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Desinta Arisade Halid
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generationgirl2030@hotmail.com

Legally 21, soon !
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21 December 1989, Thursday.
Sagittarian/Capricornian.
Events Management Enthusiast.
Branch Secretary.

If you are hating, stop staring.™

Further Description of MYSELF :
She expresses herself through fashion, food, her lyrical writings, music and photography.
She organized her first gig, The Cynosure Theatre at the Singpore Art's House when she was barely 16 years old.
She enjoys meeting up with her dearest girlfriends and enjoy late night sessions of crapping, gossiping and smoking.
A self pro-claimed Facebook addict.
An avid blogger on most days when she doesn't suffer from bitch fits.
A person with flair and personality who doesn't resort to back hand tactics.
It makes her look all timid.
Like she emphasizes, if you are hating then stop staring.
Then, again.
Everyone is a critique.
And, I am extremely vulgar.
Did she mention that she has an obsession and addiction to a one-weird-eight-inch fetish ?

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Disappointment.

Friday, May 14, 2010

I'm trying my best to be a good daughter and a good person.

It's difficult.

I don't think running away from all my problems is the best solution because that means I'm running away from the obstacles and test that God has given me.

There are so many occasions where we'd have all these conversations.

Yet, every time I beg to differ, you choose not to hear to any of my explanations.

I am an adult now.

I know you'll always treat me like your little girl.

But, I've grown up and my mentality has changed.

I'm no longer that immatured, irresponsible, rebellious spoilt-brat that you once knew.

My perspective have broaden and I think wisely before I make my decisions.

I'm disappointed in every one.

There are many instances that I feel like running away.

It has been 3 years.

I have been patient and accepted my fate.

But, there are limits to everything.

I don't need your excuses.

I need your effort.

Nobody understands how I feel or what I am going through at the moment.

As much as I would love to seek help, who do I ask.

And ...

I don't want to be a burden to everyone else.

Because, everyone have their own problems.

Every time I close my eyes, I keep thinking of it.

Because, I know tomorrow,the same thing is still happening because I haven't found a conclusion.

It's as though you don't bother.

Don't you feel the pain and the struggle ?

I can't help much because I don't have the means to do so.

I rest my case because every time I do, I'll start crying.

Aaaarrrrgggghhhh ...

Money, money and alot of money.

On a lighter note.

Off I go to lose weight at London Weight Management.

(Fly away.)