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If you are hating, stop staring.™ Her Babat Face ♥ --- generationgirl2030@hotmail.com  ♥ Sexy ♥ Smart ♥ Sophisticated ♥  21 December 1989, Thursday. Sagittarian/Capricornian. Events Management Enthusiast. Branch Secretary.
Further Description of MYSELF : She expresses herself through fashion, food, her lyrical writings, music and photography. She organized her first gig, The Cynosure Theatre at the Singpore Art's House when she was barely 16 years old. She enjoys meeting up with her dearest girlfriends and enjoy late night sessions of crapping, gossiping and smoking. A self pro-claimed Facebook addict. An avid blogger on most days when she doesn't suffer from bitch fits. A person with flair and personality who doesn't resort to back hand tactics. It makes her look all timid. Like she emphasizes, if you are hating then stop staring. Then, again. Everyone is a critique. And, I am extremely vulgar. Did she mention that she has an obsession and addiction to a one-weird-eight-inch fetish ? Tweet ♥ 
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008 Fuck me. Fuck you. Fuck my friends. Fuck everyone. Fuck, fuckety, fuck, fuck. What is the point of saying you will be there for me when you are not ? True friends don't only stick by you when you are happy. Today is too much for one girl to handle. I am not a freaking doll you can fucking toy with ! If I walk away would you run and stop me from leaving ? I never expected anything from you. I don't want your money. I don't need your money. I know you are busy and don't have time. I’m working too and I'm trying very hard to understand your schedule. I’m just saying it's not fair. I just want your care and concern. All that this girl asked for was for him to love her. Whole heartedly. Is that too much someone can ask for ? Why did you have to say those words. You say you didn't mean those words you speak of. How would you feel if I say them to you instead ? Would you cry like I did ? I never felt hurt and shattered so badly in my life. Is it worth my tears ? Somehow, I feel it all slip away as it fades into the night. I don't want to let go and I won’t give up. I'm naive, foolish and selfish. Blame me for loving someone too much. Why do I worry so much when I claim to be happy ? Am I afraid of being alone ? Do I fear the truth ? I guess this is karma. I feel it now. I accept my punishments for all that I've done in my past. But, am I to blame ? It's people like them who made me feel this way. They are the people who never could appreciate my existence. It's okae. I'm used to it. I don't feel the respect from anyone. Should I treat others the same way ? What’s the point then. All everyone does is laugh at me. Aim me for my weaknesses. I have never done anything right in my life, never. Why do you see me through my imperfections ? Well, if everyone is wondering, inside this imperfection lies a heart. A shattered, beating heart. I can't explain myself for being one person today and someone else tomorrow. It's something that I can’t and never will answer. I am someone who will speak out when I do not agree but would anyone listen to me. I am and will always be invisible. My confidence has been destroyed by the occurrences in my life. I will never be that easy going Synnta. I will never be that someone who could smile with my eyes. The time that I move on and move out is arriving any minute now. I hope to start afresh and I don't need any of you in my life. | |
