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Thursday, May 31, 2007

Plugging in to :
My Girl Gotta Girlfriend ; Ray L.


ELECTRO-POP



Happy Vesak Day.

Chilling.

Chiaoz.

P.s I need to party like a rockstar.


(Fly away.)

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Plugging in to :
For Fiona ; No Use For A Name
.

TUESDAY :

Pasar malam with Cik Ita, Irfan, Irwin, Faqih and Mama.

Irwin cute lahh.

Tapi dia dah gemuk.

Irfan, kau makan apa uhh ?

Asal you so tall like galah.

I'm only kidding.

Sampai hati kau panggil aku shorty.

Then Proceeded to Cik Yaya's home.

Faris, Hari and Misha lazing at their home.

Fishball from Old Chang Kee rocks.

Mike, you want some ?

TODAY, WEDNESDAY :

Iman can read simple words now.

I'm so happy.

I'm glad he made alot of improvements.

I went home early today.

Proceeded to Pasar Malam with the family.

I ♥ oily finger food.

Kelenjar.

Okae, I berambus first.

Watching more T.V !

P.s You've got the spark I've been looking for.


(Fly away.)

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Plugging in to :
Four In The Morning ; Gwen Stefani
.


Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till four in the morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till four in the morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till four in the morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)


Fuck you.

Love is blind ?

I doubt it.

You were the one who were blinded by love.

However, I just think it's karma.

I'll have no regret saying this.

Padan muka kau.

That girl played you ?

Haha.

False hopes and inspirations.

What goes around comes around.

Fat Brat taught me a new word.

Ombede in Indian.

Which means gay.

Lol.

Okae.

I'm going now.

(:

Irwin & Irfan coming over later.

Woo hoo.

Which means, I'm going to see my favourite person.

But he is so naughty.

P.s Someone once told me the grass is much greener, on the other side.


(Fly away.)

Monday, May 28, 2007

Plugging in to :
Summer Wind Was Always Our Song ; The Ataris.


Watch this.


Anything Drink Commercial.


Whatever Drink Commercial.


Let's Dance Together !



He calls me baby. (:



(Fly away.)

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Plugging in to :
Let's Dance Together ; Melly Goeslow.


SATURDAY :

Oh my god.

Let's get skanky.

Last night, felt awesome.

(:

Comic Strip's performance was great.

Except the part when I have stones in my shoes.

Lol.

There were so many people.

(:

But, I just dont get it ?

Mat rep also skank ke ?

Haha.

There was a clash last night.

Typical.

Mat rep.

The minahs also.

Go home mans.

Lepak-ing with Fizah and Shida.

Pastamania is kelenjar.

Anyway, I saw alot of old friends.

I met with Fion and Siska for a little bit.

Duhh.

I saw Rasyid.

Naz, Zaid(her boy-friend), Sid, E.j, Joe and his girl-friend.

Basically, the whole crew of Shadows Embrace.

Taufiq was there too.

The other metal/band kids where there.

There was a gig at Beat Merchants but I didnt go.

I saw Apit.

Uhh ...

Wan Bear sombong.

Lol.

I saw Izwan.

Cute nak mampus.

Izwan now rider.

Haishh ...

Synnta = jealous.

Saw the Bedok Mat Reps.

Lol.

Alep Papau, Izan and etc.

Bumped into Habsah.

Iay egretray umpingbay ntoiay erhay.

Amnday.

Hesay siay ootay oudlay.

Uckingfay ttractingaay hetay rongway ttentionaay.

Idday Iay entionmay hesay siay ukingfay esperateday.

Hesay eptkay ellingtay suay hatay hesay siay ighhay.

Howay hetay ellhay oesday omeonesay etgay ighhay orfay ikelay reakingfay wotay ourshay ansmay ?

Ndaay hesay nlyoay rankday aay ancay foay msterdamAay eerbay.

What the hell.

Bitch.

I'm only kidding.

Lol.

Proceeded to take NR1 home.

ALONE.

):

SUNDAY :

But now I'm a happy, happy princess.

My special and most favourite person called.

Who else.

Mike.

We didn't talk for quite a while.

So, frankly I kind of missed talking to him.

Mike, you are wasted.

Haha.

Lol.

Spoke to E.j on the phone for a little bit.

Then Fa'at called me.

Yus called me as well.

I was wondering why Fa'at and his band didn't perform.

It seems that they couldn't get a slot.

Watched tv and ate.

Watched the Wildboys on MTV.

They are stupid and dumb but in a cute way.

I am boncit !

Okae, I'm gone now.

Watching more T.V.

Muacks.


(Fly away.)

