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Further Description of MYSELF : She expresses herself through fashion, food, her lyrical writings, music and photography. She organized her first gig, The Cynosure Theatre at the Singpore Art's House when she was barely 16 years old. She enjoys meeting up with her dearest girlfriends and enjoy late night sessions of crapping, gossiping and smoking. A self pro-claimed Facebook addict. An avid blogger on most days when she doesn't suffer from bitch fits. A person with flair and personality who doesn't resort to back hand tactics. It makes her look all timid. Like she emphasizes, if you are hating then stop staring. Then, again. Everyone is a critique. And, I am extremely vulgar. Did she mention that she has an obsession and addiction to a one-weird-eight-inch fetish ? Tweet ♥ 
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Thursday, July 31, 2008 I wish I could remove my mouth temporarily. This wisdom tooth growing thing is driving me nuts. I wish I could get it done and over with soon. I've done piercings and all but having a sharp end of my teeth poking my cheeks feels different. I can't wait for the consultation scheduled for Monday. I got him to send me. What if I have to be operated on the day itself ? It's going to be painful ! I babble like an idiot now. Dear couldn't understand what I was trying to say so he laughed, alot. My manager said I sound horrible. Ohh well. I do hope I rest well for the weekends. Good night. ): Tuesday, July 29, 2008 Okae. Seriously, I was bumped at work. Ended up chatting with Eka, my MSN buddy whom I've known for a year yet I've never meet. This was due to a fact that it was thanks to a certain someone whom I shall not speak or mention of. So, we have come to a conclusion that we should meet up. Like, let's say this weekend ? Lol. So, I was telling the boyfriend abou our little plan. Member malu lorr. Hehehe. Padahal aku pun same. I hope things don't get to awkward or quiet. But, I doubt it. We'll definitely have lots of fun. Aku excited, okae ?!! So, tadi takde work nak buat end up aq chit chat kat MSN. Lol. Was saying how minah both of us look like. So, decided to have a poll. Look at the pictures. This is an old picture of mine with Fion. I have blonde highlighted hair ! I can help it but I always smile. Eka, jangan marah. But who looks more minah ? Kwang, kwang, kwang.
Anyways, today was officially pay day. Somehow, I didn't get what I expected to get. Maybe cause I have been around for 2 weeks and I was away on course for 3 weeks. It's going to be a month soon. Time sure flies when you are having fun. I like this new job compared to the previous company I worked for. I guess there are pros and cons every step forward you take. Well, this is the real world. A world where people are constantly competing to be the best. It's a dog-eat-dog world. The ability to sustain is your ability to survive. Anyways, I chatted with Mike again. Aku rasa dia mabuk lagi. Aku paling fed-up bila bebual dengan dia and dia mabuk. Didn't talk much. Bebual apa pasal aku luka kan hati dia. Eyy, sial lahh. Aku dah explain berkali-kali pun member tak faham. Binget siol. Aku kadang malas nak layan dia. Tadi, aku dapat makan lunch free. :D Auntie telemarketer treat aku lunch. Member menang 4D pasal aw bawak dia tuah. All because of my 20 cents coined which dropped into a cubicle. (: There is scuh a thing called free lunch in this world. I guess that is all for tonight. Time for bed. Good night. (: Monday, July 28, 2008 I have been a good girl this year. Isn't it a little unfair ? I've tried so hard to sustain it. Yet, I'm such a failure. Is it so predictable ? Why does it feel so typical ? I can't help but stare. Why do I have all these questions ? Do I have to feel this confused all the time ? Sometimes, I don't even know myself. Is she taking over me ? I thought she was long gone. Far away with the wind. She will indeed take my soul once again. She has returned for good. It's unbearable when at one point of time everything seems fine and then everything goes wrong at another. I need to find myself. Apologies if the pictures are too dark. Tak sangka dia akan chat with me on MSN. Aku ingat dia benci aku. Pasal aku choose Latiif over him. Lagipun, aku gila babi sayang dekat Latiif. Aku tak tahu why I felt this way. Memang aku tak boleh deny the fact that aku dulu gila bayang dengan si Mat Salleh tuu. Sial lahh. Aku tunggu dia setahun, jeng. Satu benda pun aku tak dapat. Aku dapat dia nya care and concern. Tuu je. Tapi he's not here. Haiyah. Dia panggil aku heartbreaker. ): Bukan sengaja aku nak sakit kan hati dia. I have my reasons for doing so. Aku tak sanggup mengharapkan sesuatu yang aku tak akan dapat. Aku memang boleh sabar. Tapi, setiap manusia ada tahap kesabaran dia sendiri. Who knows. Dekat sana dia dah berbini empat, anak sepuluh. I can never find out. True ? Latiif treats me very well. Aku tak pernah jumpa lelaki Melayu yang as responsible as he his. Dia pun baik. He is not like any Malay guys that I have dated. Susah, senang he will be with me. Monyet, thanks for being right by my side when I need you the most. (: Besok, aku gaji ! Woot. Woot. Woot. Theory by Eka, my MSN buddy : Some of the male species, they are said to never be satisfied with one. So when they have two partners, it's most likely one to be skinny and the other mampat. The reason : If they engage in sex, the mampat one has bigger boobs to lick and suck. With the skinny one, it's more likely to feel more pleasure. She has thought about it. It is relatively true. When the skinny one has nothing to block the way. ;D Good day. Aku nak balik. Bye. Saturday, July 26, 2008
Wahh. Macam pukimak lorr. This month is super tight. Pastu, banyak saman dia nak bayar. Aku nak tolong dia, tapi dia tak kasi aku tolong dia. Nevermind. I'm just going to help him ! Why must this stupid things happen. Fuck lorr. Aku pun stress jugak. Lepas satu, satu. Haiyah. ): I'll be here by your side when you need me. I hope you don't think too much about this. "Dear, why so serious ?" "Let me put a smile on your face." :D Tadi kat kerja pun ada orang macam sial jugak. Time aku nak balik baru kau kasi aku work to do. For now, here are some pictures.
