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Further Description of MYSELF : She expresses herself through fashion, food, her lyrical writings, music and photography. She organized her first gig, The Cynosure Theatre at the Singpore Art's House when she was barely 16 years old. She enjoys meeting up with her dearest girlfriends and enjoy late night sessions of crapping, gossiping and smoking. A self pro-claimed Facebook addict. An avid blogger on most days when she doesn't suffer from bitch fits. A person with flair and personality who doesn't resort to back hand tactics. It makes her look all timid. Like she emphasizes, if you are hating then stop staring. Then, again. Everyone is a critique. And, I am extremely vulgar. Did she mention that she has an obsession and addiction to a one-weird-eight-inch fetish ? Tweet ♥ 
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Sunday, February 28, 2010 PPPAAAIIINNN !!! )':  Saturday, February 27, 2010 Chinese New Year Reunion at Joe's Place. ♥♥♥       MDeeA. Friday, February 26, 2010 Technically, I am not in one of those moods. Work is bloody hell boring. No calls. Bumming at my seat. Don't even know what to update siia. Lol. I almost murdered Peter again. As usual. Because he is retarded. Fucker. My teeth hurts again. I think the wisdom tooth is growing again. ): Fuck, right ? I can like gentil-gentil the gusi. Pain uhh !!! ): Thursday, February 25, 2010 I want to watch Alice in Wonderland in freaking 3D !!! Anyways, updates for today. (: News is, Dad got the job at my place. It'll feel so awkward. And ... It's the same project. What if, I have to be his buddy ? Aarrgghh. I don't talk to him so, I don't know how it'll be. What if I have calls to transfer to him. Ntah lahh. Stress mans. Love told me that today's Toto grand prize is worth $10 Million. Wahh. But, I don't buy Toto siia. Never bet or gambled before. Lol. Maybe, I'll ask Love to buy. But, he's OT-ing today. Fuck lahh that Omar. Pasal kw, Love aq nak kena kerja keras. Damn it kan perangai. Yesterday, the bastard wasn't home. Because he had Ibu's money. Merayap uhh tuu. Dasar bajingan. Eee. I feel like punching his God damn face. Haiyoh. I am still obsessed with my hair. Hahaha. Duhh. I feel pretty. STILL. :D I seriously feel like killing that moron, Peter Yip. He can't even understand a simple question that is coming out of my mouth. What the fuck ? Please uhh. Stop trying to ruin people's life. Can ? Bloody hell. Let's shop. Can't wait to get my pay !!! Woo.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Well, I wasn't in the best of moods last night. Neither was Love. I am exhausted from work. Everytime a tough case comes through, it is always me. Fuck siia. Cracking my brains. Sometimes I feel like crying. It's so tiring siia. Can die. Anyway, I headed to Kak Jiji's house last night for a lepak session. I was lost in Yishun, okae ? Fuck siia. I took TIBS Bus Service 965 and I ended up at Admiralty. I reached Yishun at 6.00PM siia. Because of all the unnecessary travelling, I reached her place at 7.30PM. What the hell ?!! Hahaha. I felt like an idiot. Sheesh. Had dinner, gossip-ed, laughed and talked alot. Thanks for the meal, Kak. (: Guess what ? MY MOTHER HAS A FACEBOOK ACCOUNT. Hahaha. And ... She added me ! Hahaha. I cannot stop laughing last night. At last, my mother is one step at being technologically advance. And, she knows how to Facebook chat. Hahaha. Mother, let's tweet ! :D Gossiped and forever gossiping. Anyways, I have watched Nadia Fazlini-Shazlini-whatever-ninny her name is, sex video and it's lame and not steamy. You know, the girl who played Shanaz in the gangster drama series "Anak Metropolitan" telecasted on Suria. The bottom half of the guys body is as hairy as a gorilla and he seems to be Indian / Pakistani. His dick, not so awesome either. She has no mad skills at all. I thought it would be like those porn stars and stuff from all the raunchy websites which really could turn someone on and turn them into an animal. But, no siia. I fast forwarded through the whole video and finished watching it in 1 minute. The video is a 3 minute clip. Boring. And, I thought she had super huge boobs but she is flat chested. I don't know the link and even if I do, I will not publish it here. It's not worth my time. If you want to watch it so much, you can search for her name. :D Anyways, thanks for the pictures, sister. I really appreciate it. (: Chee bye ... You tak quit rokok I tak nak kahwin dengan you uhh. ♥ Okae, Biie. I will quit smoking for your sake. Yay. Nak kahwin. Hahaha. Right now, so many things are going through my mind. I somehow feel I screwed up at work. There are no evidence against it but my heart is racing. I don't know. I somehow sense that I could be the person who did it. My mind and my heart said so. Damn it. I hate this feeling siia. So stressed. Fuck. Whatever. I don't want to type such a long post and I have been at it since morning. Zzz ... Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Nar·cis·sism / ˈnɑrsəˌsɪzɛm / Show Spelled [nahr-suh-siz-em] – noun 1. Inordinate fascination with oneself; Excessive self-love; Vanity. 