noon, I couldn't bear with it no more and had to rush to the doctor's.

I didn't know how I could get a stomach infection of that sort.

I felt weak.

I felt restless.

But, I am glad it is over.

Phew ...

Tata for now.

I need to get some rest.


(Fly away.)

Saturday, March 21, 2009

I love you,
You love me;
Latiff has a fat tummy.

Double Chin, man boobs and Latiif Junior;
My baby has grown fatter !



(Fly away.)

Friday, March 20, 2009

Truth be told, simple and bold,
I think you're special;
We can roll like a team, you know what I mean.

See I'm not gonna mess around,
And I'm not gonna let you down;
Cause I do love you.

This I know, this I know !

Money makes the world go around,
People will be people, always;
Baby, what goes up comes down.
This I know, so here I go !

Do you love me, love me ?
Do you love me, love me ?
Do you love me ?
Baby ...

Hit or miss, here's what it is;
You are that someone.

A diamond in the rough, the real stuff;
Now if goodness are to find.

Then luck is a friend of mine,
Cause I do love you.

This I know, this I know !

Money makes the world go around,
People will be people, always;
Baby, what goes up comes down.
This I know, so here I go !

Do you love me, love me ?
Do you love me, love me ?
Do you love me ?
Baby ...

Money makes the world go around,
People will be people, always;
Baby, what goes up comes down.
This I know, so here I go !

Do you love me, love me ?
Do you love me, love me ?
Do you love me, love me ?
Do you love me, love me ?
Do you love me, love me ?
Baby ...


(Fly away.)

Thursday, March 19, 2009

What's the difference between a boyfriend and a husband ?
About 30 pounds.

I swear, I'd be a better man.

My time is up, I can tell.

I am better off dead.

I am sick and tired.

I just want to sleep forever.

I have come to a stage of life when everything is insignificant.

It hurts both emotionally and physically.

It's draining all my energy.

I am afraid but I am trying to face this alone.

The excrutiating pain comes and goes.

Most times, it is unbearable.

I lied when I say I am strong.

I am weakened.

Honestly, I don't know what is wrong with me.

It feels uncomfortable.

There is no cure.

I am immune to the painkillers.

At times, I think of cutting myself.

Yes, I am indeed having issues.

Will I live to see the world or will I die before fulfilling my dreams ?

Why do I look so tired they asked.

I lack of sleep.

I have not been having a peaceful sleep lately.

I'd wake up in the middle of the night breaking out a cold sweat.

Then, the pain violates my innocence again.

I just want it to stop.

I want my life back.

I want my sleep back.

I want to be me again.

No one knows cause I don't want to show.

It don't matter anymore.

This is just too much.

Way too much ...


(Fly away.)

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I still feel dreadful.

I feel extremely uneasy.

But, there is nothing I can do.

Honestly, I am trying hard enough.

Can't you see ?

How can I prove all my efforts if it's me you don't trust.

I promise myself I will never make you mad again and I am determine to uphold that promise.

I feel confused and lost.

You are blaming me for something that I didn't do.

Okae, maybe I accidentally pressed some buttons.

But, how would I feel right now ?

Being accused when I am innocent.

That says alot about your trust level towards me.

It's way down low.

It was lost during the incident a few months back.

I am trying to mend the pieces.

My mind's unweaving, again.

Something bad is going to happen anytime soon.

It is something unavoidable.

Suddenly, I feel so worried.

The butterflies in my stomach begin to flutter tremendously.

I did not have a good sleep last night.

I woke up drenched in cold sweat every half and hour or so.

The dreams felt so vivid.

Is this the bloodshed we indeed must sacrifice ?

Everything felt so surreal.

I ran as fast as I could.

The creatures laid there looking through the window.

My eyes twitched vigorously since the time that I opened my eyes.

This doesn't feel right !

I feel shattered but I cannot find the cause that broke it.

I am struggling.

The cloud of emotions are driving me up to the wall.

Yet, I can't feel.

The pain has numbed me.

I think I need a doctor.

I feel as though I might pass out.

I have to be strong.


(Fly away.)

Monday, March 16, 2009

Honestly, I feel uneasy today.

I don't know why.

The urge to find out what is going on is killing me.

My left eye twitched the whole day.

Usually, this is a sign of a bad omen.

I am always right about my predictions

The skies turned dark and grey.

Then, it began to cry.

Hence, I am caught thinking again.

What is wrong ?

It's as though a tragedy is awaiting to pounce behind me unexpectedly.

Suddenly, the butterflies in my stomach fluttered tremendously.

The anticipation drives me into the wall.

Tonight, I shall look up to the skies and pray that my guardian angel shall keep him safe.

I am beginning to worry completely of his well being.

The truth is I love him alot that I worry too much.

Then, again my gut feeling says something is going to happen.

It is not going to be beautiful.

On a lighter note, Happy 11th Monthversary.

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(Fly away.)

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Copied from MeiraB.

FRIENDS.

Feel free to copy and paste this.

Here’s a chance to see how well you really know your husband/boyfriend/lover.
Cut, paste and fill in the answers, then shoot, you know what to do.
The real challenge is to send it to your husband to see how right you really are.

