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Further Description of MYSELF : She expresses herself through fashion, food, her lyrical writings, music and photography. She organized her first gig, The Cynosure Theatre at the Singpore Art's House when she was barely 16 years old. She enjoys meeting up with her dearest girlfriends and enjoy late night sessions of crapping, gossiping and smoking. A self pro-claimed Facebook addict. An avid blogger on most days when she doesn't suffer from bitch fits. A person with flair and personality who doesn't resort to back hand tactics. It makes her look all timid. Like she emphasizes, if you are hating then stop staring. Then, again. Everyone is a critique. And, I am extremely vulgar. Did she mention that she has an obsession and addiction to a one-weird-eight-inch fetish ? Tweet ♥ 
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Saturday, October 27, 2007 Plugging in to : 1973 ; James Blunt. Exhausted yet worried at the same time. Right now I have issues. The air in the ward was heavy. Filled with the smell of death. How do I pull through from this crisis. It has been going on for quite a while. I'm scared. But it gets pretty unbearable. This time round, she's getting stronger. Ohh, if you feel like beating the hell out of someone. Try this. Click here. (: I love you so much that it kills me cause you are so far away. Friday, October 26, 2007 Plugging in to : Hallelujah ! ; Paramore. Headbangs and scandals. You are the noisiest brother I ever had. Shut the bloody fuck up. You talk too much. Period. Thursday, October 25, 2007 Plugging in to : Stronger ; Kanye West Feat. Daft Punk. Chorus (Siti Nurhaliza) How love can ever be, Right before my eyes; Still a million miles away from me. Verse 1 (Malique) They say love is blind, I say it blinds you. Tempts you off your sanity, Abide by mind rules. The truth behind the myth it lies in our reality; Love is just a four letter word that’s sung in melody. To complete formality, You hear it when the ballads breathe. Every couple wants to be the next Cleo and Anthony, Or Clyde and Bonnie, Or Frank butler and Annie; Mumtaz and Shah, Gina Montana and Manny. But this ain’t no love epic, I’m just a hopeful skeptic. Mischievous thoughts made poetic now spit it on record. I’m not in love with cha, I’m just in love at cha; Distant admiration, Link and spoil the whole picture. I betcha a mil, You dancin’ in a million minds; A million times you handshakin’ from a million miles. And put a million smiles, A million different stories; And how we diff a million styles is self explanatory. Chorus Verse 2 (Joe Flizzow) I sing this lullaby, Forbidden love sitting before my eyes. My heart is screaming although nobody can hear my cries. Wishing on a star as I look into the night. Say a little prayer only God can understand my plight. Glimpses of her sight, flashing in my mind. Although she near the distance seems like a million miles. Somebody told me once that patience is a virtue; And true love is worth waiting for although it might just hurt you. And if it comes right back, That means it’s truly destined; I promise to hold back the tears, Never say never; And I know you thinking of me all through out your endeavours. And if its part of His plans, One day we’ll be together. A few things last forever, So I write this poem. A lot of times, you won’t miss it right until it’s gone. And though I soldier on, These feelings in my heart. Will never change cause I loved you from the start. Chorus Verse 3 (Malique) We seen a lot of come, We seen a lot of go. But we ain’t seen a lot of stars who got a lot of soul. And keep their feet to the ground. Despite a lot soul truly unforgettable like old Nat Cole. It ain’t even about your look your style is debonair. The voice that stuns the nation when it comes on air. Expectations of intimacy was never there, But it would be nice to swap a couple hellos with the funny stares. But you just smile dumbfound when you come around. But little hushes now silence is the perfect sound, Or whether this is fun or play ya, Just holler at your boy a million miles away. Chorus Don't let me slap you till your brains fall out. Step mana nya sakai. Aku bukan orang yang boleh kau permainkan. Aku memang tak trust kau langsung. Aku macam nak tolak kau keluar dari tingkap. Kau fikir aku budak lagi ke ? Aku tak bodoh lahh, sial. Aku pun bukan perempuan sial ataupun pelacur yang boleh kau cari dekat lorong. Aku tak simpati dekat kau ?! Kau tanya diri kau uhh. Kau ada rasa simpati dekat aku tak ? Kau ada respect aku tak as a woman ? Aku ada maruah. Thank God yang aku pandai. Susah untuk kau permainkan