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Tell me is the money worth your soul ? Monday, May 31, 2010
Ultimately, this is how I feel everytime it is the beginning of the week. Pf-ft. So, today aq malas nak work. Pasal, semalam try to sleep again in the bilik puaka. Tapi, like cannot make it. Slept at 5.ooAM in the morning. Hahaha. So, I have decided to take half day Emergency Leave. Submitting my letter today. ORD mood liiao. (: Immortality. Sunday, May 30, 2010
There's a she-wolf in your closet. Saturday, May 29, 2010
What's somebody like you doing in a place like this ? Friday, May 28, 2010
All the desirable things in life are either illegal, expensive, fattening or married to someone else. Thursday, May 27, 2010
Lazy ... Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Mugging for exams ? Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Adnan Sempit yang merempit. Monday, May 24, 2010
Je Suis, Synnta Claus. Sunday, May 23, 2010
Miss-Understood. Saturday, May 22, 2010
BabyFats MokMok & Boncit. Friday, May 21, 2010
Sumpah tak sabar nak balik. Today, I was very late for work. But, Thank God It's Friday. The alarm rang but I didn't hear it. Hahaha. Tomorrow is Saturday and take kerja. So, boleh sleep sampai petang. But will probably meet him early in the afternoon. Need suggestions on where I should go for lunch / dinner with him tomorrow. Been to almost every where in Singapore sampai otak mati siiots nak makan mana. I guess that's all. Otak mati siiol nak update. Hahaha. Is your secret safe tonight and are we ought of sight ? Thursday, May 20, 2010
First and foremost, I'd like to wish 2 of the most awesomest people in my world. They are Faqih Afrizal, my annoying 15 year old brother and Mr. Michael See, a person I have liked and loved from New York City since the first time I talked to him, a Happy Birthday. Today, it was a last minute plan by Bogeyy so that we all shall go and perang. Had chapatti at Tekka for dinner. Before proceeding to Balestier for few rounds / sessions of Defense of the Ancients or DotA at the LAN shop. Bogeyy macam dahh semakin god like. Hahaha. Tapi, the last game was alright. Technically, we won. Kita gang Bogeyy up. Hahaha. I guess that's all for today. Feeling a wee bit tired. Good night. You will never understand what I am going through. Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Luu tengok gua kecil besar, kecil besar. Tuesday, May 18, 2010
First and foremost, a Happy Birthday to Abdul Hafiz a.k.a Bogeyy. Abang Macho kesayangan aq yang tak sedar diri sama macam matair aq jugak. Nak step mana nya abang-abang berg. Hahaha. Bogeyy dahh tua lahh seyy. (: I met with Shida at her place. As usual. Ketuk her rokok like super alot. Hahaha. Played StarDoll which is like freaking addictive. Okae, it's a bloody dress up game. But, who the hell cares. Kan ? So, yeah. I am playing it like right now. Hahaha. Nasi ayam at Lorong 1 is so uber awesome. Hee. That's all for today. I guess I'll rape Shida like now. (: Headache and stomach cramps. Monday, May 17, 2010
I really hate monthly predicaments. Haish. I had to take Emergency Leave today because technically, I have no money to see the doctors. I couldn't get up from bed and I am ultra moody. Haiyah. That's all for today. Stop taking my stuffs without permissions !!! 2 years 1 month and counting. Sunday, May 16, 2010
P.s Aq sayang kw, okae, blob ? Kw tetap handsome di mata aq. Walaupun, kekadang, kw nya perangai is an irritating fat bastard. Tapi, kw aq nya irritating fat bastard. And, please uhh. Jangan step abang-abang macho nak panggil aq budak kecil. Kita dua nya umur beza setahun je siiaks. And, and, and, kw lagi gemuk dari aq. Jangan nak step panggil aq fatty. Walaupun, aq sedar bontot aq lagi besar dari kw. Dan, kerana kw nya strength and weaknesses lahh yang buat aq tertarik dekat kw. Macam mana aq suka korek lubang hidung kw dengan cabut bulu kaki kw, macam tuu lahh. Okae, sayang kw luhh. Dahh 2 tahun 1 bulan niie ... Mana aq nya diamond ring ? Labels: Our anniversary. Fopycats. Saturday, May 15, 2010
P.s Way back then, you were jealous of the boys that I had. Then, you weren't happy that I had a loving boyfriend who rides a motorbike whom I was at the club with that I am attached to from way back then till now not because of his motorbike. After that, it was the fedora hat. Now, it's the maxi dresses that I have worn. Tidak mengapa. I love the attention you are giving me. Disappointment. Friday, May 14, 2010