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Plugging in to :
Ordinary Day : Dolores O'Riordan
.

OH MY GOD.

Yesterday, while waiting for the MRT heading towards Aljunied, I saw a mini tornado.

I'm not sure.

But it sure looks like one.

I didn't really notice it in the first place.

Until, I saw some kiasu people take pictures of the sky.

They are not taking pictures of the sky but that tornado thingy.

Scary.

I watched the news.

It's not a tornado but a natural phenomenon due to thunderstorms.

They called it water spout or something like that.

I am so not sure.

It's also common to happen here.

I'm shagged.

Lol.

Met Zaidi and Zafri last night.

Zaidi's ex-girlfriend was there as well.

Her name is Lala.

She's nice and friendly.

But she's younger than me.

=D

Zaidi's friend, Michelle and her boy-friend Foz was there too.

Zafri famous mans.

Everywhere he went, people will be shouting "Boyster !"

What the fucking hell.

Irritating.

Haha.

Okae.

I think I'm drunk.

But all I had was a cup of milk.

So, I guess milk makes you drunk.

Let's get wasted.

Lol.

Back to serious business.

I went shopping !

Fucking good bargain.

Haha.

Great Singapore Sale doesn't suck after all.

I effin love the 2 new t-shirts I bought.

Haha.

Shopping is sex.

I shall use a new word now.

Kelenjar.

Haha.

Which means orgasm.

So, shopping is orgasm.

Haha.

E.j lahh.

Start to use this word.

Everytime he eats something nice, he'll say ...

"Kelenjar mans. Orgasm tau makan benda nie."

Haha.

But funny lahh.

Lol.

Comic Strip performs at Esplanade today.

MetalCore gig at Beat Merchants.

I am going !

I'm bored.

Yesterday, I think I sounded like a small girl.

Chiaoz.

Nak mandi and siap.

(:

[Verse]
I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

[Verse]
God damn, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try (yeah)

And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

[Breakdown]
I've been here before
One day a week
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause..

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you and I...
and so this is goodbye

[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you,
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try

And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah (x 3)
(Oh no)


P.s Must I remind ? PLEASE FLUSH AFTER USE.


(Fly away.)

Friday, May 25, 2007

Plugging in to :
Hate That I Love You ; Rihanna Feat. Neyo.


Kaninabuchaocheebye.

Great Singapore Sale is here.

But, don't bother.

Synnta = Broke, Penniless.

Lol.

I really hope they pay me.

Fuck.

Then at least I can get some shopping done.

Okae.

Whatever.

Seriously, let's get to much more serious business.

=P

Last night, my home turned into a battlefield.

Meet-the-parents-session kind of suck.

I hate it when he raises his voice at home.

Fat Brat didn't do well for his mid-year examinations.

Damn.

For Math he got a 23 out of a 100.

That's not even a quarter of 100.

For Science, he got a 42 out of a 100.

He did well for his Malay and English though.

But Dad wasn't impessed at all.

Dad was extremely pissed off.

He started shouting at mama.

Fat Brat started crying.

I really feel bad for him.

Because I know how it feels.

Oh man.

Examinations suck.

Everything here is just so difficult.

All the best to Fat Brat for his PSLE examinations.

Chiaoz babies.

I have to teach Iman today.

I kind of missed him.

So, looking forward to teach him.

However, I'm praying that he doesn't converse to me in some weird Tamil or Indian Language.

Oh yeah. I hate it when people think I'm running away or trying to avoid a situation.

Get this right.

I am not.

Fuckers.

(:

Muacks.

P.s Retail therapy desperately needed.


(Fly away.)

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Plugging in to :
Face Down ; Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
.

I ♥ chocolate muffins.



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I ♥ my aviator shades.

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A little bit of camwhoring does no harm.

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Uhh. I know, I look a wee bit dumb.



Re-vamp.

Re-vamp.

Re-vamp.

I feel pink-ish today.

I hate pink.

Still working on those expressive lyrical writings as usual.

I kinda laughed at myself when I read what I wrote in my book 2 or 3 years ago.

It sounded funny but at the same time they described how I felt.

How I loathe the feeling of being treated like dirt over and over again.

The feeling of being hurt over the same things.

Being trapped in a never ending circle of betrayal, jealousy and lust.

I was judged by people who don't know the real me.

I was blinded by love and thought that love conquers all.

I use to be naive, stupid and immatured at the same time.

The feeling of having alot of people around me yet at times I feel so alone.

The need to belong with the crowd.

I use to think that being in school is stupid.

I am bloody hell wrong.

The thoughts of suicide.

No, I never thought of having suicide.

It freaks me out.

