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Monday, June 30, 2008 It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. I guess you just don't get it. Maybe somethings are better left unsaid. Good night. Friday, June 27, 2008 French : Bonjour ! La nouvelle peau de blog et je l'aime si. Je tape le français bien que. J'utilise si le traducteur en ligne. Lol. Refroidir, la droite ? Aujourd'hui est un tel ennuyer, occupé, atténue, le jour odeure. Je le déteste ! Je ne peux pas attendre de sortir de ce lieu. Duhh. Je dois vais maintenant. C'est le temps pour le lit. J'ai eu un jour long au travail. L'attendre pour m'appeler. Je suis toujours pas sûr s'il me rencontre demain bien que. A propos, j'ai vu Fion pendant que marchant de retour à la maison. Je la manque. Bonne nuit. Au revoir ! English : Hello ! New blog skin and I am so loving it. I am typing in French though. I am so using the online translator. Lol. Cool, right ? Today is such a boring, busy, dull, smelly day. I hate it ! I can't wait to get out of this place. Duhh. I have to go now. It's time for bed. I have had a long day at work. Waiting for him to call me. I'm still not sure if he's meeting me tomorrow though. By the way, I saw Fion while walking back home. I miss her. Good night. Bye ! Thursday, June 26, 2008 Was cleaning my drawer before I leave this company when I glance upon something really familiar. I never did have a courage to send it to my ex-boyfriends' best buddy. At that point of time, I was way past my boiling point that I made an intelligent decision to speak my mind. It reminded me so much on how I loathe him. Except for the fact that I couldn't believe that I actually was dating him. A few days ago, he text me. He asked me how I was doing. I am fine ... Without you. Neither do I need you. So, please stop bothering me. Get out of my head. Let me be happy. Don't call me, darling. I'm not yours to keep. Stop asking me for a meet up. I don't want to see you. Don't pretend to beg me. It doesn't work anymore. Don't tell me you miss me. Because I don't miss you. Don't tell me you need me. When I don't need you. Don't tell me you longed for me. When I don't belong to you. Some day you'll cry for me, Like I cried for you. Some day you'll miss me, Like I missed you. Some day you'll need me, Like I needed you. Some day you'll love me, But I won't love you. I told Fish Head/Monyet/Sponge LATEP Square Pants about this incident. He didn't sound mad or anything, but I know what his heart speaks of. I love him. He's too good to be true. I enjoy the moments with Fish Head/Monyet/Sponge LATEP Square Pants. I do not want to ruin anything. On a happier note, I'm counting the days till I officially am out of that stupid warehouse. I cannot believe I stared at every lady that dressed up in formal office attire. Kirakan dapat ilham uhh nak pakai baju apa. Ahahaha. Fish Head/Monyet/Sponge LATEP Square Pants is at work today. Boring lorr. He is sick. So poor thing him. ): Must make sure he eat his medicine lorr. Haiyah. Tadi dekat work aku binget gila dengan si pukimak tuu. Nyari badan dia bau semacam lorr. Kalau kau suruh aku choose between decaying fish or him, I'd rather kiss the decaying fish. Fucking chee bye lorr. Then the fucker tadi buat booking for Korea shipment via Tricom. Pukimak tuu dah buat booking tapi tak kasi information kat warehouse nya side. Bila forwarder datang collect barang, Sya terus blur kejap. Sya : "Santa Claus !" Me : "What lahh ?!!" Sya : "Today got H & Friends mehh ?" Me : "Have what. Go Korea lehh." Sya : "Don't have lehh. No SLI (Shipper's Letter Of Instructions) also." Me : "Wahh. Fucking chee bye lahh." Me : "Ehh, J A. Just now you do booking did you give Sya the SLI ?" J A stares at me blankly. Sya looks at me disbelievingly. Wahh. Test kemarahan orang lorr. I was so pissed of that I snatched the documents away from him and did the photo-copying myself. Member buat endah tak endah lorr. Macam nak kena tumbuk sial. Satu hari aku take photo dia then korang bilang aku lahh whether si sial nie deserve kena tumbuk tak. I miss my Fish