I still feel dreadful.
I feel extremely uneasy.
But, there is nothing I can do.
Honestly, I am trying hard enough.
Can't you see ?
How can I prove all my efforts if it's me you don't trust.
I promise myself I will never make you mad again and I am determine to uphold that promise.
I feel confused and lost.
You are blaming me for something that I didn't do.
Okae, maybe I accidentally pressed some buttons.
But, how would I feel right now ?
Being accused when I am innocent.
That says alot about your trust level towards me.
It's way down low.
It was lost during the incident a few months back.
I am trying to mend the pieces.
My mind's unweaving, again.
Something bad is going to happen anytime soon.
It is something unavoidable.
Suddenly, I feel so worried.
The butterflies in my stomach begin to flutter tremendously.
I did not have a good sleep last night.
I woke up drenched in cold sweat every half and hour or so.
The dreams felt so vivid.
Is this the bloodshed we indeed must sacrifice ?
Everything felt so surreal.
I ran as fast as I could.
The creatures laid there looking through the window.
My eyes twitched vigorously since the time that I opened my eyes.
This doesn't feel right !
I feel shattered but I cannot find the cause that broke it.
I am struggling.
The cloud of emotions are driving me up to the wall.
Yet, I can't feel.
The pain has numbed me.
I think I need a doctor.
I feel as though I might pass out.
I have to be strong.
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