I'm trying my best to be a good daughter and a good person. It's difficult. I don't think running away from all my problems is the best solution because that means I'm running away from the obstacles and test that God has given me. There are so many occasions where we'd have all these conversations. Yet, every time I beg to differ, you choose not to hear to any of my explanations. I am an adult now. I know you'll always treat me like your little girl. But, I've grown up and my mentality has changed. I'm no longer that immatured, irresponsible, rebellious spoilt-brat that you once knew. My perspective have broaden and I think wisely before I make my decisions. I'm disappointed in every one. There are many instances that I feel like running away. It has been 3 years. I have been patient and accepted my fate. But, there are limits to everything. I don't need your excuses. I need your effort. Nobody understands how I feel or what I am going through at the moment. As much as I would love to seek help, who do I ask. And ... I don't want to be a burden to everyone else. Because, everyone have their own problems. Every time I close my eyes, I keep thinking of it. Because, I know tomorrow,the same thing is still happening because I haven't found a conclusion. It's as though you don't bother. Don't you feel the pain and the struggle ? I can't help much because I don't have the means to do so. I rest my case because every time I do, I'll start crying. Aaaarrrrgggghhhh ... Money, money and alot of money. On a lighter note. Off I go to lose weight at London Weight Management. Torn. Thursday, May 13, 2010
I don't know how to start with this blogpost. Hahaha. Okae, let us start with yesterday. (: Accompanied Nurul to StarHub Shop located at Plaza Singapura. She has decided to get an I-Phone. And, after much consideration and psycho-ing, I have decided to get an I-Phone too. Since Umi is planning to get one as well and Love memang dahh pakai I-Phone pun. So, bila on the way nak balik. Decided to call StarHub nya customer service. Tapi, I don't know why I had such a stupid customer service officer who answered the call. Chee bye !!! I asked her a simple question on how much my outstanding balance is. She told me it was $600++ lahh. Then, I told her that I knew that there is a $450 early termination fee. So, how much is my outstanding with out the termination fees. Dia kata dengan aq, $600++. What the fuck ?!! Let's do the math here. $600++ - $450 = $600++ ?!! Then, I flared up lahh. I said, "My outstanding balance with the termination fees is $600++ and you are telling me without the termination fees is still $600++ ?!! Do you even understand a single thing that I am saying. Don't tell me something that I know." Then, I don't know what the fuck that she is doing and she told me the outstanding is $300++ pulak. Let's do the math again. $600++ - $450 = $300++ ?!! Dahh jadi $700++ siiaks total. I wasn't happy, so I called again. Then, I spoke to someone named Subi. Niie lagi "Cannot Make It" siiaks. She told me that my outstanding amount payable is $1000++ !!! Mak kw. Melampau siiol. I told her, "Your colleague is telling me one thing and you are telling me another ?" Siial lahh. Besar nya pukimak kan perangai ?!! I haven't even finished my sentence and that bitch put me on hold. So, I told her that I wanted to speak to her management cause she seems not to understand a single thing that was said. Pastu, I was in the MRT and the line got disconnected. And, she called me back. Hahaha. And, my outstanding is like $217.12. Yes, finally. The right amount. And then, next month is I-Phone time !!! (: Today, super duper embarassing, okae ? I didn't even realise that I am wearing pants with a huge gaping hole. Like, what the fuck ?!! I only realised it when I was in the bathroom. Hahaha. So, I had to secure it with safety pins. Then, I bought a sewing kit from the convenience store. But, the sewing kit doesn't seem so convenient after all. I couldn't open it !!! But, thanks to Umi, she secured them for me. Super malu ehhk !!! I guess that is all for today. Everyone is clearing their time off and most have left early. I'm waiting for him to finish his job interview and we are out for nasi beriyani. Hee. Berat ehhk helmet aq. Bye !
