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At last, a normal looking picture. I look weird though. LOL.


Training to be a good future housewife by grocery shopping. Classy grocery store @ Paragon Shopping Centre.


1 Starbucks Potato Salad; 1 Chocolate Frappucino - Venti; 2 boxes of cereal; 4 mini cups of Starbucks Whole Milk; A whole lot of mess, spilled milk on the tables, serviettes, used and un-used straws all over. Beside our table, a multi-racial couple romancing. LOL.

Total amount spent, today : $25.00 (Rounded off)

Stopped by the Girlfriend's house to pass her some hamper items. Her grandma gave me hong bao. ((:

Headed to Novena Square's Velocity to windowshop. ((: I spent $4.90 on 2 scoops of ice-cream so I had to pay by NETS. Topped up my EZ-LINK Card. Bummer. Used NETS again. Was suppose to meet Rilz and Tasha for supper but it was raining. Impossible. Met Alvin at Town and I swear he lost weight. He's getting thinner.

Walked around Town. Boring. Ate Pontian Noodles. Yummy. Satisfaction guranteed. LOL. Proceeded to play pool. Moodless though. Some people sure know how to get on my nerves. -__- No where to go, so decided to slack around.

Grocery Shopping ! Spent $10.40 on food items. LOL. Proceeded to Starbucks and chilled. Starbucks have a new item on their menu. Late night cereal. ((:

That's all for the updates. Flying off to LaLa Land. Chiaoz.

Lawrence, the lecturer, asked when was I going to be a millionaire. Hehe. I told him when I'm 25. Is it possible ? YES. When there is a will, there is a way.

I hate drag races going at 130 kilometres per hour.

P.s Comment on the poem I written above. I think it sounds weird. Mike says it's nice though. ((:

CAMWHORING


I ♥ FOREVER AND EVER FRAGRANCE By DIOR.


BAWAH BLOCK/AT THE VOID DECK; Fion says I look muscular. Lol.


M.O.S Burger drinking Milk Tea. YUMMY. ((:


PASAR MALAM/NIGHT MARKET; Toa Payoh.♥


Actually, I can't remember where this is. Lol.

This song was repeated so many times by the Radio RIA deejay. It's irritating. However, it reminded me of something that Ketot, Kida and I did during jalan raya. Reminded me of Apit also. Fion, you know what I'm talking about. LOL.



Sufri is getting more desperate.

WELCOME BACK.

The trip to East Coast Park was a fun yet tiring one. When we made the trip there, as usual, it's as though as we are going to shift/move into a new home. Lol. Dad carried a haversack backpack, Mum carried 2 large plastic bags of cooked food, the Brother carried our makeshift tent and a sleeping bag and I carried my own personal belongings in the Paul & Joe bag. Lol.

♥My hands ache cause it was too cold at night.
♥I'm suffering from butt cramps as usual cause I hate sitting on the cold cement floor.
♥I'm having a back ache because cold cement floors are not suitable places for sleeping.
♥I have a sudden pimple outbreak because the weather gets too hot in the afternoon.
♥I have mosquito bites on both hands when night falls.
♥I have lost my sense of smell.
♥I have lost my sense of hearing.
♥I'll never lose my sense of taste though. Hehe.

DAY 1 - The Arrival; 17 February 2007*SATURDAY

We reached East Coast Park at around 6.30PM by cab. It was so difficult to get a cab in Balestier area in the afternoon and also, it was Chinese New Year's eve so I assume most of the taxi drivers are away for their reunion dinner.

P. S I forgot to call Fion before I left home. Girlfriend, I still owe you 2 bottles of Cognac.

I didn't do anything much for a whole 1 hour as half of the people either disappered or simply have not arrived.

Dad, mum, Aunt Mariah an Uncle Eddy left a while as they had to attend a kenduri thingy at Pasir Ris. So, I decided to play with the kids for a while. They are a bunch of little demons. They'll run around, fall down, hurt themselves, cry for a little while and start running and playing around again. Ugghh ! But they are cute. ((:

It wasn't until 8.30PM that we started barbecueing. I helped the cousins barbecue but I was munching food most of the time.

YUM. YUM.

I was still munching something at 12 midnight.

