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Further Description of MYSELF : She expresses herself through fashion, food, her lyrical writings, music and photography. She organized her first gig, The Cynosure Theatre at the Singpore Art's House when she was barely 16 years old. She enjoys meeting up with her dearest girlfriends and enjoy late night sessions of crapping, gossiping and smoking. A self pro-claimed Facebook addict. An avid blogger on most days when she doesn't suffer from bitch fits. A person with flair and personality who doesn't resort to back hand tactics. It makes her look all timid. Like she emphasizes, if you are hating then stop staring. Then, again. Everyone is a critique. And, I am extremely vulgar. Did she mention that she has an obsession and addiction to a one-weird-eight-inch fetish ? Tweet ♥ 
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Thursday, August 21, 2008 One thing is for sure, I should not have ate the Chilli Crab Opeh I packed for my family's dinner. I'm having stomach issues myself. Anyways, last night was not so bad even if the moments spent was for awhile. Have you lost the trust in me, darling ? I cannot deny the fact that I have a lot of acquaintances but bear in mind. I will never hurt someone cause I know how it is like to feel hurt and betrayed. How it feels like when everyone around you is mocking you. How it feels like when everyone around you is making use of you. You get me ? If I am the person I was years ago I will not hesitate to do it. I will not even not feel the guilt as it seeps through my soul. Right now I am contented with what I have and I do not wish for it to end abruptly. I have to be honest here. Sometimes, I feel insecure. I do not know why. Is it because after 1 year and 6 months of being single and finally, I have a commitment to be faithful to is making feel this way. The last relationship before him made me come to a conclusion that it was the year of yes. Instead of being happy, I ended up being hurt by going out with anyone who asks me out. I got the biggest wake up call of my life when it happened. Why was I so foolish not to realise when the signs were there. I will never forgive myself for being so stupid. I am glad that I found him. It was unexpected and unplanned but I am glad he looks after me well. I am elated that you understand my situation yet sometimes I would think so much that you would leave me without telling me why. Maybe, it is time that we speak truthfully regarding what is on each others mind. Yet, I cannot help it if my dreams came and interupt my beautiful slumber. They just do. I would lay awake on my bed with tears in my eyes. I would lie to myself that everything would be alright when I know they will never be. I realise how foolish I am to keep my thoughts bottled up in my head. At times, it is better to left certain things unsaid because even if you speak those thoughts not everyone or anyone will understand. On a lighter note, I am glad the family is okae with him. I do not know what will happen in the near future yet I hope everything will turn out all right. For now, it is goodbye. P.s I am NOT looking forward to another stupid Saturday.
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