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21 December 1989, Thursday.
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She expresses herself through fashion, food, her lyrical writings, music and photography.
She organized her first gig, The Cynosure Theatre at the Singpore Art's House when she was barely 16 years old.
She enjoys meeting up with her dearest girlfriends and enjoy late night sessions of crapping, gossiping and smoking.
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An avid blogger on most days when she doesn't suffer from bitch fits.
A person with flair and personality who doesn't resort to back hand tactics.
It makes her look all timid.
Like she emphasizes, if you are hating then stop staring.
Then, again.
Everyone is a critique.
And, I am extremely vulgar.
Did she mention that she has an obsession and addiction to a one-weird-eight-inch fetish ?

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Saturday, September 27, 2008

I fucking hate you !

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The earlier half on the night when on smoothly.

We had both bowling and pool sessions at the Singapore Orchid Country Club with Jan and Ellie.

Did I mention I have never bowled in my life ever.

Hehehe.

So, technically I sucked at it.

Anyways, dear bought me my favourite magazines when he made a trip to Johor last week.

I can't wait to go home and read them.

Thanks alot, love.

Then, we headed to Serangoon road for a naan fiesta.

It was yummy.

The day ended short as dear was tired.

He had to work earlier today and he has to report early for camp tomorrow.

Not to mention he has dragon boat as well.

We lepak-ed at the usual bench before proceeding home at 2AM in the morning.

Here is the horrible part.

He thinks I have a second boyfriend.

This all because of this unknown fucker who gave me a missed call when we were at the bowling alley.

When dear called that fucker back, the person picked up but did not say anything.

When I called him back the second time, the person rejected my call.

Now, we are fighting because of this.

Dear was checking my mobile phone when we were having supper.

He claimed that the person called on 19th September as well.

He jumped to a conclusion that I was hiding something from him.

Fuck.

I don't even know who this fucking idiot is !

I checked my phone like 20 times but I couldn't find any records of the person calling on the 19th but there was a missed call on the 20th.

Dear was upset with the dates as well.

He claimed that his eyes did not lie to him.

Well, neither am I.

I can't stop that person from calling me.

I seriously do not even know who the person is.

Demi Allah, aq tak tau siapa yang sengaja nak buat aq gini macam.

I tried so hard to convince him but he wouldn't believe me.

I don't know what to do.

I stare at my ceiling hoping for an answer yet all I got was forlorn silence.

How could this be ?

I truthfully and honestly did not play behind his back.

Kalau betul aq nak main belakang kw, buat apa itu hari kita go bazaar outing dengan my family.

Buat apa I bilang semua orang yang you are my boyfriend.

Kalau kita break, aq yang malu dengan keluarga.

Bukan kw.

Geram, sial.

Chee bye uhh.

Fuck that asshole.

Kerana kw yang aq tak tau siapa, aq nya relationship rosak.

Pukimak nya anak sundal.

Kalau aq tau kw siapa yang nak main kan aq, kw siap.

Aq mesti rembat kw cukup-cukup nya.

Aq benci kw.

Whoever the fuck you are.

You ruin my fucking everything.

Because of you all this misunderstandings happen.

I want my boyfriend back but my boyfriend doesn't want me.

I love my boyfriend alot but I am afraid my boyfriend will not love me like before.

I am afraid he will leave me cause I don't want to leave him, ever.

Why wouldn't you fucking believe me.

I am being honest and truthful.

Aq nak pukul pukimak yang buat aq nya relationship rosak tapi aq tak tau orang tuu siapa.

All I can do now is cry and hug my everdearest Bobby.

But Bobby reminds me of him so much.

Fuck.

I want Latiif !

Chee bye uhh.

Aq mati lagi bagus.

Aq tak nak celebrate Aidilfitri !

Semua sepasang dengan dia.

Kalau dahh gaduh gini apa nak sepasang.

Bingit nya.

Aaarrrggghhh ...

(Fly away.)