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She expresses herself through fashion, food, her lyrical writings, music and photography.
She organized her first gig, The Cynosure Theatre at the Singpore Art's House when she was barely 16 years old.
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Monday, April 30, 2007

Whatever.

Trying to shut my mind and my ears off most things.

I hate this.

Seriously, I do.

When things are beginning to get better, somebody just have to ruin everything.

Why do all good things come to an end ?

This isn't fair.

Or maybe it's karma, again ?

What the fuck ?

It's just pissing me off.

I'm silently contemplating.

Searching for the right answers.

Or maybe I should just ignore everything.

Is my conscience clear ?

I doubt so.

Can I bang my head against the wall ?

Maybe I should.

I'm in deep thought.

I'm still pondering.

No, I'm not emo.

I'm just thinking.

About alot of things.

I don't even know where to start.

Maybe I should start writing things down on a piece of paper.

No, wait. I shouldn't.

And then, there is another problem.

My cell phone sucks.

Whatever.

The keypads are doing magic again.

I told you my phone was emo.

"Just like it's owner." That's what someone always said.

I'm should stop hurting myself with dumb, irrational actions.

I should start thinking.

I need a real wake up call.

):

De-moralised.

Moody.

Unappreciated.

Stupid.

Immatured.

Tired.

Stressed.

Ugly.

Lonely.

Desperate. *Laughs out loud.

Shagged.

To the guy who wants sex and my money, "Go fuck yourself before I shoot you 17 times."

By the way, will someone talk to me ?

I need a distraction.


NUMB;



(Fly away.)

Saturday, April 28, 2007

RE-UPDATED



I love Mike so much.

(:

He rocks my socks.

Despite several attempts trying to convert the stupid WAV file to the MP3 file, i can't seem to do it.

ITunes suck.

Eventually, Mike did for me.

Finally !

Listen.



Whatever.

A mixture of feelings right now.

Am I a good enough teacher ?

Lol.

No, wait.

I can answer that.

No.

One of my students flunk her exams horribly.

I feel that it's my fault.

I suck.

I know I do.

):

On the other hand, Iman, the pre-school kid can finally read a few words.

Elation, euphoria, happy.

(:

Haha.

Being tired.

Sick.

Cold.

I still have not converted the WAV file to the MP3 file.

I took a really, really cold shower last night.

I had a vivid yet surreal bad dream.

I hate myself at times.

I suck at times.

I love everyone around me.

I'm not emo.

I'm fat.

My belly is huge.

I need to do more crunches.

Lol.

I hate people who try to take advantage of me.

I'll make sure they'll wake up breathing through a tube.

I'm craving for fried mars bars.

(:

I have to lose weight.

Lol.

I wanna go shopping.

I'm buying a white PSP next week, maybe.

(:

I have exams.

I'm stressed out.

I hate mugging for exams.

I miss my pillow.

My mum threw away my bantal busuk.

):

I have to go to school.

I hate school.

School is boring.

Today is Saturday.

I am suppose to chill.

I have to study.

My brain hurts.

I'm sleepy.

I have to go.

Chiaoz.

(:

MUACKS.

Idiosyncrasies ;



(Fly away.)

Friday, April 27, 2007

Had school yesterday.

I was late.

My feet were killing me.

The stupid pair of red pumps is eating my feet up.

I have 3 huge blisters and it hurts bad.

):

I'm still sick.

I dont know what the hell is wrong with me.

It sucks.

ALOT.

Yesterday, I met Fion at Wheelock Place.

We were suppose to chill.

But the first part was kinda sucky.

She quarreled with her boyfriend.

So, she decided to go home.

They didn't talk throughout the whole bus journey.

The atmosphere in the bus was very tensed.

I wanted to eat MacDonald's.

I miss McSpicy Burger Meal.

):

Lol.

But we decided to lepak bawah block.

Lol.

We chose our favourite spot.

The bench by the mini bridge facing the canal.

(:

We talked and talked and talked.

Kinda miss those days when we would just chill.

Talked about how everyone is pressurizing her.

Talked about that dumb bimbo.

How I loathe you.

I used to look up to you.