Into pieces. Wednesday, May 12, 2010  Gahh. I broke my new compact powder into a million pieces and I just got it. )': Beauty in innocence. Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Nurul Ain, she is beautiful. Congratulations on the new baby girl. (: She is so innocent and adorable. She is so gorgeous. I will post some pictures soon. A trip to Kandang Kerbau Hospital was made earlier today with Cik Noii and Jahh. Welcome to this world, Natasya Najuwa. Okae lahh, nak lepak dekat atas katil dengan sayang aq Patrick Star dengan SpongeBob SquarePants. Nights. Can't get out of bed syndrome. Monday, May 10, 2010
God. Really fucking Monday blues. Macam nak mati siiaks dekat kerja. There are alot of things to be done. Everything has to be rushed. And everyone is so annoying ! Please uhh. Aq niie, front line je. I can't possibly help you with freaking anything. And, either way ... I am not a genius and neither am I psychic. Haish. Apa lahh korang niie. Jangan nak marah aq uhh siiol. Babi. Lagi-lagi pakcik tua satu niie. Nak step slang konon dengan aq. Kw nya English berterabuh, joys. Eee. Geram nya. Haish. Bye lahh. Lazy to update. PizzaSickness. Sunday, May 9, 2010
Smelling the pizzas are making feel giddy. Hahaha. I was at work earlier today at Canadian Pizza Sembawang. Yeah. Love gave the wrong information and I ended up travelling to Canadian Pizza Yishun for nothing. Buat penat aq je. Rupa nya, Canadian Yishun nya main P.C semua down. Terpaksa lahh Boss telephone Jean. Then, Ah Long had to fetch me. Love was jealous cause I was riding another man's bike. Eyy, no choice, okae ? Kalau I naik cab, lagi you mengamuk. Hahaha. And, nak claim dari Jean ... Jangan harap lahh kan. So, Ah Long fetched me using his Spark yang tak stable and foot rest dia adjust tinggi nak mampus. Siie Ah Long tuu dahh kurus, aq rasa macam aq niie badak siiol duduk atas motor dia. Hahaha. Tadi, busy nak mampus. Aq makan mee soto halfway, pastu benda tuu jatuh. Cheebs. Pukul 7.3oPM, order semua jam. Oven was full of pizza and the calls came in non stop. Haus aq dia buat nya. Table pun dahh tak ada space nak letak pizza. Stack lahh semua kan. Pastu, terpaksa bilang semua customer yang delivery time will be 2HOURS to 2HOUR 15MINUTES. Melampau ehhk ? Abeyy, Jin Han stress. Kesian dia. Hahaha. Abeyy, ada orang niie punya leceh nak order sandwich. Cakap je yang sandwich sold out. Hahaha. Pastu, he fetched me pasal I don't know how to get out from Canadian Pizza Sembawang. Tempat ulu nak mampus. Aq lapar gila. I told Love that I was craving for nasi beriyani. Nak carik makan pun susah. Haish. End up makan tempat yang tak sedap. Sedih, joys. Nasi beriyani pun tak ada. Aq makan nasi ayam goreng Thai tapi plain and tak sedap. Nak muntah. Menyesal. Tau aq makan nasi lemak siiol !!! Okae lahh. Sampai di sini. Penat gila. Besok pun work again. Freaking Monday blues. I can feel it. ):
By the way, Mama ... Happy Mother's Day to you. Lupa nak wish. Hahaha. Busy sangat lahh. But, thanks for being the greatest person I've ever known. What ever we are going through together right now is really a test from God. Insyallah, we will make it through. Sometimes, the conversations we had every night will make me cry. I really hate what is happening to us now. But, I've to be strong. Just like you are. Post Secret at BlogSpot.