2. Psychoanalysis. Erotic gratification derived from admiration of one's own physical or mental attributes, being a normal condition at the infantilelevel of personality development. E·go·is·tic / ˌigoʊˈɪstɪk, ˌɛgoʊ- / Show Spelled [ee-goh-is-tik, eg-oh-] – adjective 1. Pertaining to or of the nature of egoism. 2. Being centered in or preoccupied with oneself and the gratification of one's own desires; self-centered (opposed to altruistic). self-cen·tered / ˈsɛlfˈsɛntərd/ Show Spelled [self-sen-terd] – adjective 1. Concerned solely or chiefly with one's own interests, welfare, etc.; Engrossed in self; Selfish; Egotistical. 2. Independent, self-sufficient. 3. Centered in oneself or itself. 4. Archaic. Fixed; Unchanging. ♠♠♠ ♠♠♠ ♠♠♠ ♠♠♠ ♠♠♠ ♠♠♠ ♠♠♠ ♠♠♠ ♠♠♠ ♠♠♠ I honestly don't give a shit if you are or if you aren't reading this. I am not afraid to mention your name in bold and red. All the definitions above is intended for you and only fucking you. Everything you do burdens everyone around you. I am not even married to Love yet but I am already partly burdened by your troubles ! In my heart and mind, I respect Kakak and Ibu so much as though they are mine and even Love that I do not want them to be troubled by you and only you. Yet, I am only an outsider. This is not only about the money. Money makes the world go round, yes it does. But, without respect, there is none of that. Everytime you do something wrong, you jeopardize everything but you always get away with it ! I hate you and every minute of you. You make his life so miserable. Stop your blabbering fanatisms. It's freaking 2010. The mat rep era has died. It has died a long time ago. You should have died along with it too. You want to play fanatisms, I can do it with you. If you think you want to bloody hell threaten us like that, I don't give a fucking shit. If you want to show the world how fucking fanatic and mat rep you can be, I can show you what fanatic means and be twice the minah rep. I have hated you since the day I heard and then saw you. Hello, this is fucking 2010. You don't have the cash, you don't fucking talk so much. The money last night was thrown straight at your face and you didn't even know that. I have never met such a shameless bastard in my life before. The whole thing wouldn't have started if you were fucking able to compromise. Don't flaunt it if you ain't fucking got it. Fucking poser. What do you think we are, fucking 5 years old ? Please uhh. Even 5 year old kids are way smarter than you fucking are. You are a fucking free loader, good for nothing, lazy, typical Malay mat trying to flaunt something that you can never have. And to think you are doing this to someone who is related to you by blood. Remember okae, what you fucking give you get back. You wait and see. Hell, so tired and I can't do anything about it. Dearest Love, no matter what happens, I'll stick by you no matter what through thick and thin. I'll help you and try to help you in every strength that I've got. Allah is almighty and fair. May God bless us all. Monday, February 22, 2010  Happy 22nd Birthday, Biie. ♥ Glad you like the unexpected gift and the over stuffed meal that we had last Saturday. Hahaha. Read it and you'd achieve your goal soon. Always here to support you in everything that you set out to do and through all the obstacles that we've been through. May God bless and I love you always. (: By the way, kw dahh tua. EEE. Tua liiao. Boleh panggil Abang tak ? Hahaha. And of course, a wonderful 1 Year 10 Month Anniversary. START READING MY BOOK. :D  Sunday, February 21, 2010
It was such a last minute thing. Rushed down immediately as soon as she called with Mama. Beautiful, fragile and so innocent. I loved the feeling as I cradled you in my arms. So warm. Welcome to this life. (: Saturday, February 20, 2010 Yay. I didn't work today. I opted for an off day. Lazy lahh. Headed to Borders bookstore and got Love his present. What else can I get since I actually went to Borders. I got him a book by Bob Harper from The Biggest Loser on how to lose weight. Hahaha. Well, I wanted to get him a brownie birthday cake but he was insisting that I not get him any food related presents. So, here's to you losing weight ! Was in the MRT on my way to Khatib and I got a last minute text from her. AARRGGHH. Is she going to be okae ? I am scared. I am scared. Should I see her ? I want too. But, I takut. What should I do ?!! Fuck. Called Kak Jiji and Mama to inform them and they were excited too ! Anyways, met Love at Chong Pang to do my hair. It's different but I like different ! Seoul Garden was filling for too soon as we were too empty. Hahaha. Didn't stuff so much. Love wants to quit smoking. Good for you ! I might try maybe after I head to the slimming centre and lose all my fats. Then, my next aim will be to quit fucking smoking. BAHH. :D Latep : Biie, kita save duit ehhk. Synnta : Save duit untuk apa ? Latep : Asal tanya soalan bodoh niie ! Synnta : Untuk apa lahh save duit. I save duit mesti ada aim. Mana I boleh save duit sembarang. Pergi holiday ke, apa ke ? Latep : KAHWIN LAHH ! Asal bodoh nahh. Synnta : Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ... You serious ehhk ? Latep : You tak nak kahwin dengan I ? Synnta : Nak lahh ! You yang tak nak kahwin dengan I. Hahaha. What a night ! Love you, always.