Now, you are simply nobody.

Stop trying too hard, wannabe.

Talked about almost everything.

Went to 7-11 to get a drink and a sandwich.

Stupid foreign workers.

Go back to your country lahh.

The bangladeshis, indians and chinese workers have the perveted look.

Tsk. Tsk.

I had to hold Fion's hand when we walking back to her void deck.

Continue to lepak bawah block.

Did area check first.

Lol.

Area check for cockroaches.

Area safe for chilling.

=D

Listening to the radio.

98.7FM, Perfect 10.

They rock my socks.

Lol.

Decided to call.

Which I did.

((:

It's been a while since I called or tuned in to the Late Night Show from 11PM to 2AM.

It was actually Fion's first time calling to a radio station but it was FUN !

It was the first time that both of us called the radio station while chilling.

I'm definitely going to do it again the next time we chill.

(:

I have a recorded clip of the whole conversation but I can't seem to upload it.

Can anybody help me convert it from a WAV file to an MP3 file ?

Help ?!

Anyway, babe's here got to go.

Tata For Now.

Chiaoz.

MUACKS !

Mauve Quintessential Of Phantasm;



(Fly away.)

Thursday, April 26, 2007

What is today but yesterday's tomorrow.

Being bored.

):

Tutoring Syaza.

School.

Lazy.

Mugging for exams.

Tired.

Feeling cold.

It was drizzling when I woke up.

I want to go shopping.

I'm buying a white PSP next month, maybe.

I'm hungry.

I'm still hungry.

I'm always hungry.

=D

Yesterday, I went grocery shopping.

Lol.

I bought alot of snacks.

I was snacking till 2.30AM.

Yummy.

I did crunches after that.

LOL.

I have a fat belly.

I'm trying to lose it.

I might not suceed.

=D

Whatever.

Bye.

Kaleidoscopic rendezvous.



(Fly away.)

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Disappeared for the past 1 week.

Lazy.

I wanted to blog but my fingers just don't want to move.

=D

I don't know what the hell I ate last night.

I have diarrhoea.

Fucking sucks.

I'm still sick.

I'm having the flu.

AGAIN.

Effin sucks.

):

I'm in and out of the lavatory for like 3 times.

I'm tired of running in my own house to the lavatory.

LOL.

I still feel bad though.

He called last night.

He smashed his phone last night and ended up breaking it into two.

If he buys another phone, that will be the third cell phone in 3 months.

Omg.

Yesterday, supposingly, Fion and I were supposed to chill.

But we didn't.

Lol.

Shida called me when I was teaching Iman.

She asked me about Nona, the-girl-who-disappoints-us.

We were suppose to meet but she was out with her boyfriend.

Spoke to Lawrence and this guy whom I can't remember his name, who is a pursuing his degree in NTU.

It's all about the gig again.

(:

Exams are so coming !

I'm so stressed up.

Last night, read my notes.

Trying to remember the important details.

Planning to do 2005 exam papers later tonight.

I don't even know if I can do it or not.

I feel intimidated by the big words and confusing questions.

But, I'm definitely trying my luck.

I want to get a distinction so badly.

Having revisions this Saturday, 28 April 2007, from 2.30PM onwards.

Help !

Whatever.

Shut up.

Shut up.

Shut up.

Shut up.

*She is freaking noisy today. What is wrong with her ?


Shut up !



Let's go to the park
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care
We just don't care
We just don't care

You know I love it when you loving me
Sometimes it's better when it's publicly
I'm not ashamed I don't care who sees
Us hugging & kissing a love exhibition
Oh

We'll rendezvous out on the fire escape
I'd like to set off an alarm today
The love emergency don't make me wait
Just follow I'll lead you
I urgently need you

Let's go to the park
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care
We just don't care
We just don't

Let's make love,
Let's go somewhere they might discover us
Let's get lost in lust
We just don't care
We just don't care
We just don't care

I see you closing down the restaurant
Let's sneak and do it when your boss is gone
Everybody's leaving we'll have some fun
Oh maybe it's wrong but you turning me on
Ooh, we'll take a visit to your Mama's house
Creep to the bedroom while your Mama's out
Maybe she'll hear it when we scream and shout
But we'll keep it rocking until she comes knocking