I prefer stuffing myself with never ending amounts of chocolates or good food.

I use to think my family hates me.

):

They think fat brat is so much better than I am.

But I'm still smarter than him.

Lol.

Everyone, have to go through that phase of life.

But right now, I'm glad that I got out of mine.

I love myself.

Lol.

Everyone who thinks I'll forever be stuck in this pathetic state of life, I have four words for you.

In your fucking face !



P.s Mike, teach me how to be a mean hustla.


(Fly away.)

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Plugging in to :
The Kill ; Thirty Seconds To Mars.


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This is how far apart we'll be.



I got this picture from SG Secrets though but I didn't post this.

Lol.

I was kinda browsing through and this one seems so true.

It's a funny thing.

Damn.

I am so not going to the 2nd round of interview today.

Fat Brat is blind.

Lol.

No, wait.

He isn't.

He just needs to go for a check up with an optician/optometrist.

Fat Brat needs glasses.

So, Big Sis here needs to accompany him because Mama don't speak English well.

Bummer.

Didn't talk to Mike for awhile though.

It's alright.

He's busy.

Painting his new house.

Lol.

I wish he didn't have to do it himself.

"Get Trouble to help you."

"Or did he disappear again ?"

P.s I love how karma works.


(Fly away.)

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Plugging in to :
Never Again ; Kelly Clarkson.


MMMMMMMMMM

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day
But I would have to wait
Make so many mistakes
I couldn't comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through an open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth

I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

[CHORUS] ---

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening

Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

MMMMMMMM

I remember the beginning you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
And on another phase
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give of me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the mess that I have made

Finally got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

[CHORUS] ---

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have a our differences
Something strange and new is happening

Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him Finally

MMMMMMMM

Finally, Finally

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something beautiful is happening, happening

Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

Ohhhhhhh ...

Finally,

Finally,

Finally


I need some motivation.

Should I re-vamp my blog ?

New song on my jukebox though.

(:

I miss you.

I'm effin bored.

Check these blog sites out.

CLICK HERE !

CLICK HERE !

Jessynnta, you're a Natural Beauty.



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No fuss, no muss — you're a practical beauty who doesn't rely on frills and passing fads to show off your style.

Down-to-earth and oh-so-cool, friends count on you for good advice and a strong shoulder to cry on.

You know what you want out of life and don't worry about impressing others with over-the-top outfits and the newest crazy styles.

You've got a healthy dose of self-confidence that simply radiates beauty and grace.

And nothing's more natural than that.


CLICK HERE !


(Fly away.)

Monday, May 21, 2007

Plugging in to :
A deluge of failed attempts ; Dear Whoever.



The day my world fell apart;


Like a broken mirror I see my life shattered on the floor,
I crumble into pieces the moment you walk out my door;
Tell me what should I do, tell me what is real,
Tell me the truth, tell me how I should feel.

My mama didn't love me, she thought I wasn't perfect,
She failed to realise everything that occured was her fault;
Everyday of my life, I'm being used,
By that uncle as mama indulged herself with drug and booze.

He made me better the moment he entered my life,
The smiles and laughters, everything turned out fine;
The sky turned grey and the abuses came,
I felt cold and naked, life was never the same.

Bruised and battered, I ran away from that place called home,
My mind's unweaving, it's best you leave me alone;
What are the pieces of my life that intricates,
I see myself as insignificant, I see my world full of hate.

I lived in an illusion that life was a quintessential sunset,
Full of euphoria, love with no presence of remorse nor regret;
Today is the day my whole world fell apart.
Today is the day I surrender my soul, the day they broke my heart.


Right now, I need some melody for my new song.

(:

Should I go for the 2nd round of interview at Swissotel Merchant Court ?

Help ?!

Oh my god.

Ah Phat messaged me on MSN.

He vanished from the surface of this earth almost 1 year and 6 months ago.

Kinda miss talking to him.

Lol.

He's like a big brother to me.

He called me monyong and kecik !

Lol.

Abang Ah Phat, jangan disappear again.

Okae ?

I need security without doubts.

P.s I found out what it's like to hurt selfishly.


(Fly away.)

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Plugging in to :
Finally ; Fergie.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL & FAQIH;



Michael turns 25 today.

(:

No presents from me though.

I could give you a birthday kiss though.

Lol.

If everyone is wondering who is Faqih, he happens to be Fat Brat.

If you still have no clue who the hell Fat Brat is, he is my ever so immatured brother.

He turns 12 today.

Yes, he shares the same birthdate as my most special and favourite person, Mike. (:

How does it feel to be a year older ?

(:


(Fly away.)

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Plugging in to :
Love Like Winter ; AFI.