Head/Monyet/Sponge LATEP Square Pants !!! Okae, nak sleep. Good night ! Wednesday, June 25, 2008 Pardon me for my insecurities, I can't help myself. Pardon me for being paranoid, you're all that I have. I'm not trying to escape from my problems by swallowing everything. Neither am I trying to pretend that all of the arguments that we had are silly nothings. I'll admit I was green with a teeny weeny bit of envy. But tis ain't love without jealousy. God forbid I'll be honest. I care about you. Heaven knows you feel the same way too. Maybe sometimes you get me wrong with the things that I say. I'm sorry if I was harsh but it's just me, naturally, this way. I'm trying to change. You know you are right when you say that there were some things I've left unsaid. Well, here's the truth. Last night was a small misunderstanding which left me crying in bed. It's not your fault at all. You know how women are ? I'm really afraid. I don't know why. I love this feelings I have for you. I'd never want it to go away. I'm sorry for ruining last night. :'( Good night. ILY. Tuesday, June 24, 2008 Plugging in to : Dard-E-Disco (Remix) ; DJ Aqeel. Mendak gila lorr. Now having headaches. Macam chee bye seyy. Sekarang, seriously aku feeling ORD mood. Haha. Maklum lahh. Dah dapat work baru. Siapa mau pergi layan sial work dekat tempat nie. Anyways, aku update blog aku nie pun dekat work desk aku. Aku dah tak heran nak bikin kerja aku. Si legong tuu kan ada. Wahahahaha. Banyak benda sial belum update. Siapa nak tolong aku. Diorang nya susah aku nak kena bikin. Macam pukimak sial. Anyways, I spoke to M awhile ago. Roughly around 2 hours ago. I told him that I have came to an ultimatum that I will not stay. Muka dia macam nak nangis lorr. He said that as a favour to him, I stay until the end of July. Aku macam kesian lorr. Honestly, if I don't take this oppurtunity it will not come ever again. So, I spoke to my new soon to be manager that I will officially commence work on 7th July 2oo8. Lagi pun, aku ada banyak barang nak clear. Lol. Macam paham sial aku. Kalau M tak bagi jugak, pergi mampus. Aku jalan on the 30th June 2oo8. Haish. Aku stay pun bukan ada benefits. This new company still not so bad. Haish. Stress. Smells something foul in the air ... God. Fucking holy shit. I cannot believe it. Si Mr J A nie open his mouth je bau muntah basi sial. Pukimak !!! Badan dah bau sial. Mulut pun bau sial. Sya lagi kurang ajar. Agak nya bawah pun bau kott. Well, that's what she said. Eee. Tak nak imagine lorr. Eee. Pukimak. Macamana aku nak bertahan sampai the 5th. Aku tak mati kat sini dah cukup bagus. Bangkai lagi wangi lorr. Tak tahan sial. Pukimak ! Okae lahh. Aku nak blah dulu. Mau baliks. Till then. P.s I miss Fish Head/Monyet/Sponge Latep Square Pants. ): Monday, June 23, 2008 Plugging in to : I'm So Hood ; DJ Khaled Feat. T-Pain, Trick Daddy. Yes. Finally, it was long awaited. Woo ! I finally got myself a new job. I can't wait to start my new job on Tuesday, 01 July 2oo8. I must say it sure is going to be tough ! I've never worked in a proper office before. Let alone working in an insurance firm. What more, I have to wear proper clothes. It's not that I'm naked or anything. It's just that I have to wear formal office attire with heels and such. God. It's like dress up. Wee. (: Not to mention, work is only 10 minutes away from home. Hehe. So excited lorr. I'm not going to care anymore about shipping, bookings, looking for misplaced goods, missing invoices messy documentations or air waybills and bill of loadings. Hehe. No more. Mr J A. It's all up to you now ! I am a free woman. If you screw up, you are the one who is going to pay for it. None of my bees wax. I've helped you too much. Woo. Woo. So happy. Wahahaha. Lagi pun they pay not so bad lahh. $11oo and 3 months probation with full company benefits. After 3 months he will raise my pay to $13oo. It will also be based on my performance. So, therefore I must work hard to proof to everyone that I can do a good job. Serves that old company right not to confirm me. Bye, bye everyone. I will definitely