Let's go to the park
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care
We just don't care
We just don't

Let's make love,
Let's go somewhere they might discover us
Let's get lost in lust
We just don't care
We just don't care
We just don't care

If we keep up all this fooling around
We'll be the talk of the town
I'll tell the world I'm in love any time
Let's open the blinds cause we really don't mind

Ohh, I don't care about propriety
Let's break the rules, ignore society
Maybe our neighbor might spy, it's true
So what if they watch when we do what we do

Ohh, let's go to the park
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care
We just don't care
We just don't


(Fly away.)

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Tutoring.

Preschool kid.

Don't feel like teaching.

Schooling.

Chilling with Fion.

Sick.

Still sick.

Throat hurts.

I hate the cold weather.

Drizzling when I wake up.

Feel like sleeping at home.

Still mood-less.

):

Tired.

Food, snacks and soda at 2AM.

(:

Yummy.

Craving for cheesecake.

Craving for a Snapple.

Hungry.

Gained weight.

Fat.

That sucks.

I accidentally cut myself.

I'm stupid.

I feel like buying fried Mars bars from Chippy's.

Fried Mars bars, good.

(:

He's still mad.

I think.

I don't know.

Thinking too much hurts my brain.

Whatever.

Help ?

Chiaoz.

Here y'all go..

[Diddy:]---
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Pharrell:]---
Yessir, yo, yo, uh, ah-uh, ah-uh
(This is the remix)
Picture the song
Picture my life and my intention to ball
Picture the sights and how it glitter for y'all
Now don't you feel ?
Close to perfect ?
When a chick is involved
She changed you life, and your frame of mind
Sorry, I hope what I'm sayin is fine
We fuss but we take it one day at a time
If there's a fire you know that she'd lay in the line
And I just, close my eyes and curve my mouth
Open my mind and words come out
You're eclectic, you're creative
You the picture, girl, I just painted
I gotta get it and its all paid for
Big castle on the seashore
With the wind, the walk, and decor
How this sound, mister and missus skateboard?
P.

[Keyshia:]---
If I told you once, I told you twice,
You can see it in my eyes.
I'm all cried out,
With nothing to say.
You're everything I wanted to be.
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain away.

[Diddy:]---
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[T.I.:]---
Let me get you where I want you, your best nightgown
Yeah I had a lotta women, you the best I've found
If I offered you the chance you'd neglect like how?
With my hands like damn and my neck like wow
Lebanese, puerto rican, like brown
Said they heard I'm the king, wanna test my crown
Swerve on things with the
'Vette top down
I'm the realest, one the dealest to ever rep my town
So if you ever wanna get it off your chest I'm down
How fly does a G5 jet ride sound
Triple black ?
Fan'll switch ?
Your S5 down
Now your girl wanna talk about sex right now
Trying to hate them other rappers who respect my style
How I kiss her on the legs while the dress slide down
I wanna see you with your hair let down
And your body soaking wet on the bed, stretched out
T.I.P.

[Keyshia:]---
I need you,
And you need me.
This is so plain to see,
And I will never let you go and,
I will always love you so.
I will.
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain away.

[Diddy:]---
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Keyshia:]---
Why don't you pick the phone,
And dial up my number,
And call me a baby,
I'm waiting on you.
Why don't you pick the phone,
And dial up my number,
Just call me a baby,
I'm waiting on you.

[Diddy:]---
Hello
Hey waz-up
I've been tryin' to reach you all night
That shit ain't funny not picking up the mutha fucking phone
Better stop fucking playing with a nigga's feelings like that
You know how much I love you though right?
But for them couple of seconds though,
When I couldn't get in touch with you.
I'm ready to come over your house and shoot that mutha fucker up
You better fucking not be there when I get over that house
[laughing]
That's really how it goes down right ?


(Fly away.)

Monday, April 23, 2007

I am not going to work today.

I suck.

My phone sucks.

I feel like throwing my phone out my window.

):

I made him mad.

I made him mad.