Azmi, Irfan and Qamarul slept ! I couldn't sleep so I just lay there for a while and gazed at the stars. I stayed up the whole night when most of my aunts and uncles slept.

Cik Tipah's laughter is deafening. Lol.

We watched "Snakes On The Plane" on the portable DVD player thingy. I only managed to watch halfway when the battery died. -__-

Talked to Snoopy for like 10 minutes on the phone. He called me greedy.

Cik Hamid gave me a Dior Forever and Ever Fragrance. It's original.

Day 2 - The Originally Planned Day For Home Sweet Home; 18 February 2007*SUNDAY

The conditions of both the female and male toilets were atrocious. The toilets were clogged and smelly. There was trash and sand pratically everywhere. I think I saw cockroaches. I know there were alot of red and black ants which made me feel itchy all over. The sanitary bin was not sanitary at all. Whatever disgusting things you can think off, came true. Lol. I'm not saying that the cleaners didn't do a good job. It seems that all this stupid people just hasn't got the brains to work together to make it a better and cleaner place.

Anyway,

We had to move all of our belongings to a shelter which is 5 minutes away from our original campsite. It's 6AM in the morning.

There's this stupid bitch camping across from the shelter. She's super dumb. She's got the guts to ask us whether there's enough space so that she can share. She gave a lame reason that she's got kids and were afraid that it might rain. She's closer to the shelter and we are like 5 minutes away. Why don't you have the brains to move first. DUMB ASS. Her family members total to about 20-odd people. What about my aunt's, uncles and their kiddies ? I think we total to about 30-odd people. That bitch sarcastically shouted in malay "If you don't want to let us share the space with you, say so." In my heart, I'm like ... "You wait and see when the whole family wakes up." Maybe should've punched her in the face.

The parents decided to extend the whole outing for another day. We'll be back, tomorrow. TIRED.

My phone's battery is half dead. I think it's going to die tonight. Lol.

The kids never fail to make me laugh. They just do the silliest and darniest things. Irwin is so cute but he's a mischevious one. I think I don't have to write in detail what I did. Today, as usual. I'm eating. Lol.

Patted Misha to sleep.

Imagine, no technology for 3 days.

Day 3 - Home Sweet Home; 19 February 2007*MONDAY

I woke up at 4AM in the morning because it was getting chilly and I had to go to the toilet. I just brushed my teeth and wash my face because the conditions of the toilet disgusted me. I didn't continue sleeping because I couldn't. Mama made a cup of MILO for me. I ended up slacking on the purple portable chair. At 8.30AM we had Nasi Lemak for breakfast. ((: The parents packed and clean the campsite and we were ready to head home !

Pictures will be uploaded real soon.

I'm going to land on my soft warm bed and head to Dream City on Lala Land.

Before I forget, Synnta wishes Gong Xi Fa Cai and Happy New Year to all Chinese friends. I know the wishes is a little late.

Girlfriend, if you are reading this. Can I have my hong bao/red packet please ?

P.s To BABYASHIE : If you think I'm stupid enough to believe, why even bother reading my blog then ? That proves you are way dumber than me. Oops. Did I just hurt your feelings ? Well, get over it.

Sufri, the skinhead is having problems with his girlfriend and I became the "Love Counsellor" as usual. ((: Their relationship will almost be a year this June and I don't want it to go down the drain.

♥Trust
♥Commitment
♥Understanding
♥Communication
♥Emotional Connection

I'm not saying that all guys are heartless, no. Not all guys are heartless. There are some guys who are really nice but it's all those bad guys who gave girls a stereotype.

Definition of stereotype:
Function: Noun
Etymology: French stéréotype, from stéré- stere- + type
1 : a plate cast from a printing surface;
2 : something conforming to a fixed or general pattern; especially : a standardized mental picture that is held in common by members of a group and that represents an oversimplified opinion, prejudiced attitude, or uncritical judgment.

Anyway, sometimes I just don't understand what's playing on a guys mind. Here's a fine example. When we care for the guy too much, we girls are being called "Control Freaks" and they tell us they need their privacy and space. LOL. But when we don't care that much for the guy or when we give him the "I-care-for-you-but-I'm-not-going-to-show-it attitude", these stupid son-of-bitches will immaturely think without even asking themselves in the first place that we don't love or care for them anymore. OMG. Like, WTF ?