miss them. I pity Sya though. First, it was G. Then me. Don't cry aiyte, girl ? I wonder what M will say when he sees my love letter on his desk ... Hehe. Okae. I have to go now. I'm going to continue reading "The Time Traveler's Wife". P. I can't believe I almost cried when I completed reading "Ayat-Ayat Cinta" lorr. Fish Head/Monyet/Sponge Latep Square Pants called me emo. Laughs out loud. Sweet dreams, love. Saturday, June 21, 2008 Plugging in to : Anonymous ; Bobby Valentino Feat. Timbaland. Jealousy is a crime. Officially, G is leaving today. I bought him a card and made everyone sign on it. We will miss you, okae ? I have been having this weird feeling lately. I couldn't sleep last night. I did fell asleep because I was too tired. It bugs me to death. I don't know why. Life's a nightmare. It feels as though I am walking this familiar path alone. All the stares and whispers bringing me down. Get lost, get lost I'm told. Maybe it's better when I'm nowhere to be found. It's a thought. A sick, sick thought. It's an unbearable feeling. Does everyone feel this way ? Out to movies with Fish Head/Monyet/Sponge Latep Square Pants. Bye. Thursday, June 19, 2008 I was late for work. I can't believe I woke up at 7AM in the morning. I dozed off while replying e-mails. He makes me sick. He smells bad. He did the same mistakes which I have already corrected 10 times. He screwed things up but he's ignorant to his surroundings. I wish they would fire him. My work is half done. I still have a long way to go though. Deadline is 1 week away. I haven't even started on any of my reports to go. He is not helping either. I'm having menstrual cramps and I'm very cranky. You are a bloody mother fucker. Do you know that ? I miss my boyfriend but he's at work. I can't wait for tomorrow to come cause I have a job interview. I can't wait for Saturday to come so that I can finally relax. I am going to miss G as tomorrow is his last day of service. I am so random. Off to bed now before I doze of typing again. Nites, love. P.s This is the beginning of a real life nightmare. Wednesday, June 18, 2008 Plugging in to : Lollipop ; Lil Wayne. I couldn't take it anymore. This is seriously too much. I'm not asking sympathy from anyone. I don't need anyone to help me do my work. I know I can meet the deadlines. I have a pile of documents still un-updated since I came back from my long leave and MC. Who's going to do my work if I keep doing his ? I don't see the initiative he's made. I just got home. The clock reads 11.32PM. There is still alot of work to be done. What about him ? He left at 7.30PM. He left everything in a fucking mess. I can't find any of my documents. I'm weak. I broke down. I'm giving up. I hate him. I hate him for making my life miserable. It's unfair. Mr J A, I really, really hate you. Tuesday, June 17, 2008 Plugging in to : I Kissed A Girl ; Katy Perry. This was never the way I planned Not my intention I got so brave, drink in hand Lost my discretion It's not what, I'm used to Just wanna try you on I'm curious for you Caught my attention I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chapstick I kissed a girl just to try it I hope my boyfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it No, I don't even know your name It doesn't matter Your my experimental game Just human nature It's not what, good girls do Not how they should behave My head gets so confused Hard to obey I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chapstick I kissed a girl just to try it I hope my boyfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it Us girls we are so magical Soft skin, red lips, so kissable Hard to resist, so touchable Too good to deny it Ain't no big deal, it's innocent I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chapstic I kissed a girl just to try it I hope my boyfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it Idiocracy has it's levels. Monday, June 16, 2008 Plugging in to : We Fly High (Giant's Remix) ; Jim Jones. Super legong day today. Super mendak lorr. Haiyoh. Seriously aku macam nak mati. Penat gila lorr. It's been awhile that I actually convinced myself to stay until 7.30PM. Frankly, it was because M the manager, made me stay. Why ? Because Mr J A is a freaking bumbling idiot, total dunderhead, ignorant boob and an extreme nincompoop. "I didn't know idiocracy has it's levels." Well, that's what Sue said. Lol. Mr J A here is just a compilation of every idiot he you can ever imagine someone to be. I'm not quite sure if he is : 1.) Trying or playing dumb. 2.) He is totally bo-chap about his surroundings. Or ... 