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If you are hating, stop staring.™ Her Babat Face ♥ --- generationgirl2030@hotmail.com  ♥ Sexy ♥ Smart ♥ Sophisticated ♥  21 December 1989, Thursday. Sagittarian/Capricornian. Events Management Enthusiast. Branch Secretary.
Further Description of MYSELF : She expresses herself through fashion, food, her lyrical writings, music and photography. She organized her first gig, The Cynosure Theatre at the Singpore Art's House when she was barely 16 years old. She enjoys meeting up with her dearest girlfriends and enjoy late night sessions of crapping, gossiping and smoking. A self pro-claimed Facebook addict. An avid blogger on most days when she doesn't suffer from bitch fits. A person with flair and personality who doesn't resort to back hand tactics. It makes her look all timid. Like she emphasizes, if you are hating then stop staring. Then, again. Everyone is a critique. And, I am extremely vulgar. Did she mention that she has an obsession and addiction to a one-weird-eight-inch fetish ? Tweet ♥ 
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Friday, December 26, 2008 I have never felt this disappointed in my life. Am I just some chick you placed beside you, to take somebody's place ? Are you aware of what you make me feel ? Why can't you just spare a thought for my feelings ? Do you feel the heartache I am going through right now ? So much for a penny of my thoughts. So much to telling you what I feel. So much as to hoping you'd understand. Like all men, you are god damn oblivious. Why can't I ever have it perfect ? Why is it everytime I fall in love, someone has to snatch it away ? I am not an idiot to sit and watch while you destroy us. I fucking hate you ! Did I ever owe you anything in my past life ? Why is it that I feel helpless ? Where were you when I needed you ? Why do I feel alone ? Do you feel better now that you've brought me down ? Do you feel that sense of euphoria now that you've seen me crumble ? Do you laugh exorbitantly now that I've shattered ? Your words have crushed me. Your reactions torment me. Are you not bothered by how I feel and how I am feeling ? I am no one. I am alone, like I always was. Now, I know and have realised. I guess I shouldn't care but I know I couldn't. I am weakened. I am in need of old memories. I am no longer significant in your life. Not even with another soul in me. Not even after everything we have been through. Why can't you just convince me and make me smile again. I have stood my ground but you didn't even try. I am confused. I am insecure. I need that sense of longing again. Your reluctance suspicious me. I used to be captivated by your charm. Yet for some damn reason, you will always be a part of me. Always, now and forever since 16 April 2008, Wednesday. Now, you are accusing me of something I didn't do because of that someone. Thanks so much. I am someone who do not resort to lame tactics. When I plan for the kill, I do it with flair and utter perfection. I do not resort to back-stabbing options. I express my emotions openly. When I say I fucking hate you, I meant with every heart beat I say. When I say I will hurt you, I will do it straight to your face. My conscience is clear. I am just sick and tired of people who is trying to mess with my life because they are not happy with what I have. Kalau nak sesuatu usaha dengan kerja keras, tak payah nak dengki dengan orang. Kalau tak happy cakap tak happy. Tak payah nak buruk kan nama orang uhh. Kalau kw rasa aq ada hutang kw, aq bayar balik. Kalau kw rasa kw nak main dengan aq, kw boleh try uhh. Nasib kw confirm kentang nya. Jangan sesekali mencabar. Aq tau kw siapa. Thanks uhh sebab kw sungguh kental. | |