That's why i keep writing the same phrases on most of my lyrical writings.

The thing with some guys is that when we give them everything and anything that they could possible want, they think there is still more. GOSH.

The nice men are ugly,
The handsome men are mean;
The nice and handsome men are gay.

P.s I'm not saying you are nice nor handsome, because for god's sake, you are a freaking asshole.

That's when some guys start to stereotype the girls. ((:

Definition of slut:
Function: Noun
Etymology: Middle English slutte
1 chiefly British : a slovenly woman
2 a : a promiscuous woman; especially : PROSTITUTE
b : a saucy girl : MINX

Nobody in this world is perfect though.

So whatever obstacles that we face, we should take them as stepping stones for us to move forward.

Remember that we'll never step into the same river twice and that we are as strong as our weakest link.

There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.

The Real History on Saint Valentine's Day;

PART 1

Every February, across the country, candy, flowers, and gifts are exchanged between loved ones, all in the name of St. Valentine. But who is this mysterious saint and why do we celebrate this holiday? The history of Valentine's Day -- and its patron saint -- is shrouded in mystery. But we do know that February has long been a month of romance. St. Valentine's Day, as we know it today, contains vestiges of both Christian and ancient Roman tradition. So, who was Saint Valentine and how did he become associated with this ancient rite? Today, the Catholic Church recognizes at least three different saints named Valentine or Valentinus, all of whom were martyred.

One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men -- his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death.

Other stories suggest that Valentine may have been killed for attempting to help Christians escape harsh Roman prisons where they were often beaten and tortured.

According to one legend, Valentine actually sent the first 'valentine' greeting himself. While in prison, it is believed that Valentine fell in love with a young girl -- who may have been his jailor's daughter -- who visited him during his confinement. Before his death, it is alleged that he wrote her a letter, which he signed 'From your Valentine,' an expression that is still in use today. Although the truth behind the Valentine legends is murky, the stories certainly emphasize his appeal as a sympathetic, heroic, and, most importantly, romantic figure. It's no surprise that by the Middle Ages, Valentine was one of the most popular saints in England and France.

PART 2

While some believe that Valentine's Day is celebrated in the middle of February to commemorate the anniversary of Valentine's death or burial -- which probably occurred around 270 A.D -- others claim that the Christian church may have decided to celebrate Valentine's feast day in the middle of February in an effort to 'christianize' celebrations of the pagan Lupercalia festival. In ancient Rome, February was the official beginning of spring and was considered a time for purification. Houses were ritually cleansed by sweeping them out and then sprinkling salt and a type of wheat called spelt throughout their interiors. Lupercalia, which began at the ides of February, February 15, was a fertility festival dedicated to Faunus, the Roman god of agriculture, as well as to the Roman founders Romulus and Remus.

To begin the festival, members of the Luperci, an order of Roman priests, would gather at the sacred cave where the infants Romulus and Remus, the founders of Rome, were believed to have been cared for by a she-wolf or lupa. The priests would then sacrifice a goat, for fertility, and a dog, for purification.

The boys then sliced the goat's hide into strips, dipped them in the sacrificial blood and took to the streets, gently slapping both women and fields of crops with the goathide strips. Far from being fearful, Roman women welcomed being touched with the hides because it was believed the strips would make them more fertile in the coming year. Later in the day, according to legend, all the young women in the city would place their names in a big urn. The city's bachelors would then each choose a name out of the urn and become paired for the year with his chosen woman. These matches often ended in marriage. Pope Gelasius declared February 14 St. Valentine's Day around 498 A.D. The Roman 'lottery' system for romantic pairing was deemed un-Christian and outlawed. Later, during the Middle Ages, it was commonly believed in France and England that February 14 was the beginning of birds' mating season, which added to the idea that the middle of February -- Valentine's Day -- should be a day for romance. The oldest known valentine still in existence today was a poem written by Charles, Duke of Orleans to his wife while he was imprisoned in the Tower of London following his capture at the Battle of Agincourt. The greeting, which was written in 1415, is part of the manuscript collection of the British Library in London, England. Several years later, it is believed that King Henry V hired a writer named John Lydgate to compose a valentine note to Catherine of Valois.