3.) He is really stupid. I mean, how can anyone work with someone like him. Honestly, the hairs from my head will fall off from my scalp any minute now. I mean, B, G and me is totally around when he is doing his work. How can someone like totally screw everything - that's right, everything up when guidance and help is like 3 seconds away. What if the 3 of us wasn't there. I mean G is like totally leaving next week. What happens if one day, unfortunately, me and B decided to fall sick. Omfg. Do you know what it could lead too ?! I do not want to even think about it. Today, I fucked that pathetic J A. I was extremely pissed off that I blew my top. Eventhough I admit, I shouldn't have done it. But, I'm glad I did. "Can't you please fucking read your emails ?!!" "I mean seriously, what's the point of reading all your e-mails and not replying to them !" "Please lahh, J." "G is leaving. 3 of us is here and you already screw up." "What will happen if G has already left and swee-swee me and B were on MC." "You are totaly going to fuck things up lorr !" "Please lahh. Time to wake up." This fucking dumbass just walked away. Wahh. Super pissed lorr. Even M said. "Aku nak tolong dia tapi aku tak tau macam mana nak tolong dia." SG might be writing a letter to boss. Wahh. Two weeks work then kena fired. Jialat. Super sway lorr. Haiyah. Give up lerr. Anyways, on a happier note. Happy anniversary, dear. (: Sweet dreams, love. Labels: Our anniversary. Saturday, June 14, 2008 Plugging in to : Forever ; Chris Brown. It's like I waited my whole life, For this one night; It's gonna be me, you and the dance floor, Cause we only got one night. Double your pleasure, Double you fun. And dance forever. Weekend mood. Supposedly, nyari aku tak nak go to work. Tapi, memandangkan ada Fire Safety briefing it's compulsory. Aku ingat nak datang lambat. Jadi, aku pun bangun lambat lahh. I woke up at 7.20AM. So, I took my time to siap. Left the home at around 8.15AM. I cabb-ed my way to work. End up, aku reach work pukul 8.40AM. Wahh piangs. Mendak lorr. Anyways. Everyone got to try on the fire extinguisher. Benda tuu dah lahh berat nak mampus. Pastu dia nya insulation was so cold. Carbon dioxide. What do you expect. I learnt something today. Pull. Aim. Press. Lol. Hehe. Anyways, tadi lepas the Fire Safety thingy tuu ada lunch organized by the committee as a way for them to thank us for the services rendered. Kenyang gila lorr. I didn't eat much. 1 slice of Spicy Chicken Cheeseburger from Canadian Pizza and 1 crispy chicken drums from KFC. But there was so much food that it made me feel full. By the way, aku super binget dengan Legong, okae ? Here's how the whole story goes. Usually, the China boys will do picking for the goods, pack it and then indicate the dimensions and weight on a piece of paper we call the pick ticket. Secondly, when Sya receives the pick ticket, she will log in into the WMOS system and manifest the pick tickets. Then, the delivery notes will come out. Next, we wait for the invoices. When the invoices has ben auto printed, we match it with the pick tickets. The matched pick tickets will be handed over to Sya. After that, I will use the invoices to arrange for collection and booking to the respective countries. However, for those pending un-matched pick tickets, we have to request it from Order Desk and they will manually print it out for us. Then, when it has been manually printed, you have to match it and hand it over to Sya. This Legong, dah request invoice. Pastu tak print. Yang dah print dia tak match. Dia biarkan kat kotak. Senang