I made him mad.

I made him go to Singapore Day but I didn't talk to him on the phone.

Singapore Day sucks.

21 April 2007, Saturday is such a bad day.

I'm mood-less.

Help.

Fat brat says it's karma.

):

Maybe he's right.

Maybe I did alot of bad things in my past life.

I suck.

My phone sucks.

Fuck.

He's so mad at me.

He's so mad at me.

He's so mad at me.

I suck.

I suck.

I suck.

I'm stupid.

I'm weird.

I still suck.

I hate this.

I'm confused.

It's tearing me apart.

Forget it !

I'm crazy/nuts/loco/coo coo/gila/shen jing ping/frenzied.

I have mental problems.

WHATEVER.

I bought a new pair of red pumps/shoes.

They suck.

They make my toes hurt like fuck.

I have 3 huge blisters on my feet.

Everything sucks.

I'm folding paper hearts and stars.

They are the only things that make me smile.

:/

My hands hurt.

I'm still folding paper hearts and stars.

I don't want all my effort to go down the drain.

I'm going to send the package next week.

I love the blue-white-and-black-thingy that I'm giving him.

I love the not-so-colourful-thingy I got and have someone made for him.

I don't even know if he'll like it or not.

Whatever.

Pissed off.

I guess he ain't talking to me.

*Stares at the dumb silvery and white phone.

"Fuck, I miss him."

Pardon me, but I can't help it.
I'm thinking about you all the time.
Maybe I'm thinking too much.
Trust me boy, you are the only thing on my mind.


I SUCK ! ):



(Fly away.)

Sunday, April 15, 2007



I know he's perfect for me.

He doesn't think so though.

I like him so much.

I like him alot.

I'm not a player. LOL.

I hate having cramps.

Periods suck.

Periods make me have PMS.

PMS sucks.

):

I don't think he gets it.

I think about him all the time.

I'm not lying about it either.

He keeps saying that I wouldn't like him in person.

I already like him now.

I'm definitely liking him in person.

He says he's not my type.

Screw that.

I like you, alot.

Nothing's gonna change.

FUCK.

Somebody in my class hates me.

Somebody stole my dad's 256MB Creative Nano MP3 player.

It's a stupid MP3 player.

MP3 players don't have legs.

They don't walk out of the room by themselves.

Nobody in my class knows I brought my MP3.

I hate this.

I want to get a PSP though. (:

Whatever, I hate cramps. FUCK.

Sorry if I disappeared again.

Bye.


(Fly away.)

Monday, April 9, 2007

Aarrgghh.

Fucking fucked up.

Officially, I just woke up.

I'm not yet wide awake though.

No thanks to that phone call made.

Stupid kid's parents.

Stupid.

I'm not going to get my money today.

I'm going to get it on the 18th of April.

That sucks.

I'm broke for a while.

NO shopping spree for me.

Damn.

I hate teaching those kids.

Their parents suck.

That kid is kind of stupid.

I am mean.

I don't care.

I'm fucking pissed off.

It's good enough that I'm keen and willing to help your dumb son.

I'm not just doing it for money.

I'm not that kind of person.

Your son is stupid.

And you are talking bad about me.

If I'm not capable to teach your son, why hire me ?

Bodoh.

Teach him yourself.

No, wait.

You can't.

You guys are stupid too.

Fancy, talking bad about me.

I'm not that good of a teacher myself.

I know that.

But at least I'm making your fucking son do some work that you as parents are not capable of doing.

Shame on you.

BOO !

Who the hell heard of a freaking 6 year old boy, who is going to be in Primary 1 next year yet he is unable to read and write ?

Do your parents live in a cave eating mud or something ?

Your son is illitrate and maybe dyslexic and you, as his parents are ignorant about the whole situation.

Oh my god.

I'm not even his cousin or sister or aunt and I'm so god damn worried about him.

Now, you are telling me I'm teaching him the same thing over and over again.

For god damn sake, you son doesn't know ABC.

He doesn't know how to write proper ABCs.

He doesn't know which alphabet is which.

He is unable to recognise the alphabets, at all.

So, how am I suppose to teach him everything else.