A dear friend once told me ...

"True friends are not those who stand by you only during the good times."

He's right.

I guess it's alright.

Bugis Junction with Mama, Papa and Fat Brat.

I'm sick today.

):

Sick of life.

Mama bought Fat Brat a leather Billabong wallet.

Met Fiza at City Hall.

Chilled for a little bit.

Pool session again.

Concourse Shopping Centre.

Fizah, Al-Hafiz, Nazreen.

My favourite and most special person called.

(:

I enjoy talking to him on the phone.

I'm still pissed off.

Whatever.

Nobody should judge nobody,
Look in the mirror and tell me what do you see ?
Do you see a perfect yourself,
Or a reflection of a pretend someone else ?


Leave me alone;



(Fly away.)

Friday, May 18, 2007

Plugging in to :
Summer Love ; Justin Timberlake
.

I've been a very, very bad girl.

I ♥ cocktails.

(:

Pool session at Lucky Plaza.

Job interview earlier on.

Pissed off.

I'm void to speak.

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Lucky Plaza, elevator. Synnta, Fion, Kris. Can you see a rock star in the making ?

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Girl's day out, Marriot Hotel.

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I rock !

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Let's get tipsy.

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Bored, shagged, tired.

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Fion, Synnta.



(Fly away.)

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Life's a bitch, then you die.

(:

Take this test at Tickle
You're not half bad.

But you're not all good either.

Even if most people think you're a bit of a goody twoshoes, we know better.

Sure, you're generally a by-the-book, law-abiding model citizen, but every once in a while you like to break a rule or three.

Skinny dipping?

Done it.

Had one drink too many ?

Guilty as charged.

But chances are that's pretty much the worst of it.
We all have a few skeletons in our closet, but when it comes down to it, you're a nice person.

You wouldn't dream of making a serious play for your best friend's squeeze, and you always pay your traffic fines — speeding and parking tickets.

It's a good balance, so keep it up !



This test is stupid.

Obviously, I am very bored.

I'm not doing anything today as usual.

Tomorrow, I'm definitely going for that interview.

Tomorrow never comes ?

I agree.

Spoke to my most favourite and special person in/on this universe.

Who else can it be ?

Mike.

Duhh.

Definitely, I am pissed off.

I hate people who are younger than I am.

With the exceptions of babies, my brother, my cousins and cute kids.

No offence though.

Zack, you suck.

Some people are just extremely immatured.

Damn.

Good for you.

Don't pay the fine.

So that the HSA admits you the the freaking boys home.

Padan muka kau.

Get involved in underage smoking.

At least now, I don't get to see your shitty ass selenge face.

Your fault !

Stupid son of an amazon asshole bitch.

I AM NOT SELLING MY PHONE SO THAT I CAN LEND YOU $30.

I AIN'T NO FUCKING AUTOMATED TRANSFER MACHINE OF YOURS.

By the way, I'm already being taken care off cause I'm outside.

You'll be needing the care that you can get, inside.

Or maybe, you are using the money cause you want to enjoy.

Too bad.

It ain't gonna happen.

Kaninabuchaocheebye.


I'm sorry.

Today, I'm very vulgar.

Oops.

On the other hand, I'm very happy.

(:

You all know why.

I'll wait till the end of time;



(Fly away.)

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Selamat pagi, dunia.

(:

I barely slept for 3 hours but I felt extremely refreshed.

Turn on the computer to fill in and submit the application form to Emirates Group.

It seems that they are looking for executive lounge agents.

This job requires me to liaise and communicate with first and business class passengers.

Wow.

A little bit of chiminology.

(:

Send it resumes to all other companies looking for customer service agents and officers.

Spoke to my most favourite and special person in this universe for a little bit.

Mike.

"Hey, don't be mad about your car. Okae ? Do you want a little bit of fish head curry by the way ?"

I'm only kidding.

Being pissed off at the same time.

I think my uncle from Indonesia is incompetent.

Whatever.

Played with the neighbour's kid for a while.

He didn't cry much today.

I'm hungry.

I might be going for an interview later.

Read my horoscope for today.

You don't have to let minor disappointments upset you in a major way. If you run into a bummer today, force yourself to look at the big picture, and you'll see that things aren't so bad. There are many possible good outcomes to any negative situation. You can see them if you just look hard enough. If someone refuses an invitation you've made, it's not the end of the world. At least now you know for certain that you can cross this person off your list and move on to another.

Daily Flirt :
The powers that be are expecting great things from you. Never fear -- you can deliver. In fact, you go beyond mere delivery and you come up with great ideas no one had even dreamed possible. Go large!