Thursday, July 24, 2008 I couldn't believe it that I can't trust you. Apa pasal kau nak kena bilang semua orang. Aku ingat kau lahh kawan aku. Ntah lahh. Haish. Updating this while I'm at work. I'm really bored. This place is seriously too quiet. I like it here. But I need some noise, baby. Lol. Anyways, I'm thinking about what I should do in my future. Manager aku cakap, maybe kalau aku da 21, I can be a Financial Planner. I've been observing the FPs here, it seems that this line is booming. Tapi, kau kena panadai cari client uhh. Jadi, anyone yang nak beli insurance, call aku. Okae ? Hehehehe. Anyways, I'm glad that we aren't having all these misunderstandings anymore. I hope, it'll forever stay this way. Okae ? That's all for today. Wednesday, July 23, 2008 There'll be girls across the nation, That will eat this up, babe. I know that it's your soul but could you bottle it up and get down to the heart of it. No, it's my heart you're shit out of your luck. Don't make me tell you again my love, love, love, love. Love, love, love, love. I am aiming to be somebody this somebody trusts, With her delicate soul. I don't claim to know much except soon as you start, To make room for the parts. That aren't you it gets harder to bloom in a garden of love, love, love, love. Love, love, love, love. Only thing I ever could need, Only one good thing; Worth trying to be and it's love, love, love, love. I do it for love. Love, love love. We can understand the sentiment you're saying to us, Ohh, but sensible sells so could you kindly shut up. And get started at keeping your part of the bargain aw please, Little darling. You're killing me sweetly with love, love, love, love. Love, love, love, love. Only thing I ever could need, Only one good thing; Worth trying to be. Love, love, love, love. I do it for love. Love, love, love. Started as a flicker meant to be a flame, Skin has gotten thicker but it burns the same; Still a baby in a cradle got to take my first fall, Baby's getting next to nowhere with her back against the wall. You meant to make me happy make me sad, Want to make it better better so bad; But save your resolutions for your never new year, There is only one solution I can see here. Love you're all I ever could need, Only one good thing; Worth trying to be. And it's love, love, love, love. I do it for love, love, love, love. Oh, only gonna get get what you give away, So give love, love. Only gonna get get what you give away, Love. Tuesday, July 22, 2008 I'm glad he's trying. Please, no more. I can't take it. No more tears. No more fights. It's difficult to hold back. Yet, it's not easier to speak either. It's better when we are this way. Thank you. I love you. Saturday, July 19, 2008 Brian : Did I hear you right ? Cause I thought you said, let's think it over. You have been my life. And I never planned, growing old without you. Shadows bleeding through the light, Where the love once shined so bright; Came without a reason. Don't let go on us tonight, Love's not always black and white; Haven't I always loved you ? Delta : But when I need you, You're almost here; And I know that's not enough. And when I'm with you, I'm close to tears; Cause your only almost here. Brian : I would change the world, if I had a chance Oh won't you let me ? Treat me like a child, throw your arms around me Oh please protect me. Brian & Delta : Bruise and battered by your words. Days are shattered, how it hurts. Brian : Oh, haven't I always loved you? Delta : But when I need you, You're almost here; And I know that's not enough. And when I'm with you, I'm close to tears; Cause your only almost here. Brian & Delta : Bruise and battered by your words Days are shattered, now it hurts Brian : Haven't I always loved you ? Delta : But when I need you, you're almost here. Brian : Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you. Delta : And when I hold you, you're almost here Brian : Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted. Brian & Delta : And now I'm with you, I'm close to tears. Brian : Cause I know I'm almost here. Brian & Delta : Only almost here. Friday, July 18, 2008 It hurts. Unwanted tears were shed. The sky turned dark as it was pro-claimed. Only heaven knows. She felt that presence. How could it be ? Impossible. It hurts. She will keep holding on. Never to give up. Why ? Those questions keep pondering. It felt so different. Alienated from the rest. Abnormalities. If only it never happened ... It was an honest mistake. Sacrificial ? She thought of it. It will hurt. Only for now. She loathes it. It ruins her life. Get away. Her disrupted peace. Forever she will sleep. Monday, July 14, 2008 It feels so different now. It's pretty much unexplainable. No matter how hard I try. Why ? The past seems unrecognisable. I look at the phrases, the obvious has faded away to oblivion. I no longer feel, hear and see that presence anymore. It's gone, gone, gone. I want my Birkens ! (: | |
