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Further Description of MYSELF : She expresses herself through fashion, food, her lyrical writings, music and photography. She organized her first gig, The Cynosure Theatre at the Singpore Art's House when she was barely 16 years old. She enjoys meeting up with her dearest girlfriends and enjoy late night sessions of crapping, gossiping and smoking. A self pro-claimed Facebook addict. An avid blogger on most days when she doesn't suffer from bitch fits. A person with flair and personality who doesn't resort to back hand tactics. It makes her look all timid. Like she emphasizes, if you are hating then stop staring. Then, again. Everyone is a critique. And, I am extremely vulgar. Did she mention that she has an obsession and addiction to a one-weird-eight-inch fetish ? Tweet ♥ 
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010 "I think you go find a new BF pun baik. Being alone for almost an hour, I had time to think of alot of things. I don't know how to express myself right now. It scares me when I think about life and death. How I almost cheated death the second time. I am shaken by the whole incident. Life itself is precious. I don't know anybody who has been through what I went through. I don't know whom I can relate with. What is life when there is no one to share it with. No joy lingers in my heart. I thought about every single thing that happened in my life. How I rebelled. How I grew up. How I tried and am still trying to change. Am I really difficult as a person ? I don't know. I cried. A whole lot. I have no one to talk to. I don't. This seems quite emotional. Yes, I am. I have acquaintances, colleagues and people whom I regard as friends. And then, there is him. Wait. There was him. But, can they share the same thoughts as I do ? Can I tell them what I am or have gone through before ? Right now, I am numb. I feel so foolish. Never have I been so stupid. Maybe, she was right. I am just a substitute. Right now, he is no longer here. It's as though he died overnight. But what killed him ? Honestly, I don't know. I know there is something he wants to tell me. I can't read his mind. Yet, why is he so afraid to tell me. I wouldn't know. I don't know what's the anger about. I seriously don't. I realised that I was born alone and I will die alone, anytime. Maybe, God's trying to tell me something. Something I should have known a long time ago. I don't know how I should think and feel right now. I don't want to give up. I don't give up. My heart says hold on. My mind says let it go. What should I do ? Am I so afraid to be alone ? I don't know.
My heart has skipped a beat. Am I a burden ? Does someone bears so much responsobility being with me ? Is it money ? Am I not attractive ? Have I faded like the colours on a wallpaper ? Have I gone boring ? Do you still love me ? I felt disappointed again. I needed someone. But, there is no one. No one at all. I am afraid. I have never been so afraid before. There are so many things right now. Too many. The truth is, I can't let you go. At all. I am sorry. Cause I do love you. This, I know.
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