cakap lahh. Aku was searching high and low for it. Pastu dengan selamba nya dia cakap dia tak print. Sial lahh. Aku dah cakap seyy more than 5 times that simple procedure. Takkan tak faham. Macam sial. Aku binget, aku send out email dekat aku nya higher management to let them know how dumb he is. Ish. Chee bye. Anyways. Lepas tuu, aku dengan Sue headed to Arab Street to search for fabrics for the coming soon Hari Raya Festivities. I saw this set of fabric that was uber-ly gorgeous. But I'm kind of on a tight budget. So, I didn't get it. Harap lahh bila aku datang balik, tak sold out. Kalau tak, confirm aku mengamuk gila lorr. Pastu kita chill at Coffee Bean. Sedap lorr the Chicken & Mushroom Fusili. I shared it with Sue because we were to full to eat a plate ourselves. Chit chatted for awhile before I headed home. I took cab again. Now, I'm uber bored cause I'm waiting for him to come home from work. We are going to the movies. Too bad we ain't watching The Chronicles of Narnia or The Incredible Hulk either. Damn. Okae lahh. I am out of here. Nak siap and mandi before I meet him. Note to self. I owe this blog pictures of the shopping spree I did in Batam. P.s Mohan, my manager wants to speak to me personally on Monday. What if its something bad ? Enjoy your weekends, love. Friday, June 13, 2008 Plugging in to : Eternal Flame ; Atomic Kitten.  16TH June 2008 in advance. I love Sponge Bob Square Pants in huggable size. Thank you so much, Monyet. Lot's of love. Looking forward next month. Wednesday, June 11, 2008 Plugging in to : Black & Gold ; Sam Sparro.
Your return makes me feel better. Will put more pictures soon of my shopping spree at Batam. Lots of love. (: Monday, June 9, 2008 His thoughts. 09 JUNE 2008 7.41AM, Monday. I'm at camp already. Pelik. Someone call me at 5.5oAM. Tak tau siapa seyy. I left home at 7.1oAM. Woke up late. Lucky, I reached on time. I guess you return today. Call me. Love you. 08 JUNE 2008 1o.46PM, Sunday. Work was boring, my dear. Tak busy then ramai orang kerja. And happens that I am having a headache. Lying down with the pizza smell on me. Going shower after this then surf the internet before going to bed. Love you dear. Can't wait for your return. I lost my other half. Also known as Curry. 4.o2PM, Sunday. Another lazy Sunday. Woke up around 1, tadi. Iron my baju already. Now watching Hip Hop Awards thingy. And I didn't jog yesterday. Tertido straight lorr. Later nak go mandi already. Working malam lorr. Missing you, B. Tooodles. 07 JUNE 2008 10.12PM, Saturday. How I wish you were here. I am so pissed ! Don't give a damn !!! I need alchohol !!! B, I hate this !!! I need you here now. :( 9.32PM, Saturday. I am back home from work. Today, not so busy lahh. Okae, okae sales. I went inspection for my IU unit. Guess what ... It's faulty. They replaced a new one for me and it's free. I got warranty. Later going jogging with Rus and another friend from Canadian Pizza. Guess what ? My phone went mute lorr. No message or calls seyy. Good news. I got myself and off day from Canadian Pizza on Wednesday so we can meet up. Can't wait ! Love you dear. Time to scroll my gallery to see my GF's photos. :* Tuesday, June 3, 2008 Not in the mood for music today. Super shagged. Pay day. What the heck ?! $675. Busy day. New guy came. Legong gila babi. Tapi, maybe dia genius lorr. G ajar dia semua benda pasal SOP and everything that has to do with G nature of job tapi si budak nie tak tulis anything pun. Okae. Maybe dia bukan budak lahh. Dah uncle tua. Dia cuma tulis at note book dia ... "SLI : Shipper's Letter of Instruction." "Invoice cut out time : 1o.3oAM, 12.3oPM, 3.3oPM & 5.3oPM." That's it. Even, B, the university graduate took down plenty of notes when G taught him. Ntah lahh. Lelaki yang baru nie macam belo lorr. Ntah lahh. G cuma pesan aku not to help him. Lagi pun, SG decided to transfer me back to the other office. Tolong Sue buat billing & invoicing. I'm still thinking about it though. Have yet to come to a final decision. It's not as though SG is giving me a choice. Till then. Sweet dreams, love. | |
