It still hurts.

I am having a difficult time with work.

I can't concentrate.

I don't even feel like eating.

But, I know I have to.

I ate 8 tablets to relieve myself.

Is that an overdose ?

I don't care anymore.

I just want it to go away.

I want to sleep so badly.

I am tired.

Fucking tired.

I don't know what to do anymore.

Baby can't help me.

I cried.

I bit Bobby to ease my pain but it just wouldn't disappear.

Alone and again I am afraid.

Help ...