aku. Haha. Kau bodoh. Tapi kebodohan kau lahh yang selamatkan aku. Thanks ehhk. Aku rasa kau banyak sangat angkat drug. Itu sebab otak kau mati and kau jadi bodoh. Btw, kau buat lawak uhh. Eyy, kalau aku memang murahan pun, aku tak nak lahh dengan kau. Aku memang tak nak dengan kau walaupun kau lelaki Melayu terakhir. Aku lebih rela mati ataupun jadi lesbian. Nasib baik kau bukan lelaki Melayu terakhir. Tak tau malu. Tak sedar diri. Kau fikir kau mananya berg. Kalau handsome dan berg pun, aku tak nak dengan kau. Kau offer diri kau kat aku free pun aku tak nak. Kau nak ubah akunya pemikiran ? Kau cuba do some soul searching before kau nak ubah orang. Eyy, salah orang lahh. Dah lahh kau tuu ma trep. Tattoo sana sini. Aku tak kutuk orang ada tattoo cause aku extremely fascinated by body art. Tapi kau nya tattoo merepek. Oi ! Sekarang dah 2oo7. Zaman heran tak heran dah mati. Bila nak game kalau fanatic je. Memang padan muka kau duduk dua tahun dekat dalam cell. Asal tak mampus kat dalam. Nak psycho aku konon. Salah orang lahh boy. Aku bukan ASM, okae ? Aku kutuk orang memang numero uno. Tapi monyet yang aku kutuk ni memang sial. (: Sorry lahh kalau bahasa terlalu kasar. Btw, ma trep, kau boleh fuck off. Bye. Tuesday, October 23, 2007 Plugging in to : Do You Know What It Feels Like ; Enrique Igleseas. How love can ever be, Right before my eyes; Still a million miles away from me. This new song totally reminds me of you. (:
Weirder things have never happened before. But last night freaked me out. Lady Marmalade is extremely offensive if you were to dedicate this song to a girl. By the content of the lyrics you would know. But no doubt, it is a very nice song. Anyways, last night I got a phone call from an anonymous number. The caller was a guy. He called 3 times. -_- Anyways, he dedicated this song to me. Bloody hell. Along with two other songs. One by Muse. Another by Enrique Igleseas. The one I'm tuning to right now. No doubt about it, I kind of have a clue to who he is. His voice kind of gave him away. But, maybe it's not him. Whatever it is, I'm afraid. Macam stalker gitu. I'd probably slap the person till his brains fall out. This song is about a prostitute. What the fuck ?! Macam sial gitu kan. Anyways, he woke me up with a phone call. (: Haa. He's like my alarm clock. I'm so happy that things are back to normal now. No more fighting. I was chatting with him on the phone when he told me he'll call me back. A cop followed him. He was going 65 miles an hour. What do you think ? Haha. Hey, call me back and tell me what happened. Waiting for Fion to wake up though. Maybe we'll chill today. But, I'm out of ideas. Where shall we head to ? I'm craving for New York cheese cake from Starbucks though. By the way, to all friends who knows my cellphone number. I'm likely to change my number by the end of next week. I'll text you my new number. Till then. I'm grabbing some grub. Feeling hungry all of a sudden. No, wait. I'm always hungry. Tata for now. Chiaoz. Monday, October 22, 2007 Plugging in to : What I've Done ; Linkin Park. "Hello. I love you too." That's my favourite phrase for today. (: When I said I won't be updating for long, I'm lying. What the heck. I'm addicted to blogging. Today, is the 135th post. Gosh that much posts. If my blog wasn't hacked a couple of times previously. I'm guessing there will be close to 300 posts. Ohh yeah. I'm sorry for the harsh posts these past few days. It was out of anger so, I didn't really mean it. And he's not done with Singapore. Neither am I done with him. (: We've kissed and make up. Much to my joy. Hee. Every now and then, I'm able to send him text messages. His new cell phone is love. He is love too. (: Anyways, entertaining guests is extremely tiring. Due to festive season this month, house visits are common. Damn. Mama had to wake up early and cook. We have to serve food and drinks. And we have to talk to them too. But house visits rock because that means I can meet up with my loved ones and catch up with the latest news. Which means gossip too. Lol. However, this year I didn't do much harvesting. I'm utterly broke at this point of time. ): Damn. So, satisfying my craving for Sakae Sushi will be days away. I can't wait though. ): I guess I'm done for today. I'm beat. Maybe I'll catch up on more sleep. But now, I'm tuning in to Animal Planet & Discovery Channel. Chiaoz. Je t'aime. Saturday, October 20, 2007 Plugging in to : Hate That I Love You ; Rihanna Feat Ne-Yo. He's done with Singapore. Perhaps, this time round. I'll get a grip of myself. I'm done and over with everything. Won't be updating for long, maybe. This one sort of reminds me of you. Bye, all.
