Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I still feel dreadful.

I feel extremely uneasy.

But, there is nothing I can do.

Honestly, I am trying hard enough.

Can't you see ?

How can I prove all my efforts if it's me you don't trust.

I promise myself I will never make you mad again and I am determine to uphold that promise.

I feel confused and lost.

You are blaming me for something that I didn't do.

Okae, maybe I accidentally pressed some buttons.

But, how would I feel right now ?

Being accused when I am innocent.

That says alot about your trust level towards me.

It's way down low.

It was lost during the incident a few months back.

I am trying to mend the pieces.

My mind's unweaving, again.

Something bad is going to happen anytime soon.

It is something unavoidable.

Suddenly, I feel so worried.

The butterflies in my stomach begin to flutter tremendously.

I did not have a good sleep last night.

I woke up drenched in cold sweat every half and hour or so.

The dreams felt so vivid.

Is this the bloodshed we indeed must sacrifice ?

Everything felt so surreal.

I ran as fast as I could.

The creatures laid there looking through the window.

My eyes twitched vigorously since the time that I opened my eyes.

This doesn't feel right !

I feel shattered but I cannot find the cause that broke it.

I am struggling.

The cloud of emotions are driving me up to the wall.

Yet, I can't feel.

The pain has numbed me.

I think I need a doctor.

I feel as though I might pass out.

I have to be strong.

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