Friday, February 19, 2010  Twitter is blocked ! Tweet-ing via cell phone then. BOO. I know today I am supposed to feel beautiful but suddenly, I have an obsessive urge to scratch again. I am not fucking kidding when I say I am going to sue the hairstylist who did my hair. You mother fucking bitch. Kw rosak kan siiaks scalp aq. Sekarang, aq dahh tergaruk-garuk macam seekor beruk. AARRGGHH. Super pissed. If my boyfriend breaks up with me cause I have Britney Spears' bald head, I will murder that stylist. FUCKED UP. I hate being itchy and scratching because I am afraid that people's impression of me is that I don't bathe and I am smelly. Chee tan zhou ya tan. Thursday, February 18, 2010 Dear Madam / Sir, I refer to the notice that you have issued me on February 2010. Madam / Sir, it wasn't any of my intention to park my motor vehicle illegally on the mentioned date of the offence. Being at the wrong place at the wrong time seems to be a preposterous excuse and it is something I find absurd as well. Prior to the incident, I was on my way back home from work and in need of using the toilet very urgently due to extreme diarrhea. It's not an acceptable at all that I break the rules by parking illegally. But, I had no choice and I was trying to avoid the most embarassing situation and unwanted attention from ever happening. It was really an unlucky day for me. I really hope that you will waive off the composition amount as I am a first time offender. Currently, I am juggling both school and work and on top of that I am currentlt supporting my family. The amount is too high for me to bear. Madam / Sir, I am not trying to avoid from the circumstance and it is indeed my fault entirely as I have broken the rules. However, if you could grant me the waiver based on compassionate grounds, it will help me in the long run. I will also be a responsible person in the future. Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Still quarelling with him. Sheesh. Seriously whatever not. Pasal MRT. Susah berbual dengan orang yang tak pernah naik train. Everything I say he isn't convinced. I can only say "Okae," je. Too tired to argue. But, Nachia session with Abang Syidik and Kak Jiji was love. Pictures are on Facebook. Pasal, I lazy to upload. Bahh. Okae, Twitter-ing much. Hee. Tuesday, February 16, 2010 Happy 1 Year 10 Months Anniversary, Love. ♥  Labels: Our anniversary. Monday, February 15, 2010
Sunday, February 14, 2010
I will not be celebrating it though. I'm off to work at Love's place ! Saturday, February 13, 2010
Siian. Super duper siian. It's a Saturday and I have to be here. Zzz. Haiyoh. It is so unfair. I wish I was at home and sleeping. The rest of the family will be heading to Obek's house in Johore Bahru, Malaysia and sadly, I cannot come. I have to be at Love's workplace later probably before 5.ooPM. Yay. Love will be my side tonight until he leaves for work tomorrow. Normally, I would just go home. But, did I mention that my house is haunted ? Enjoying MacDonald's at my work station while updating and Aaron came up behind me and looked surprised when he said " You update everyday uhh ?" Laughs out loud. Yes I do. And ... I am proud of the fact. ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮ Anyway, I was blog hopping through random blogs and tumblr and I was pretty shocked because I didn't expect mats and minahs blog. Zzz. Tumblr lahh seyy. But, seriously. No point. Dalam blog pun nak fanatic. Apa lagi di luar niie. Pasti, fanatic banget. Eee. Dahh lahh underage. Apa nak jadi. Apa nak jadi.
Currently, I am obsessed with my new hair. And, my scalp's not itchy anymore. I finally washed my hair earlier today. WEE. :D But, I think I have wounds on my scalp. Anyway, this video is sometime back but do enjoy. :D | |