Friday, October 19, 2007 Plugging in to : The Great Escape ; Boys & Girls.
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Thursday, October 18, 2007 Plugging in to : Give it to me ; Eve Feat. Sean Paul.
Not in the mood. Extremely bored. I wanna be pampered by someone. I want Chocolate Mars Bars. I want it now. ): Shopping yesterday didn't satisfy me at all. Today, I'm broke. But black nail polish is ♥. Right now, I'm all dressed up but I have no where to go. Seriously, I was feeling moody from the time I woke up. There was a miss call on my phone. You don't have to guess who called. Him. You were suppose to call me back though. (: Fion was having her science practical hours ago. However, she knows nuts about Chemistry. It happens to be my favourite subject. I'm all psyched about enrolling for my driver's licence. Eventhough it's 64 days away. One of the reasons why I'm all psyched is because Mama is sponsoring for my driver's licence. Wee. (: I was all psyched about motorbikes. But now, my favourite catch phrase will be .... "Wanna ride in my ____ ?" Haa. Berangan lahh kejap. (: Hawt girl driving a hawt car. Mama might buy me my own car. Wouldn't that be sweet. So, postponing my motorbike licence for awhile. Still I'm getting my own bike. Anyway, I have a weird tingling sensation somewhere between my tummy & my gut. But, I have an uneasy feeling that I'm going to be disappointed today. Whatever. I'm outta here. I broke my phone. -_- Bye. P.s Listen, okae ? Funny. Ini namanya orang takde kerja. Wednesday, October 17, 2007 Plugging in to : I'm Sorry, Goodbye ; Kris Dayanti.
Currently. I'm not in the mood. Slightly pissed off. Totally in extreme pain. Went to the doctor's at 4.ooAM because of the dumb cramps. I wasn't even satisfied with the pain killers. It felt like as though I'm dying, okae ? I hid myself under the blanket. I cried. Call me a baby. I don't care. You gotta go through it to know how I feel. -_-" Bloody hell. Right now the computer lags like fuck. Anyway, pictures to sum up this post. I'm outta here. Waiting for Fion to wake up and chill with me. -_-" Currently, annoyed.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007 Plugging in to : The Sweet Escape ; Gwen Stefani Feat. Akon. Aku memang semangat Hari Raya. Haha. (: Was so bloody happy today. Woke up at around 11.30AM due to the stupid menstrual cramps. Was heading to the bathroom when HE called. Wee ! Totally made my day mans. (: Now the cramps are all gone. Hehe. But I feel that I gila bayang. But I think I love him. No wait. I know I love him. ): Comments please ? Haish. Anyway, semalam headed to Kak Jiji, Cik Yaya and Cik Enab's house. I didn't get duit raya seyy. ): Haa. Dah besar kan. Badan pun like mak budak. LOL. Qhodisa & Irwin are totally adorable. Kept fighting with each other. Irwin will be like "You don't disturb me lahh." Qhodisa will defend herself though. "I box your face then you know." (: Too bad I didn't take a picture of them. (: Om Saiful asked me when I'm getting engaged. Bloody hell. Haa. Then Mummy said "He's too far away." I was like totally speechless. Engagement, marriage ? Mampus. Haa. Anyway, I'm gonna stop here. Cramps are killing me & I feel like Maple-ing. Tata for now. (: More picture updates ! P.s I'm looking for somebody who can help me edit my pictures. (:
Sunday, October 14, 2007 Plugging in to : The Pretender ; Foo Fighters. Picture updates.
