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Friday, October 3, 2008 Life fucks us good.
I was just thinking lately. Not complaining at all though. Ever since he got his new bikey, our meet ups have not been so frequent. Lately, he just became so busy. ): I am guessing it is true, bila orang ada motor lagi besar and laju he gets a little bit kerek ? Sometimes, I really regret allowing him to change his bike. Now, he wants to change it again. I can't say anything. Aq niie setakat pillion dia je. Asal kan dia bahagia, aq pun bahagia. Betul tak ? Tapi, bagi aq, aq tak bahagia langsung. Aq lebih suka bila dia bawak Baby Sparky. I missed all those real moments that I spent with him. Right now, being with him felt so different. We don't go on random outings and chat at random locations anymore. Lazyness became the reason. I really missed those times that we sat by the lighthouse monkey-ing around. During those moments, it will feel like the world belongs to us and no one else and I'd have constant butterflies fluttering in my stomach. ): Dulu, walaupun penat macam mana, dia akan tetap jumpa aq lepas work if I asked him too. Sekarang, aq rasa dia kasi aq all this reasons. He'd rather go Johor late at night than meet me. Tapi, aq tak nak bilang dia tuu semua. Sebab, it will make no difference. Aq risau bila dia ride to Johor. It is so dangerous. He makes so much frequent trips there. Yet, he doesn't get it. Dia pun tak pernah ajak aq. Bukan nya aq niie jealous or what lahh bila dia tak ajak aq. I do not mind. But I don't know. Cuma nak luah kan isi hati aq niie. Why can't it be like last time ? Why do things have to change this way ? I am trying my best here to change but it feels weird. Kalau aq cakap yang aq tak suka, nanti dia kata aq tak give and take. Life is a paradoxical bitch. I feel so confused at the moment. Haish. I just can't bottle it up anymore. Is it because he is getting bored with me ? Haish. Am I a boring person ? No one will really know how I feel deep down inside. I guess honeymoon's over. I feel like shit. Period. | |
