What's the difference between a boyfriend and a husband ?
About 30 pounds.

I swear, I'd be a better man.

My time is up, I can tell.

I am better off dead.

I am sick and tired.

I just want to sleep forever.

I have come to a stage of life when everything is insignificant.

It hurts both emotionally and physically.

It's draining all my energy.

I am afraid but I am trying to face this alone.

The excrutiating pain comes and goes.

Most times, it is unbearable.

I lied when I say I am strong.

I am weakened.

Honestly, I don't know what is wrong with me.

It feels uncomfortable.

There is no cure.

I am immune to the painkillers.

At times, I think of cutting myself.

Yes, I am indeed having issues.

Will I live to see the world or will I die before fulfilling my dreams ?

Why do I look so tired they asked.

I lack of sleep.

I have not been having a peaceful sleep lately.

I'd wake up in the middle of the night breaking out a cold sweat.

Then, the pain violates my innocence again.

I just want it to stop.

I want my life back.

I want my sleep back.

I want to be me again.

No one knows cause I don't want to show.

It don't matter anymore.

This is just too much.

Way too much ...