Hello, all. Selamat Hari Raya, again. The best thing about Hari Raya is food. Duhh. Ketupat. Lontong. With Rendang, Kuah Lemak, Ayam Masak Merah. Yummy. Not to mention the kuehs. Yummy. My harvest this year sucks. ): They claim I'm too old. I'm 18 and a working adult. Bleahs. Managed to reaped in $55.oo though. (: Okae, I'm super duper tired. Going to bed now. Nights all. Saturday, October 13, 2007 Plugging in to : Suasana Hari Raya ; Sharifah Aini. Officially ! Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir & Batin. Minal aidil wal faizin all. (:  To all, I know I may have said the wrong things at the wrong times or acted harsh towards you at times. I do hope you forgive me. May God bless you, always. Have an enjoyable weekend during this festive season. Amin Yarobal Alamin. Eid Mubarak. SYNNTArisya. Friday, October 12, 2007 Plugging in to : Selamat Hari Raya ; Saloma. Damn. Something is awfully wrong with my computer speakers. -_- Can't actually listen to music. Currently I'm in the Hari Raya mood. (: Well, today is the last day of Ramadhan. I don't usually listen to Malay songs but this is my favourite Hari Raya song. Dari Jauh Ku Pohon Maaf ; Sudirman. Dalam dingin subuh hatiku terusik Kenang nasib diri di rantauan Bergema takbir raya menitis air mata Terbayang suasana permai desa Rindu hati ini inginku kembali Pada ayah bonda dan saudara Tetapi aku harus mencari rezeki Membela nasib kita bersama Hanya ku sampaikan doa dan kiriman tulus ikhlas Dari jauh kupohonkan ampun maaf Jangan sedih pagi ini tak dapat kita bersama Meraikan aidil fitri yang mulia Restu ayah bonda kuharap selalu Hingga aku pulang kepadamu Restu ayah bonda kuharap selalu Demi anakmu yang kini jauh Heading to Geylang Serai Bazaar later. (: HURRAYS. Buying my baju kebaya later. Meeting Mamat over there. Last minute shopping is awesome. I'm gonna do that henna thing again too. Wee. Super duper excited. I do hope Fion is coming. Anyways, I'm getting some shut eye. Tata for now. Tuesday, October 9, 2007 Plugging in to : Hurt ; Christina Aguilera. Picture updates ! Buffet dinner was excellent last Saturday. I was extremely bloated. Hehe. Ate way too much.
Currently, I'm Maple-ing. LOL. (: During sahur, I received an unexpected message. I really don't know what to reply. The message was 3 pages long. Honestly, I couldn't delete it. My gut tells me that I shouldn't trust her 100%. We could still be just friends. Not good friends, just friends. Don't bother to reply this message if you don't want to. I'm just upset about what had happened to our friendship. Maybe, we are just too emotional or sensitive. But about what had happened the other day when we had a big fight, I know I had kicked or punched you. I'm at fault. Just wanna apologise about what had happened. It's okae if you wanna ignore me or won't forgive me. By the way, I guess you know who I am. But I really hope you would bother to reply my message. =( Help ?! Anyway, I have great news. (: It seems that, I don't have to fork out an additional $100 to make a new Identity card. Wee. A good samaritan found it and returned it to ICA. I don't know who that he/she is but I'm extremely elated. Haha. Hari raya is officially 4 days away. I can't wait. (: I so semangat raya mans. I was walking around with my hari raya outfit yesterday. Extreme enthusiasm. (: Maybe I'll do that again and take some pictures. Meeting Fion later. A pool session or two ? Well, maybe. It's back to Maple-ing now. Tata for now. | |