♥There are varying ideas about what actually became of Valentine. While some say he was beheaded, others contend that he became sick in prison and died. In 1835, the remains - or what are believed to be the remains - of Saint Valentine were given to an Irish priest named Father John Spratt by Pope Gregory XVI, after Spratt impressed the Pope with his passionate preaching during a vistit to Rome. The gift in a black and gold casket, can still be viewed every Valentine's Day at the Whitefriar Street Church in Dublin, Ireland.♥



Love is strong yet delicate.
It can be broken.
To truly love is to understand this.
To be in love is to respect this.

PART 3

In Great Britain, Valentine's Day began to be popularly celebrated around the seventeenth century. By the middle of the eighteenth century, it was common for friends and lovers in all social classes to exchange small tokens of affection or handwritten notes. By the end of the century, printed cards began to replace written letters due to improvements in printing technology. Ready-made cards were an easy way for people to express their emotions in a time when direct expression of one's feelings was discouraged. Cheaper postage rates also contributed to an increase in the popularity of sending Valentine's Day greetings. Americans probably began exchanging hand-made valentines in the early 1700s. In the 1840s, Esther A. Howland began to sell the first mass-produced valentines in America.

According to the Greeting Card Association, an estimated one billion valentine cards are sent each year, making Valentine's Day the second largest card-sending holiday of the year. (An estimated 2.6 billion cards are sent for Christmas.)

Approximately 85 percent of all valentines are purchased by women. In addition to the United States, Valentine's Day is celebrated in Canada, Mexico, the United Kingdom, France, and Australia.

Valentine greetings were popular as far back as the Middle Ages (written Valentine's didn't begin to appear until after 1400), and the oldest known Valentine card is on display at the British Museum. The first commercial Valentine's Day greeting cards produced in the U.S. were created in the 1840s by Esther A. Howland. Howland, known as the Mother of the Valentine, made elaborate creations with real lace, ribbons and colorful pictures known as "scrap".

♥Cupid, the child-like, winged deity, often associated with our modern Valentine's Day, is the son of Venus, the Roman goddess of love. In Greek mythology, Cupid is also known as, Aphrodite's son, Aros.♥



♥♥♥To all lovebirds, Happy Valentine's Day. (((:

Winter Moonlight

The snow, so peaceful and serene,
caressed by the soft moonlight,
gave magical feelings to the night.

The soft blue glow,
the lovers' words that then did flow,
their lips closer and closer
until, locked in the throes
of a passionate embrace,
he decided to express his feelings,
to keep her safe.

He whispered softly,
his words like music to her ears,
"I Love You,"
and her response the same,
heard like the gentle breeze,
"And I, love you, forever."

That was the night they promised
to be together through everything,
each to care for the other when old and gray
A lovers' pact
the most likely to last.

- Krista J. Mikula -

Tell me, how could I have fallen for you when my heart is yet to be open for anyone ?

Do you love me because I am beautiful, or am I beautiful because you love me?

I'll only sing this song for someone who deserves it better than you.

Fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars,
Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars;
In other words hold my hand;
In other words darling kiss me.

Fill my heart with song and let me sing forever more,
You are all I long for, all I worship and adore;
In other words please be true,
In other words I love you.

I'm comprehended only in fragments;

♥A trip to URA (URBAN REDEVELOPMENT AUTHORITY) Centre with Khairiah
♥Window shopping at Plaza Singapura
♥Pool session with Helmi and friends
♥Supper at Lau Pa Sat

I didn't meet the Girlfriend today as she had a chalet thing. I was totally bored. We took some pictures at the URA Centre. The whole place was kinda empty. There was nobody there well except for the security guards. Lol. The sun was scorching hot. -__- We had to walk a distance before we actually reached URA Centre.

Today, I don't know whats wrong with me. Lol. I can't play pool anymore I guess. I lost my ability to aim and shoot the ball. (((:

That's all for the update. Currently, feeling lazy. ((: Got to go watch Luna La Heredera on TV3. Chiaoz.

That fucker is coming back today. If you're reading this, "Care to explain everything to me ?"

P.s The pictures we took today will come in later.

When this song reminded me of you. Lol.



Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah



When a guy wants a girl so badly, he'll do everything in his powers just to get her. But once he got her, all those things he done are bittersweet memories.

Valentines Day in singlehood.

Good luck to everyone who'll be receiving their 'O' Levels results tomorrow.

Azri met with a motorbike accident somewhere along the Taman Jurong expressway.

♥Paul & Joe 2007 Diary
♥Paul & Joe Bag
♥Paul & Joe 08 Jasmine Glace Face Colour Powder
♥Paul & Joe 15 Saveur Melon Face Colour Powder
♥Paul & Joe 09 Sirop Lip Gloss
♥Hand Painted Wooden Mirror from Hong Kong
♥Pro Sports Mini Cartoon Pouch

Hello, world. ((: I waited for the Girlfriend to finish work. I was day dreaming again. She got for me all the Paul & Joe merchandise. It was nice of her to do so. Her elder sister, Felicia even got me something from Hong Kong. ((: The Girlfriend said, all those items are my Valentines Day gift.

P.s I have only celebrated Valentines Day twice in my life. -__-

The Aprilia RS 125 `06 cost $13 000 for a first hand motorbike. That is just the machine price. It excludes road tax, C.O.E and insurance. Maintainance have to be done every 6 months.

Revive me when I walk in disappointment.




Potraits of a misunderstood girl.

It's another boring day again. Met Rilz earlier on. He captured a video of my dream bike cause he went to the bike shop. I'm unable to post it on my blog though. I wasn't really paying much attention in class. Frankly speaking, I was sleepy. I wasn't in the mood to do anything. ):

My knee still hurt a tiny bit and I'm having difficulty walking and I have to limp around. It's really embarassing to walk like that. When my jeans rub against the wound, the pain is unbearable.

FUCK.

We went riding yesterday, as usual. ((: There was a traffic jam at the Seletar Expressway and I swear to you I cramp my butt. I swear I rode on the bike for almost an hour. We were suppose to head to Admiralty Road West. It's this spot which faces Johore Bahru. He got lost halfway. Lol. So, Rilz decided that we meet his friend at Sembawang Park. The scenery is captivating and the Constellations hypnotized me. ((:



The Orion's Belt

Something scary happened while we were riding along the empty roads but I'm void to speak.

I think it has been almost two weeks that I knew Mike(The MSN penpal from Connecticut). ((: I'm glad to have known him. It is weird though that we are miles and miles apart and we live in two different time zones. We are like from two different worlds ! I've yet to know more about him but I do like and enjoy chatting with him. (((:

Maybe tomorrow it'll be a better day. ((:

P.s I know that men have a problem aiming at the toilet bowl when they pee.

Today will be another random day.

We Belong Together; Mariah Carey

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby

[Chorus:]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

[Chorus]

[Repeat chorus]

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together





When this song reminded me of the 10 months, ex-boyfriend - Haidir.

New York City, here I come.

Singapore won the ASEAN FOOTBALL CHAMPIONSHIPS with an agregate of 3-2 against Thailand.

A wet and wild night of SUPER BOWL XLI firsts brought the Indianapolis Colts to the top of the NFL with a 29-17 victory over the Chicago Bears on Sunday night.

If you are Ashraf and you are reading my blog, CLICK HERE; But for anybody else who is curious or simply a busybody, be sure to check it out. ((: Lol. Viewer Discretion is advised.









I'll be having lessons today, as usual. -__- Me and the Girlfriend were suppose to meet after my class today. We were suppose to collect some make up items but she's not working today, so I guess it'll be some other time. ((:

I didn't go anywhere yesterday as I don't feel the need too. Therefore I ended up bumming my fat ass at home. Chatted with Mike(The MSN penpal from Connecticut) again.

Yesterday, I swear to you I was a bit emo-ish. Lol. I think I was listening to this stupid song and I started staring into space. -__-

It'll be another boring day as I count down the days till Valentines Day. This year, I'll celebrate my singlehood. ((:

P.s There is something wrong with my computer speaker. -__-

Yesterday, was awesome. ((: As usual, the gig go-ers would be there. It is a gig after all. ((: There were the rudies, the skinheads and skinbirds, the oh-so classy mods and modettes and then they were people like me. People who appreciate all sorts of music genres.