Stop pointing fingers at others for you are the only one to blame.

Aarrgghh.

Whatever.


(Fly away.)

Sunday, April 8, 2007

Everyone around me is looking but nobody is seeing.

Bored.
Hate.
Indifferent.
Invisible.
Missing.
Pissed off.
Tired.

EMO !

Lol.

Found this somewhere as I was rummaging my messy book shelf.

Tsk. Tsk.

Synnta = Emotional. >> Stop it.

Smile like you mean it. (:

I love the colourful thing which I got yesterday. (:

It's blue, black and white.

Lol.

I'm going to buy another one of those colourful things next week.

This time round, it's going to be alot more colourful than the previous one. ((:

YAY !

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I sit here in deep thought and reminiscent,
Thinking about the times that we both spent;
Sometimes I wish that you would just listen,
Cause I would never wish for this cessation.

Maybe you are right I'd regret upon how I'd react,
But here's the thing I ain't blaming you cause it's me in fact;
There are just somethings rhat I've never told you before,
Boy, it's best if I leave them behind closed doors.

I'm not that perfect girl whom you want to hold,
I'm not that nice girl you would talk too;
I'm living in a different world so cold,
I know I would never be good enough for you.



(Fly away.)

Saturday, April 7, 2007

♥ is a strong word but I really, really do like you. (:

Once upon a time there was an ugly barnacle.
It was so fucking ugly that everybody died.
The end.
(:


(Fly away.)

Thursday, April 5, 2007

I feel really, really, really sick.

I don't feel good at all. ):

I need a hug.

I don't feel like doing anything at all.

I was and still am lying in bed for the whole day.

I used a whole box of tissue.

I have used tissue around my house.

I am down with the flu and a slight fever.

I have a stuffy nose.

My throat hurts like fuck.

I am not teaching today.

I don't feel like going to school but I have to.

I miss talking to him.

I miss him.

I want him to call me.

He thinks I'm mad at him.

He thinks he did something wrong.

He is wrong.

He didn't do anything wrong.

It's my fault.

I am grumpy when I just wake up.

I am grumpy when I am sick.

I am grumpy when I feel sick waking up.

Call me ?

I'm looking forward to talk to him.

I feel like crap today.

I still miss him. (:

BEING SICK FUCKING SUCKS. ):

Sometimes, I fell that all the people that revolve around me are invisible.


(Fly away.)

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

Damn. I hate being sick. I have a stuffy nose and my throat hurts, freaking alot. -_-

Excuse me for the disappearing act again. (:

LOL. Been busy tutoring the kids.

Exams being round the corner as well.

Therefore, I have alot of preparations going on.

My exams will be on the 8th of May, 2007 which is on a Tuesday.

I'm not done with my assignments yet and I really hope I'll do well.

I am excited for my long awaited diploma. (:

DIPLOMA IN TRAVEL AND TOURISM MANAGEMENT.

Nice. *Winks.

15 things you don't know about me before, when and after I sleep.

Btw, I think I'm the only person alive that I know of who can sleep 15 hours a day. (:

♥I eat a light snack/meal before I sleep.
♥I hug and kiss my mum on her cheeks before I sleeep. Sometimes.
♥I smell my favourite pillow before I sleep.
♥I listen to emo crap before I sleep.
♥I kick and sometimes punch people when I sleep.
♥I drool when I'm really tired.
♥I sleepwalk sometimes.
♥When I sleep, I hate waking up. Sleeping is fun. LOL.
♥I have a habit of waking up in the middle of the night scaring myself almost to death with my vivid dreams.
♥I hate people to disturb/pester/irritate me when I sleep. I'll wake up and I might turn into a monster if you try doing that. My brother experienced it before. So, don't try. Okae ?
♥I hug my favourite pillow when I wake up.
♥I am grumpy when I wake up.
♥I talk crap when I wake up.
♥I'll look around my room everytime I wake up.
♥It takes me at least 1 hour before I am fully and completely awake.

They don't call me sleeping ugly for nothing. LOL. (:

I AM STILL FUCKING FREAKING SICK.


(Fly away.)