Daily Couples:
Check in with your sweetheart and see if you've missed anything lately. There is almost certainly an opportunity to help out that you should jump on as soon as it becomes clear.

Daily Singles :
Read carefully, as a certain email correspondence can really flourish now. Likewise with in-person interactions, if you're really tuned in, you'll establish an immediate (and possibly hot) rapport.

Daily Career :
Slow down today and think about moving incrementally rather than all at once. Your newfound caution will relieve some of your colleagues, but others may be disappointed. All the air went out of the balloon.

Chiaoz.

Muacks.

(:

"Mummy, please make fried rice for me ?

Okae.

I'm bored.

(:











Her love renditions;



(Fly away.)

Monday, May 14, 2007

Ridin' in the drop top with the top down
Saw you switchin' lanes girl
Pull up to the red light, lookin' right
Come here, let me get your name girl

Tell me where you from, what you do, what you like
Let me pick your brain girl
And tell me how they got that pretty little face on that pretty little frame girl

But let me show you round, let me take you out
Bet you we could we could have some fun girl
Cause we can do it fast (fast), slow, which ever way you wanna run girl

But let me buy you drinks, better yet rings
Do it how you want it done girl
And who would've thought that you could be the one cause I ...

I can't wait to fall in love with you
You can't wait to fall in love with me
This just can't be summer love, you'll see
This just can't be summer love (L-O-V-E)

Come on and lemme show you 'round
Let me take you out, bet you we could have some fun girl
Cause we can dress it up, we can dress it down
Any way you want it done girl

Or we can stay home, talkin' on the phone
Rappin' 'til we see the sun girl
Do what I gotta do, just gotta show you that I'm the one girl

Well I'mma freak you right, each and every night
I know how to do it insane girl'
Cause I can make it hot, make it stop
Make you wanna say my name girl

Come on baby please 'cause I'm on my knees
Can't get you off my brain girl
But who would've thought that you could be the one 'cause I ...

I can't wait to fall in love with you
You can't wait to fall in love with me
This just can't be summer love, you'll see
This just can't be summer love (L-O-V-E)

Cause I can't wait to fall in love with you
You can't wait to fall in love with me
This just can't be summer love, you'll see
This just can't be summer love (L-O-V-E)

The summer's over for the both of us
But that doesn't mean we should give up on love
You're the one I've been thinking of
And I knew the day I met you you'd be the one

I can't wait to fall in love with you
You can't wait to fall in love with me
This just can't be summer love, you'll see
This just can't be summer love (L-O-V-E)

Cause I can't wait to fall in love with you
You can't wait to fall in love with me
This just can't be summer love, you'll see
This just can't be summer love (L-O-V-E)


SUMMER LVE INSIGNIA;



(Fly away.)

Sunday, May 13, 2007

I love you, Mummy. (:


Happy Mother's Day



(Fly away.)

Saturday, May 12, 2007

BUMMER.

(:

Yesterday, I met E.J, the band members and an awesome group of kids.

East Coast Park.

"I wish you were here with me though."

):

They were awesome to hang out with.

Lol.

Mike spoke to E.J for a little bit.

E.J was like "Yo,"

Funny.

(:

We were walking towards East Coast Beach and I swear to you I kinda scare this girl and her boyfriend.

I was on the phone with Mike when I shouted ...

"Oh my god !"

Lol.

She screamed and I'm like "Oops. I'm sorry."

Laugh my ass off.

I'm bored today.

Updating my blog from CSC's lounge room.

Read today's horoscope.

Try to have as much fun as you can possibly have today, but try to avoid being too immature on the playground. Do not pout or have a temper tantrum if things don't go your way or if you can't get attention from the people you like. Remember important childhood lessons such as sharing and co-operation. Do not think that you can't have fun and share your toys, too ! You have some fun stuff that people want to play with, so be generous and let them !

Chiaoz.

I'm chilling.

=P


I'll let love rain down on me.



(Fly away.)

Thursday, May 10, 2007

You know you love someone;


When no matter how much you fight,
you always make up;
No matter how mad they make you,
you can't help but love them anyways.
&& no matter how hard you try.
It's impossible to live without them.



Being bored.

What else.

No job.

No school.

No clue on what I should be doing.

Shida's going to FunkBar today.

I'm so not going.

Alot of mats and minahs.

No offence though.

Besides, I am broke.

):

Enough said.

I'm still hungry.

I'm having my cramps.

As usual, they are unbearable.

I'm sitting in a position which is most comfortable to me.

The cramps however take control over me.

I always love chatting with my most favourite and special person on/in this universe.

Mike.

"Please look in the box. You owe me pictures and videos."

(:

I need my babyby here with me.



(Fly away.)

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu

[Reff]:---
Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku

Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Ku slalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku

Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu


I have never written so much in my entire life.

My hands hurt.

I'm suffering from butt cramps.

Lol.

I cannot believe that I sat for almost 4 hours yesterday.

However, however ...

Thank god.

Exams are officially ... OVER.

Woo hoo !

No more mugging for exams for me.

I have alot of assignments.

Crap.

):

I'm still not done with my event planning and promotion assignment.

I still have my ecotourism assignment which is due on June 2007.

I'm screwed.

Lol.

I love talking to my most favourite and special person in this universe.

Mike.

(:

"I know something that you don't know."

Lol.

Babyboy, I think I'm in lve;



(Fly away.)

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Fill in the blanks.

If I told you I _ov_ y__, what would you say ?

Omg. I do too. (:

I have butterflies in my stomach.

Off to BMC at Jurong East for the final paper.

I'm aiming for a distinction.

Crap.

All the best for me.

I need to hear some prayers.

Lol.

FINAL EVALUATION !



(Fly away.)

Sunday, May 6, 2007

Cantankerous;



Langit begitu gelap
Hujan tak juga reda
Ku harus menyaksikan cintaku terenggut
Tak terselamatkan

Ingin ku ulang hari
Ingin ku perbaiki
Kau salah kau butuhkan
Beraninya kau pergi
Dan tak kembali

Di mana letak syurga itu
Biar ku gantikan tempatmu denganku
Adakah tanda syurga itu
Biar ku temukan untuk bersamamu ...

Ku biarkan senangku menari di udara
Biar semua tahu kematian tak mengakhiri

Cinta ... ... ... ...

Dimana letak syurga itu
Biar ku gantikan tempatmu denganku
Adakah tanda syurga itu
Biar kutemukan untuk bersamamu

Dimana letak syurga itu
Biar ku gantikan tempatmu denganku
Adakah tanda syurga itu
Biar kutemukan untuk bersamamu

Apalah ertinya hidup tanpa kekasihku
Percuma ku ada di sini

Kekasihku,
Bersamamu,
Kekasihku,
Bersamamu,
Kekasihku,
Bersamamu ...

Apalah ertinya hidup tanpa kekasihku
Percuma ku ada di sini

[Kekasihku]

Apalah ertinya hidup tanpa kekasihku
Percuma ku ada di sini

[Kekasihku]

Apalah ertinya hidup tanpa kekasihku
Percuma ku ada di sini

[Kekasihku]

Apalah ertinya hidup tanpa kekasihku ...



Jerk.

At times I enjoy being with you.

Most times, however, I simply dislike you.

Fuck.

Please, grow up.

Frankly, I dislike the people who surrounds me.


(Fly away.)

Saturday, May 5, 2007

SHAGGED !


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Sentosa.

Tanjong Beach.

Fyza's birthday picnic.

Cake !

Frisbee.

Movie charades.

"0,"

"0,"

"7,"

"Bang !"

"Aarrgghh."

Break the chain.

Heart attack.

Uno.

Esplanade.

City Hall.

Chilled.

Mee Soto at MakanSutra Glutton's Bay.

Home.

Chatted with Mike.

Sleep.

Nites.

Muacks !

WATCH THIS.
INDIAN THRILLER MOVIE WITH ENGLISH SUBTITTLES.
TRUST ME, YOU'LL BE LAUGHING YOUR ASSES OFF.



P.s Btw, my cell phone bill exploded again.


(Fly away.)

Thursday, May 3, 2007

I am going to a job interview tomorrow.

(:

It is located at Chinatown Point.

I am excited.

I hope I will get this job.

I am very, very excited.

I love Travel and Tourism.

Pray for me that I will get this job.

Today is my last day of school.

I am graduating.

YAY !

I sound stupid.

Lol.

I don't care.

I am effin happy.

WOO HOO !

Damn.

I don't know what to wear for the interview.

Lol.

I know I have to wear heels.

Help ?!

*Synnta scratches head as she stands in front of her wardrobe.

(:

EUPHORIA;



(Fly away.)

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

What is love without hate ?
What is abstinence without addiction ?
What is pain without pleasure ?
What is gone when you never had ?
What is everything when you had nothing ?
What is the truth when there are no lies ?
What am I when there's no you ?


[Verse 1:]
Want to, but I can’t help it
I love the way it feels,
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don’t
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that I won't

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

[Verse 2:]
Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done,
Only concern is the next time, I’m gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you (all because of you) [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

Ain’t no doubt, so strung out [2X]
Over you, over you, over you

Because of you,
And it’s all because of you,
Never get enough
She’s the sweetest drug, she’s the sweetest drug


I feel like punching fat brat.

He is an idiot.

Lol.

Mike got beat and that sucks.

I am officially jobless.

I have to find a job.

I am a freeloader.

I like it.

I am browsing through Wikipedia right now.

This is the longest non-technical word in the English dictionary.

Floccinaucinihilipilification

is the act or habit of estimating or describing something as worthless, or making something to be worthless by deprecation.

I am bored.

I am hungry.

Boring information.

Today, is the longest blogpost ever !

I want to go to a university.

):

I want to do Events Planning and Management Promotion.

Can anyone loan me $35 000 so that I can pursue my further studies ?

Lol.

*Synnta smiles.

Bachelor of Business (Management) awarded by RMIT University

*This programme title replaces the Bachelor of Business (Business Administration)
A fully accredited Australian undergraduate university degree

The degree is identical to that awarded to on-campus students in Melbourne
A broad-based business management programme with the option to specialise in human resource management, business finance, marketing, entrepreneurship (full-time only)
Capability-Driven Curriculum that combines academic rigour with practical orientation

Student exchange programme in the United States (optional)
Admission on an advanced standing status for students with business/management diplomas approved by the university

Classes taught by both university faculty and local lecturers

Objectives
This programme focuses on developing a range of business capabilities which will assist the graduate in relating their skills to the needs of business and organisations. Embedded in the BBM programme are opportunities to practise and expand business skills through work-integrated learning courses where students apply their knowledge to the workplace. This leads to increased employability.

Students completing the programme will gain the attributes required to develop successful management careers. Employers will be able to recruit people possessing a professional and flexible approach to the practical issues of managing complex organisations.

Programme Nature
Full-time Programme
This programme is available on a three-year full-time basis for non-advanced standing status students and is conducted entirely in Singapore. Students with business/management diplomas approved by RMIT University may be exempted from the first year of studies.

Students are required to complete an equivalent of 24 approved courses undertaken over three years of full-time study which also includes the following requirements:

Work Integrated Learning (WIL)
organisationally-based research
participation in a simulated management exercise
This programme allows students to major in a particular professional specialisation in either human resource management, entrepreneurship, business finance, or marketing. In addition, students are also able to undertake two courses in a different specialisation as their minor specialisation. This will provide students with a broader range of business skills and knowledge.

Part-time Programme
Students with appropriate academic and professional achievements may be considered for advanced standing status by the university to undertake this programme. It offers 3 pathways and can be completed between 1 1/2 and 2 1/2 years depending on applicant's academic, professional qualifications and length of work experience. Students are required to complete an equivalent of between 8 and 16 courses which are made up of business core, management major and courses from professioinal specialisation in either human resource management, business finance, or marketing.

Admission Criteria
Full-time Programme
(Three years)

GCE ‘A' Level
Two GCE 'A' level with a credit pass in General Paper at 'AO' Level**

OR

Technical Diploma
Three-year professional diploma from a polytechnic with a credit in English at GCE 'O' level**

AND

Completed National Service (if applicable)

Direct Entry
(Admission on Advanced Standing)

Full-time (2 years)

Applicants who have obtained one of the diplomas# listed below, and achieved a level of attainment satisfactory to the university, may be admitted on an advanced standing and enrol to the second year of the full-time programme.

Part-time (1 ½ - 2 ½ years)++

Pathway A (2 ½ years) - NEW

A 3-year polytechnic technical diploma and preferred 2 years of work experience

Pathway B (2 years) - NEW

An approved business diploma# and preferred 2 years of work experience. Applicants with diploma in Business Informatics can apply.

Pathway C (1 ½ years)

An approved business diploma# and 3 to 5 years of work experience, preferably at supervisory level. Applicants should have a mature approach to business and management.

++ Additional prerequisites for part-time B B (Mgt) programme

Good command of English including an ability to communicate ideas in both written and oral discussion

Pass in language other than English at GCE ‘O’ level or equivalent.

AND

Completed National Service (if applicable)

# Qualifications for admission on Advanced Standing

Singapore Institute of Management

Diploma in Management Studies
Diploma in Business Management and either, Certificate in English for Business and Administration or an equivalent English language qualification

Nanyang Polytechnic

Diploma in Accounting and Taxation
Diploma in Banking and Financial Management
Diploma in Business Management
Diploma in Business and Commerce
Diploma in Community Services Management
Diploma in Financial Services
Diploma in Marketing
Diploma in Risk and Insurance Management
Diploma in Sport and Wellness Management

Ngee Ann Polytechnic

Diploma in Accountancy
Diploma in Banking and Financial Services
Diploma in Business Studies
Diploma in Industrial Management
(DIM)+
Advanced Diploma in Industrial Management (ADIM)@

Singapore Polytechnic

Diploma in Accountancy
Diploma in Banking and Financial Services (Banking and Financial Trading Options)
Diploma in Business Administration
Diploma in Marketing
Diploma in Industrial Management(DIM)+
Advanced Diploma in Industrial Engineering and Management (ADIEM)@
Advanced Diploma in Strategic Marketing (ASMKT)@

Temasek Polytechnic

Diploma in Accounting and Finance
Diploma in Business
Diploma in Hospitality Management
Diploma in Legal Studies
Diploma in Law and Management
Diploma in Logistics and Operations Management
Diploma in Marketing
Diploma in Tourism Management
The PSB Academy
(formerly known as Singapore Productivity and Standards Board)

Advanced Diploma in Business Administration

Note

+ DIM holders must have also satisfactorily completed a Certificate in Industrial Management and a three-year technical diploma from the polytechnics

@ ADIM, ASMKT and ADIEM must also hold a three-year technical diploma from the polytechnics

# Applicants with the above business diploma qualifications who have not done an introductory Marketing and / or Law subject will be required to do so in this degree

Selection Criteria
Selection is done by the SIM-RMIT Academic Committee. Selection is not automatic. Only students who can demonstrate through their application that they are likely to perform at a high level and cope with the demands of the programme will be accepted. The intention of the selection process is to continually maintain the quality of intake as the first priority.

Commencement Date Full-time Programme
38th Intake: January 2007
39th Intake: July 2007

Part-time Programme
41st Intake: January 2007
42nd Intake: July 2007

Fee

(Inclusive of 5% GST)


Full-time Programme
S$31,248.00 (3 years)
S$20,832.00 (2 years with exemptions)

Part-time Programme
S$21,840.00 (Pathway A : 2 1/2 years)
S$17,640.00 (Pathway B : 2 years)
S$13,125.00 (Pathway C : 1 1/2 years)

Application Closing Date & Programme Information Session
Intake Closing Date
January 2008 1 October 2007

July 2007 extended to 19 May 2007


PROGRAMME INFORMATION SESSION

March 9, 2007 * 6.30pm * LT 2-12 (Level 2)

OR

March 10, 2007 * 1.30pm * LT2-12 (Level 2)

Venue : SIM Headquarters, 461 Clementi Road
(Register on-line at www1.sim.edu.sg/briefing-bbmgt.html or call 6248 9718)

Enquiries

Full-Time Programme : 6248 9718/6248 9429
Part-Time Programme : 6248 9718/6248 9713

(email address : hanitahb@sim.edu.sg)


Paragon;



(Fly away.)

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

I'm an official free-timer suffering from headphones syndrome.

(:

01 May 2007, Tuesday.

It's Labour Day.

Boring.

Officially, I'm not going to be tutoring anymore.

It's time that I find myself a better job.

I have to move on.

Tutoring just doesn't pay much.

I'm excited that I'm going to be graduating with my Diploma in Travel and Tourism Management soon.

(:

Anyways ...

It was a pleasure teaching the kids.

But, it's not my passion.

I'm going to miss Syaza, Asma, Khilwah, Muhammad, Iman and Irsyad.

I love kids.

Infact, I love them alot.

They can make you smile when you are really sad.

They make you happier when you are already happy.

They never hurt you like all the people around you do.

Kids, they say the darnest things.

Which, as a matter of fact, makes them cute.

Browsing through my folders when I chance upon these old pictures of my favourite cousins/nieces/nephews.

Hari Raya. Synnta & Irwin Fazli


Qistina. Sleeping with style at East Coast Park.Synnta & Irwin Fazli again. (:
Irwin. I'm sorry mama. =PSynnta and Siti Nur Asyikah.



(:

However, teaching is not the career for me.

But, I might have my own kids later in the future.

I might have a soccer/football team of kids.

*Synnta laughs out loud.

Only God knows when.

(:

I'm still sick.

In fact, I am very sick.

I don't know what the hell is wrong with me.

I'm still doing alot of thinking though.

Mike, thanks for the call last night.

It really helped, alot.

And, no.

I didn't have any thoughts that you didn't want to talk to me anymore.

Omg.

You are crazy.

I know you were busy.

*Synnta smiles.

Maybe, I do need a distraction.

Still, I'm back, flipping through the pages of the Classified Section of The Straits Times and The New Paper.

"Help ?! I can't find my resume."

*Synnta stares out the window.

"Damn, my window's effin dusty."


I look at you with such disdain.



(Fly away.)