1. He’s sitting in front of the TV, what is on the screen ?
- If it were a dream come true, he wishes that he could watch "Heroes" the fucking god damn day.

2. You’re out to eat; what kind of dressing does he get on his salad ?
- This boy is a carnivourous fat ass.
- He doesn't do greens except for Spinach Soup.
- He calls people who eats salad or as a matter of fact any kind of vegetables, "Kambing".

3. What’s one food he doesn’t like ?
- Any type of vegetables.
- Squid & octopus tentacles.
- Any food he has never eaten before.

4. You go out to eat and have a drink. What does he order ?
- Teh O, Teh, Kopi.
- When we are snacking it will definitely be Pokka green tea.
- Occasionally, he buys strawberry milk.
- Once in a while, we will indulge ourselves in Honey Milk Bubble Tea with Strawberry Jelly.

5. Where did he go to high school ?
- Canberra Secondary School.

6. What size shoe does he wear ?
- It could be a size 10.

7. If he was to collect anything, what would it be ?
- Caps.

8. What is his favorite type of sandwich ?
- None in particular.

9. What would this person eat every day if he could ?
- For now, it's either Nasi Ayam Goreng from Nachia or baos and siew mai. -_-"

10. What is his favorite cereal ?
- Coco crunch.

11. What would he never wear ?
- Anything that makes him look fat and reveals his big tummy.

12. What is his favorite sports team ?
- Manchester United.

13. Who did he vote for ?
- ???

14. Who is his best friend ?
- Hafiz a.ka. Bogeyy and Mike a.k.a Gay partner.

15. What is something you do that he wishes you wouldn’t do ?
- Feed him too much food.

16. What is his heritage ?
- Totally a Malay dol mat.

17. What is his favourite colour ?
- Black and white.

18. What is his habit ?
- Uses his really long pinky finger nail, digs his nose and wipe it on me.
- Put my hand somewhere near his ass and farts.
- Blows my tummy till I giggle.
- Call me and give me that "Heh" look.
- Call me a "Fakeyy," "Fat Fake Legs," "Piglet," "Porky," and "Super 4 Tank-yy."

19. What is he proud of ?
- Hmm ...
- His pinky finger.

20. Lastly, do you think he will read this ?
- I don't think so.

(;


(Fly away.)

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Get to know yourself better ?



Your view on yourself :

*You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward.
*You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for :

*You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend.
*You are looking for your life partner.
*Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with.
*The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship :

*You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person and you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love :

*You like to flirt and behave seductively.
*The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms.

*But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with ?

Your views on education :

*Education is very important in life.
*You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you :

*You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income.
*Knowing what you like to do is important.
*Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success :

*You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of :

*You are afraid of things that you cannot control.
*Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self :

*You are full of energy and confidence.
*You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean.
*You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

The Real You ?



Here is the analysis :

*You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm.
*Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you.
*You are far from sweet and proper.
*Your intriguing personality fascinates them.
*Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
*You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life.
*You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
*You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person.
*You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun.
*Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature.
*When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
*Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible.
*You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult !
*Perhaps you could start reading good books.
*They might help you look at the world in a different light.
*You do want to be taken seriously, right ?
*Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person.

Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What's your personality love style ?



Here is the analysis :

*You desire a love that will last forever.
*You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them.
*You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight.
*You look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment.
*If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone.
*Your love has to be perfect.
*Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What type of personality do you have ?


Here is the analysis :

Bright and Cheerful -
*You are always cheerful and charming.
*You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said.
*That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber.
*Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention.
*Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

Do you think you know the real me now ?


(Fly away.)

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

It still hurts.

I am having a difficult time with work.

I can't concentrate.

I don't even feel like eating.

But, I know I have to.

I ate 8 tablets to relieve myself.

Is that an overdose ?

I don't care anymore.

I just want it to go away.

I want to sleep so badly.

I am tired.

Fucking tired.

I don't know what to do anymore.

Baby can't help me.

I cried.

I bit Bobby to ease my pain but it just wouldn't disappear.

Alone and again I am afraid.

Help ...


(Fly away.)

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

It hurts, alot.

I wish I could float to a place where rainbows decorate the skies.

This is the first time in my life that it hurts so much.

I just don't have the strength anymore.

I am tired.

I am weakened.

I broke down.

Baby saw me cry.

It didn't work when he told me to grab tight of his hand.

It didn't work when I bit him.

It is so excrutiating.

I do not want to go through it every month.

This is ridiculously painful.

"I am in love with you,
You set me free;
I can't do this thing,
Called life without you here with me.

Cause I'm dangerously in love with you,
I'll never leave;
Just keep loving me,
The way I love you loving me."

Thanks, baby.

For being there for me.

I guess the incident must have shocked you.

Well, you've seen for the first time.

I'll be going through this all my life.

I am afraid.

By the way, you weren't forgotten.

I did call.

But your phone's off most times either that or the phone rings but your voicemail picks it up.

So, I kinda stopped calling.

Especially since I lost my cellphone and your number.

You weren't on MSN either.

You know where to find me.

I hope you are doing alright.


(Fly away.)