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21 December 1989, Thursday.
Sagittarian/Capricornian.
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If you are hating, stop staring.™

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She expresses herself through fashion, food, her lyrical writings, music and photography.
She organized her first gig, The Cynosure Theatre at the Singpore Art's House when she was barely 16 years old.
She enjoys meeting up with her dearest girlfriends and enjoy late night sessions of crapping, gossiping and smoking.
A self pro-claimed Facebook addict.
An avid blogger on most days when she doesn't suffer from bitch fits.
A person with flair and personality who doesn't resort to back hand tactics.
It makes her look all timid.
Like she emphasizes, if you are hating then stop staring.
Then, again.
Everyone is a critique.
And, I am extremely vulgar.
Did she mention that she has an obsession and addiction to a one-weird-eight-inch fetish ?

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Monday, October 13, 2008

3 days till the 6th monthversary.
Day 2 that we are not messaging and talking.

I had to wake myself up today.

I wasn't complaining but it would make me feel beetter if only he'd given me the usual morning wake up calls.

No miss calls nor messages.

My phone felt quiet today.

My endless messages and calls ended up with no response.

I just wished he'd talk to me and not leave me without answers.

To my dismay, this was the last straw.

I do not know till when this will continue going on.

I feel so down and out.

I really did not have the mood to even work today.

I did all my tasks half heartedly.

Quietly, I was hoping that every message that I received on my cell phone was from him.

What's the point now ?

He is obviously ignoring me.

What could I do now ?

Nothing.

Love hurts.

You bet it does but time and time again, people fall in love.

The irony of it.

):

I called him but he hanged up on me.

I did not deny the fact that I was wrong but it is not that I didn't apologise.

What do you expect me to do ?

Kneel down before you.

I tried calling and text messaging but you totally ignored me.

I really tried.

Like, what the fuck.

I am angrier than sadder right now.

Like, whatever.

Don't blame me when I am back to my old self.

Nevertheless, I just want you to know that I am sincerely very sorry about that incident.

I really hope that I don't do it again because I don't want any argument between us.

Kemelut di muara kasih - Ziana Zain.

Seandainya dapat kau selam,
Sambil mentafsir tasik hatiku;
Cuma tenang di permukaan,
Dan di dasarnya bergelora.

Persoalan demi persoalan,
Membelenggu akal dan fikiran;
Tidak ku temu jawapan.

Seandainya dapat kulari,
Jauh kupergi membawa diri;
Sebenarnya langkah terkunci,
Antara kasih dan juga budi.

Mengapa kau juga yang kurindu,
Walau sudah kutahu;
Payah bersatu hidup denganmu,

Engkau sungguh jujur dan ikhlas,
Terhadapku;
Tak pernah walau dalam sekalipun.

Kau minta ku membalas,
Semuanya itu lambang kesetiaanmu;
Bukannya mengaburi mata ini,
Atau sebaliknya.

Kita bagaikan pertaruhan,
Pada yang menyaksikan jauh manakah;
Kita bertahan.

Jika ku tersilap pastinya,
Dipandang hina.

Terlalu banyak sungguh halangan,
Terpaksa ku terjang;
Aku pun tidak tahu.

Apa yang ingin Tuhan tunjukkan,
Adakah ini dugaannya;
Hanyalah sekadar untuk menguji,
Setiamu ...

Seandainya hajat tak sampai,
Tanah dan badan pasti berkecai;
Terkubur harapan di liang cinta,
Kasih ini kita semadikan.

(Fly away.)

3 days till the 6th monthversary.Day 2 that we are not messaging and talking.

3 days till the 6th monthversary.
Day 2 that we are not messaging and talking.