A shocking news. Saturday, May 8, 2010
Super stuffed. Was out with Love today. Iron Man 2 was freaking awesome. But, super stuffed with laksa from New Hawa Restaurant. Steam gila lahh seyy. Earlier today, Love was stuck at Caltex petrol kiosk that was located somewhere along Upper Thomson Road. It was raining like mad. He was stuck there for almost an hour or so. It was such a beautiful day to sleep. Hahaha. We headed to Singapore Post Centre to get all the stuffs. Facial cleanser and toner by Body Satin makes my face feels good. I am so going to start purchasing it every month. Headed to Mustafa Centre next in search of Love's stuff. The personnel working there are mildly retarded because they have no idea what pantyliners are. So, we ended up walking around in circles. Haiyoh. I will post pictures soon of outings with Kakak. I do not have possesions of them yet. That's all for today. Working at Canadian Yishun tomorrow from 11.ooAM to 9.ooPM. Bummer ! ): Psychological Paradox. Friday, May 7, 2010
She had something to confess to, But you don't have the time so; Look the other way. You will wait until it's over, To reveal what you'd never shown her; Too little much too late. Too long trying to resist it, You've just gone and missed it; It's escaped your world. Can you see that I am needing, Begging for so much more; Than you could ever give. And I don't want you to adore me, Don't want you to ignore me; When it pleases you. And I'll do it on my own. I have played in every toilet, But you still want to spoil it; To prove I've made a big mistake. Too long trying to resist it, You've just gone and missed it; It's escaped your world. Can you see that I am needing, Begging for so much more; Than you could ever give. And I don't want you to adore me, Don't want you to ignore me; When it pleases you. And I'll do it on my own. Annoyed. Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Disappointed. Mutilated. Suffocated. Unwanted. Postponed. Tuesday, May 4, 2010
It has been 3 days since the whole predicament started. Some people were disappointed. Others were just lost for words. The naggings have finally stopped. Maybe, she was right. Nobody knows how it feels like to be alone. Like a virus, the body is fighting to get use of the heartbeat that surrounds. To keep it or to let go ? No answer comprehends. Suddenly, the childish and naive one disappeared. A greater responsibilty has surfaced. And, with her I shall be.
Who's is it, anyway ? Monday, May 3, 2010
After paying all the bills that were due, I'm practically almost broke. Pfft. I know. I am feeling super stressed again. He has arranged for me to work part time as I usually do during public holidays so, I hope it'll ease my finances. Yesterday, an unfortunate event has happened. I really don't know how I am suppose to react. Right in front of my eyes, history has never failed to repeat itself a million times. Why is there such cruel fate ? I was weakened. How does it feel surrounded by all the naive-ness and then facing it alone with no one to hold. But, there is no point of regretting it. You can't turn back time. On a lighter note, it's a planned outing with the Synergy ladies. Till then. Expecting kerana sangkut. Sunday, May 2, 2010
I really don't know what to do or what to say. History has repeated a million times right in front of my eyes. At times, I feel vulnerable. Sometimes, when you are naive and young, you never really thought of the consequences. Suddenly, everything in front of my eyes seemed to crumble. The immune systems have shut down. Laying there and feeling weak. Where has the strength gone to ? Please protect her. God bless. SushiRush. Saturday, May 1, 2010
As usual. I'm still contemplating. Haiyoh. How uhh ? BlackBerry ke I-Phone. Tak habis-habis. Hahaha. Outing with him was filling. Ate too much. Shopped like mad at Mustafa Shopping Centre. And, new maxi dress is love. Feeling hotstuff, yo. I guess that's all for today. Not really in the mood to update. (: | |