The whole Gashaus became a temporary mosh pit. There were people being tossed around, people who body surfed and hardcore girl gig go-ers who moshed and not care about anything else. Lol.

We headed to the Heeren's at Somerset as the Girlfriend wanted to have Pontian Wanton Noodles for dinner. We practically didn't go anywhere after that as we were too tired.

Bud kept calling me and asking me whether I was heading to DXO. I don't know what his problem is. He is extremely irritating, if you know what I mean. He keeps pestering me to meet him. No way. Meet him and let him rape me. Fat hope. Here is another perfect example of a desperate guy. -__-

*Rats. I can't log in to my Photobucket account.

Meg & Dia; Monsters

His little whispers
"Love me. Love me."
That's all I ask for
"Love me. Love me."

He battered his tiny fists to feel something
Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something

Monster. How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the windows

That night he caged her
Bruised and broke her
He struggled closer
Then he stole her

Violet wrists and then her ankles. Silent pain
Then he slowly saw their nightmares were his dreams

Monster. How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the windows
I will hear their voices
I'm a glass child
I am Hannah's regrets

Monster. How should I feel?

Turn the sheets down
Murder ears with pillow lace
There's bath tubs
Full of glow flies
Bathe in kerosene
Their words tattooed in his veins

Is a good friend, someone who shares only the good times ?



Check this song out; ((:

Sorry the updates had to come 2 days late as the past few days I was practically not home. ((: Yesterday, I went to Queensway Shopping Centre with the Girlfriend and Siska. We proceeded to Peninsula Shooping Centre first as Siska wanted to buy a pair of Dr. Martens boots/shoes for the gig this Saturday. We headed to LaVanita which was located at the same shopping centre as I need to get tickets for the upcoming ska gig. ((: It cost $10. Lol. I finally bought my tongue stud after being studless for close to 3 weeks though ((: When I had that stupid stud in my mouth, I felt weird. And imagine me having the piercing for close to 4 years. That's a long time.

Chatted with Mike(the MSN penpal from Connecticut) again before I went out. I think the idiotic brother said something to Mike while I was taking my shower. He was giggling to himself. -_- Brothers, they are always doing stupid things to embarass you. Anyways, the cool thing is that Mike and the idiotic brother share the same birthdate. Mike told me that his birthday falls on May. So I was like telling the idiotic brother, "What if both of you shared the same birthdate ?" He's like "No, its not possible. You are kidding, right ? " When Mike typed his birthdate. I kind of stared at the monitor. He actually shared the same birthdate as my brother. Lol. What a coincidence. ((:

I finally get to watch my Italian telenovela when Malaysia's TV3 aired them again. ((: Wee.

I killed 3 cockroaches in one night. YES ! Actually I drowned them with a few cups of soap and water. Lol.

Jessynnta 3, Cockroaches 0

I'm saving all my worries for the day you don't need me.

Good morning, world. Okae, I slept for like 2 hours after a telephone conversation with Khairul Anuar. He totally merajuk. (((: Haha. You are so petty. I couldn't sleep and I don't feel tired, at all. Hmmph. I'm having lessons later in the evening but I so don't feel like going. The textbook is super heavy and it's probably going to rip my bag if I stuff it inside my Puma hand bag. Lol. I know Lawrence will probably repeat parts of the previous module which is at my fingertips.

*Dad fixed the mp3 player. Yes, finally ! Dad put in some rad songs too. ((((:

Mike(The MSN penpal from Connecticut), editted this picture for me yesterday. It's not 100% done yet cause I kept prompting him about the outcome but it's freakingly awesome. Credits to Photoshop. ((:



I watched the idiotic brother prepared himself for school. ((: I really missed going to school. I mean, waking up early ... Lol. Okae, maybe I don't miss waking up early but I really missed those times in school when I don't pay attention in class and goof off with my classmates or simply doze off to lalaland. ((: Or during the times I hid my phone under the classroom desk to send an sms to some stupid guy. Or the times when I didn't turn up to school with the Girlfriend cause we didn't feel like it.

Even if I don't turn up for lecture now, nobody's going to care. Not even Lawrence. Cause like even if I don't turn up, he'll still get paid. Lol.

P.s Smile like you mean it. ((((: