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21 December 1989, Thursday.
Sagittarian/Capricornian.
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Further Description of MYSELF :
She expresses herself through fashion, food, her lyrical writings, music and photography.
She organized her first gig, The Cynosure Theatre at the Singpore Art's House when she was barely 16 years old.
She enjoys meeting up with her dearest girlfriends and enjoy late night sessions of crapping, gossiping and smoking.
A self pro-claimed Facebook addict.
An avid blogger on most days when she doesn't suffer from bitch fits.
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It makes her look all timid.
Like she emphasizes, if you are hating then stop staring.
Then, again.
Everyone is a critique.
And, I am extremely vulgar.
Did she mention that she has an obsession and addiction to a one-weird-eight-inch fetish ?



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Thursday, April 30, 2009

Hello, newbie.

(:

China doll ?

Japanese girl ?

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I look like an old lady wearing a hair net siia.

Over all.

I am in love with my new hair.

Baby still doesn't have a clue as to what they did to my hair.

I know he was as curious and as impatient as I was last night.

Voila, baby.

I am one sexy ass, today.

Hahaha.

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I am so in love with myself now !



(Fly away.)

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Yesterday, I was in a terrible mood.

I was having fucking stomach cramps and that idiotic Bapak Botak wasn't helping at all.

I fucking hate him.




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I seriously do not know what is his masalah.

I feel like killing him.

Dahh bagus tau aq motivate korang untuk buat production.

Kw dahh tak ada production diam sudah lahh.

Banyak bunyi pulak.

I am keeping my lips sealed.

The second thing I was pissed about was having to travel all the way to Vivo City to cash my cheque.

Aaarrrggghhh ...

Susah sangat ke aq nak dapat gaji.

Babi betul !




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I am glad baby was willing to accompany me.

But, chapatti and mee soto at KTM was kelenjar lahh seyy !

Wee.

Baby, stop poking me lorr.

How can you call me a dead fish being forced out of the water.

Naughty ehhk ?!!!



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Look at my sexy lips.



Anyways, today Bapak Botak is being irritating today.

Ada dia tanya aq soalan bonus.

Kw dahh tak ada production diam-diam sudah lahh.

Aq benci kw teramat !!!

Aq dahh tak nak motivate semua orang lagi.

Aq dahh malas.

Anyways, I will be meeting Fion later.

So, excited.

Bye, bye, old hair !!!


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(Fly away.)


I was browsing through some old emails from my ex classmates when I glanced upon some funny ones.


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Enjoy !

POEM # 1

I like your style,
I like your class;
But most of all I like your ass.

POEM # 2

I'm a cool girl, in a cool town;
It takes a real mother fucker, to put me down.

POEM # 3

Kissing is a habit,
Fucking is a game;
Guys get all the pleasure,
Girls get all the pain.

The guy says "I love you,"
You believe it's true;
But when your tummy starts to swell,
He says, "To hell with you."

10 minutes of pleasure,
9 months in pain;
3 days in hospital,
A baby without a name.

The baby is a bastard,
The mother is a whore;
This never wouldn't have happened,
If the rubber wouldn't have torn.

POEM # 4

Guys are like roses,
Watch out for the pricks.

POEM # 5

Smoke a smoke,
Not a butt;
Fuck a virgin,
Not a slut.

POEM # 6

Sex is bad,
Sex is a sin;
Sins are forgiven,
So stick it in.

POEM # 7

Holy mother, full of grace;
Bless my boyfriend's, gorgeous face.

Bless his hair, that tends to curl;
Keep him safe, from all the girls.

Bless his arms, that are so strong;
Keep his hands, where they belong.

Bless his dick, the one I sucked;
Bless the bed, in which we fucked.

And if my Mum happened to walk in
Bless the shit I'd be in.

POEM # 8

Sex is when a guys communication,
Enters a girl's information;

To increase the population,
For a younger generation.

Do you get the information,
Or do you need a demonstration ?

POEM # 9

Men are like public toilets,
They are either engaged or full of shit !

POEM # 10

If guys had they periods,
They would compare the size of their tampons !

POEM # 11

Mental anxiety,
Mental breakdowns,
Menstrual cramps,
Menopause,
Did you ever notice how all our problems begin with MEN !

POEM # 12

Roses are red,
Violets are corny;
When I think of you,
Ohh ... Baby, I get horny.

Eat me ...
Beat me ...
Bite me ...
Blow me ...
Suck me ...
Fuck me ...
Very slowly.

If you kiss me,
Don't be sassy;
Use your tongue,
And make it nasty !

Poem #13

Roses are red,
Violets are blue;
I'm in love,
But not with you.

When we broke up,
You thought I cried;
But all it was,
Was another guy.

You told your friends,
That I was a trick;
I told mine that,
You had a weak dick.

I said I loved you
And you thought it was true,
But guess what, Baby ?
You got played too !!!

Poem #14

Guys are like parking spots,
The good ones are always taken;
And the ones that are available,
Are either handicapped or too far away !


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*DARNY*



(Fly away.)

Monday, April 27, 2009

PHOTOBUCKET IS BEING ANAL !!!

That's the reason why I have to update my blog twice in a god damn day.

Fuck.

But, this update is dedicated to pictures only.

P.s I swear to god that I am dying from smoking this brand of cigarrette.

Do not try this ever.

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Dji, Sam, Soe.
YUCKS !
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Anal. Anal. Anal. Anal. Anal. Anal. Anal. Anal. Anal. Anal. Anal. Anal. Anal.



(Fly away.)


Photobucket is being anal right now because none of my pictures seems to be uploading.

Bloody fuck !!!


(Fly away.)

Sunday, April 26, 2009

This is what I did for the whole day.

Shiiok !

Last night was really tiring.

I woke up really early yesterday morning and I only got home at 5.3oAM just now.


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This is my wasted face.



I am excited over the thing that Fion bought for me from E-bay.

Tell me lahh, baby.

Please ....


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Do I look like a sleeping beauty ?



(Fly away.)

Saturday, April 25, 2009

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It was a sweating affair.

I woke up at 11.3oAM earlier today.

I am so tired.

Baby's friends came over to the office and it ended quite late before we proceeded to have dinner last night.

Baby did great during the starting of the race.

But after a while, he lost his stamina !

I am proud of that boy.

Simpang Bedok and Tampines 1 is great.

I wasn't really in the mood for my camwhoring fiasco so I didn't take any pictures.

I can't believe I saw that dumb bitch.

I didn't see her until I stood in front of her.

Bitch !

Low class scum.

Anyways, we are meeting Fion in a little bit.

St. James Powerstation here we come.

Baby seems tired but I am sure he is extremely excited of this funfair.

Love you, baby !


(Fly away.)

Friday, April 24, 2009

I am waiting in the office.

Still waiting.

Baby takes so long to be here.

Faster you fat boy !

I am getting hungry waiting for you.

Where is my honey milk tea ?!!


(Fly away.)

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Angels Or Devils lyrics

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna come here tonight
This is the last time - I will fall
Into a place that fails us all - inside

And I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
But fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
Are we ever
Are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
Are we ever gonna come back down
Come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

Well I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
Ohh ...
And fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
Are we ever
Are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
Are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

If I want to give in - give it up
- and then
Take a breath - make it deep
Cause it might be the last one you get
Be the last one
That could make us cold,
No ohh ...
You know that they could make us cold,
Oohh ...
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold


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This is about a relationship which has so many problems either personal or with each other.

The singer talks about this being the last time that he or she will keep on trying to keep this failing relationship going.

Dropping his pride to go after the one he loves for the first verse and, relating to himself in the second.

The lyrics talk about seeing the pain and love in the other person making it difficult to leave because he or she feels the same way too.

Fighting their "demons" or whatever it is their problem is which is pulling them away from each other will take time, which means more fights and problems, but is willing to risk it.

The angels signify the good in them, the love which wants to fly or flourish while the devils signify the overwhelming problems they're facing.

The person is really confused on what to do.

A sort of purgatory in between the angels or devils on whether to keep trying or stop and he is deciding to fight one last time.

What he does "worry" about is how to make things work when the things that make them cold (problems) are in the way.

In the last line of the second verse the lyrics say, "I just want to know what blurs and what is clear to see".

This means that the writer still cannot determine what he or she will do because his mind is making up all kinds of scenarios to justify his/her/their actions.

The writer knows that his mind is "blurry" or not thinking straight and wants to know which of these scenarios/feelings he can trust.

In the bridge is said that if he were to give in to these feeling and risk it, the writer's partner should take the risk as well - that he or she should "take a breath, make it deep" as if they will dive right into deep water together.

And if they do take it and do this last ditch effort, they may fail.

That their actions here can pull them apart or "make or break" them.

Different life experiences yield different interpretations so we should respect what others say.

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This is that boy's favourite song.

I think I know why.

I found a comment in a lyrics page as I browsed through the net.

The guy intepreted the song fully.

I know how that boy feels right now.

I can't help myself but repeatedly apologise for my actions.

I can't turn back time.

I regretted everything deeply.

That boy has told me one night while we were on the phone, this is the last risk he will ever take in our troubled relationship.

This is the one chance he will give me.

I am afraid we may fail.

I am willing to sacrifice.

I am changing to be a better person.

I am really crushed.

Why does everyone have to ruin what we have built.

I do not want to forsake this relationship.

Eventhough we have been through an emotional ride the past 1 year, I am glad it was him.

He doesn't want to fake his smile and pretend that everything is alright.

But, the he is treating me hurts me.

It's as though he doesn't care for my efforts.

Tell me.

What am I doing wrong ?

I am just as confused as him.

I want us to be like before.

Where there were no problems and no worries.

We'd smile all day long even if it only meant we are in each others arms.

Where did all those memories go ?

I have always loved and treasured.

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(Fly away.)

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

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This was the night that you saw my downfall.
I do not wish this to happen again.
I am still tired from all my foolish mistakes.
I am still tired from the day that I cried so much.
I am still tired from the day that I walked home by myself.



Babies, Fion and Shida.

Thanks for being there for me all the time.

I am tired.

You ladies have always been that motivation.

I am just tired.

I don't know what is wrong with that boy.

I am changing.

Honestly, I am.

I regretted all my past actions.

Can't he see the changes ?

Give me time.

I am trying to be perfect in your eyes.

It is hard.

He is sick and tired of me.

I am trying to make an impression.

But, what if he is not looking ?

Will my efforts disintegrate all of sudden.

I am afraid.

He isn't talking to me like he usually does.

He finds me irritating.

I am afraid to lose my loved one.

Do you love me ?

):

Tata for now.


(Fly away.)

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

I miss my best friends so much but I am too tired to chill.

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FUCK.


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I am missing the night that we lepak-ed at the void deck Facebook-ing and munching keropok. Yeah. I looked ugly. Thanks for the heart. But, I'd prefer stars. I stole this from you, baby.



(Fly away.)

Monday, April 20, 2009

SHOPPING IS REALLY SEX !!!

I can't wait for my bling bling ear piece to match my phone.

Hahaha.



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Sorry, I stole your pictures, baby.

I am just excited.



(Fly away.)

Sunday, April 19, 2009

So, I was watching S-Factor on Channel 5.

I didn't know Singaporean girls are extreme bimbos and very stupid.

They think they are all pretty and attractive but honestly speaking, they are not that attractive.

Did I mention that their English sucked.

Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder.

Beauty is only skin deep.

But has anyone ever thought, what is beauty ?

Is beauty simply defined as a woman who walks and are able to turn heads but yet speaks a whole lot of rubbish, have no originality and tends to follow whatever the crowd does no matter how ridiculous it may seems with no deep thoughts at all.

Or is beauty someone who is confident, speaks comfortably with high self esteem and are able to present themselves with an aura that is unexplained.

Then, there is the stereotype.

Men want women who are both beautiful and smart.

Of course !

Men want women who are able to manage their accounts, run their households with sheer perfection and still look gorgeous for them when they return back home from a long hard's day at home.

Imagine if I was a man who had a bimbo for a trophy wife.

Goodness.

The household will be a chaotic place because this bitch is too busy trying to make herself pretty that she has no time for me.

On the contrary, nobody is perfect.

But, not everyone is dumb.


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(Fly away.)

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Damn.

This is out of randomness again.

So, I have decided to update my blog while I am out with my baby.

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Can I just say he is jealous.

Wee.

I am updating this while cuddling in baby's arms watching Beowulf.

I have to have the best of both worlds don't I.

Fion, hold on.

Get what you have to get done.

After that, you may be a free woman.

Follow your heart in search of that happiness.

I met her with baby tagging along.

Babe, I see that sadness in your eyes.

Hold on.

The truth hurts most times.

We hate the feeling of being hanging on a string.

We can either hold on forever till our hands bleed or we could pick ourselves up slowly to safety.

Hold on a little longer and gather all your strength.

Until, you have the courage to move on.

I will always be here for you.

Till then.

Toodles.


(Fly away.)

Friday, April 17, 2009

Okae.

This is out of randomness, again.

I am uber bored.

Baby, just called us kemaruk.

Because I decided to meet Fion and lepak at the void deck to surf the net on our mobile phones.

Okae, maybe we are a little over enthusiastic after getting our new phones.

But, who wouldn't want to enjoy a great time surfing the net with their best friend ?

I know I wouldn't.

Today, I am proud of my babies at work.

Thanks for the new business submissions.

I am glad that my nagging has actually worked !

On a lighter note, I am sad that one of my babies are leaving.

I understand exactly how she feels.

Her manager disappears as he pleases and she is left to fend for herself.

I will definitely miss her.

So, prior to much discussion Fion and I have come to a conclusion that we should set up an online shopping site.

I know she has one but having a site that we manage together will be uber cool.

As I type this, we are both contemplating on how we should be spending our Friday night.

Baby's at work and I kind of miss him terribly.

Well, I am suffering from a writers block all of a sudden.

Toodles.

P.s Should I study for my M9 examinations or should I concentrate on that web design course instead ?


(Fly away.)

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Hello.

Random-ness blogging.

I am typing this while I walk home from Nachia with Fion.

Yeah, it's extreme madness.

I keep missing a step cause I am busy concentrating too much on blogging and Facebook-ing.

What can I say, ever since I got this new phone, I am hooked to the internet.

I can be blogging, Facebook-ing or even better.

I have a new hobby now.

Online shopping !

Thanks eyy, Fion.

We are so bling-ing everything that we can get our fingers on !

I had a tiff with that boy earlier today.

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It's all because I wanted to eat at Nachia.

I am really sorry, baby.

I ain't being selfish here but I got to show that Psycho that I am no longer afraid even if he waits for me at the void deck.

I do not want to be a sign of weakness in his eyes.

Honestly, I am sick and tired of coop-ing myself at home like a scaredy cat.

Baby, with you as my motivation, I know I will be alright.

Besides, I was really hungry.

):

I didn't eat lunch today and my dinner sucked so much.

I don't know why but for some weird cosmic way, smoking releases that stress as I exhale I every puff.

I can't sleep tonight.

After looking at that piece of paper, I was shocked.

How are we going to get by ?

I now, officially declare, that my life is a total screw up.

Piece by piece, it's falling apart.

What am I to do ?

As I grow older, I feel myself burden-ed with so many different responsibilities.

At times, I feel like a 40-year-old-married woman-with-10-kids, trapped in an almost 20 year old girl's body.

I haven't had retail theraphy for awhile nor did I party-like-a-rockstar like I use too, before.

Right now, my only known motivations are my awesome besties and that wonderful boy.

In a weird cosmic way, I love coming to work.

Even though it gets busy at last minute moments, I stay focused concentrating on getting my task completed instead of all my minute problems.

I find joy in motivating my always discouraged babies even when at most times I don't feel motivated.

I am tired.

Toodles.

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(Fly away.)

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

I love you, you love me,
Today's our anniversary;
It has been a year that we a together,
I love you more than ever !

Since 16th April 2008, Wednesday.

Baby, Happy 1 year anniversary !

Wow.

Time flies pretty quick especially when you are having fun !

Thanks for spending this memorable 1 year with me.

Recently, alot of obstacles has passed through.

It is true that love conquers all.

We are still standing proud and tall.

I am sorry if I ever hurt you unintentionally.

Trust me, I have always loved and treasured you since day 1, now and forever.

I love you from the bottom of my heart, always.

You are the bestest boyfriend ever !

(:

Muacks.

From your girlfriend, Synnta Claus.


(Fly away.)

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Random-ness.

And so, after all these upheavel and shit.

It has some how turned into another happy event.

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I was excited with the new cell phone eventhough Baby said my phone was too business-like and fat.

At least the fat-ness reminds me of him.

I wanted to get the one in red but, the only colour that I could settle for was blue.

I feel that it kind of looks classy.

Woo.

Hehehe.

I can't wait to bling up my phone with diamantes and stuff.

I thought of getting the earpiece Fion has been telling me about.

We decided to change both our numbers on impulse.

Thank you, Psycho boy.

You suck.

Anyways, the cute thing is that, Baby's last digit of his phone number ends with a '1' while mine ends with a '2'.

Hehehe.

Romantic lahh tuu.

;)

It's so easy to remember our numbers !

We were slacking at the playground and fondling with our new phones instead of layan-ing each other.

New toy !!!

That's what I have been saying all night.

It's madness.

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Hmm ...

Maybe in the pictures, my phone kind of looks a little fatter than his.

I am a happy, happy girl !

Psycho boy, I am one step closer into committing my sweet, sweet revenge.


(Fly away.)

Monday, April 13, 2009

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I'll tie you up a tree, with honey smeared all over your body, so that the ants can devour you, till your agonizing and slow painful death.
I'll run you over with Baby's Super 4, 17 freaking times.
I'll shoot you, till your brains fall out.



(Fly away.)

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Latiif & Synnta is in the mood for sweet, sweet revenge that's best served cold.

You can run shit hole.

But, you can't never hide.

Rubber, glue.

Back to you.

Love conquers all.

I know who you are.

You may have a head start the first time round.

Now, I am quick to catch up.

I'll fucking burn and break you.

You'll just wait and see.


(Fly away.)

Saturday, April 11, 2009

I have fallen from grace.

It has been a while since I last blogged.

My mind is unweaving right now.

I am in such a mess.

Everything is indeed my fault.

I have lost it all.

I am sorry.

What did I fucking owe you in my past life ?!!

What have I ever done to you ?

Why do you seek for something so cold ?

Everything is ruined now.

My misery have come to light.

I am weakened again.

Three things you have said to me :

1.) You will do me.
2.) You will do my baby.
3.) My family will not be spared either.

The thoughts of revenge in your head is disgusting.

Simply because I chose not to be friends with you.

All I can say right now is this plain stupid.

If you think by ruining my life you can get what you ever wanted, you are wrong.

I know that all this is connected to just one person.

I can fucking guess who you are.

If you hate me, you don't have to go through all this schemes.

You are just a coward sore loser.

Happy now are you ?

You have seen what you have despised all along shattered to minute pieces.

I hope you are happy now.

I was foolish and stupid to have fallen for your games.

I failed to realise.

I was naive to entertain your despicable-ness.

Thanks for tearing everything apart.

Thanks for turning me into a scared little girl.

Thanks for making me feel panicky.

Thanks for making me lose my baby.

Thanks for making me weary.

Thanks for making him lose his trust on me.

Thanks for everything you have done.

Thanks for seeking that despicable thought on your cruel, sick mind.

You are nothing worst than a piece of shit.

Thanks for the memories, prick.


(Fly away.)